Summers True Beginning

N.E.W.T.S. are finished, thank Godric. I've been feeling really groggy; like I'm tired all the time, and I'm always hungry. It's like what the hell is wrong with me? But anyway, school is almost to an end; I will be in the order soon and Molly is still not happy about it. I honestly don't know why, I'm 18 and I'm graduating from school. Maybe it's because I'm like her second daughter.

I set my journal into my bag and walk out of the great hall to my classes.

In Transfiguration my stomach was getting all lurgy. As I walked up to Professor Mcgonagall, I felt my stomach do a violent jolt; I run to the nearest waste basket and puked out every thing that was in my stomach from breakfast.

"Oh dear, come on. Let's take you to to the hospital wing." Professor Mcgonagall said, while helping me out of the class room.

In the hospital wing Madam Pomphry gave me some pepper-up potion. It helped but not much.

She must have had a different theory because she was shuffling around the hospital wing, mumbling vigorously. I could tell she was not happy. The look on her face was quite scary. I just watched her care for others, while I just laid in the bed.

The door swung open and Dumbledore walks in, followed by Severus, then Mcgonagall. Madam Pomphry walks over to the, and speak in a hushed tone so only the teacher are able to hear. I watched them mumble for a few seconds until Severus looks at me wide eyed. He then walked over to me and asks: "Is it true?" He looked shock and worried.

"Severus? May I ask what you are doing?" Mcgonagall asks.

"I...UH..." We both look at Dumbledore who winks.

"Miss Belladonna; Madam Pomphry say that you are supposedly with child." Dumbledore spoken with out emotion.

"WHAT! I can't be pregnant, their is no-wait a minute! Does she know how far along I am?" I asked very shocked and very worried.

"About three months. "madam Pomphry murmurs.

"OH MY GODRIC! OH MY GODRIC!" I groaned

"Can I see you and the *cough cough* father of the child in my office." Dumbledore said smoothly before he left. Madam Pomphry left into her office.

Severus and I where left alone. Both silent as the night, until he broke it. "So your pregnant huh?"

"Yep, that's what Madam Pomphry said." I wanted to cry, but I couldn't. I was in so much shock, That I didn't know what to do.

"Love, It's going to be alright."

"Severus, No it Won't be alright. What's going to happen when I tell Sirius and Molly, huh! I Don't know how their going to react."I started to cry.

"SHH...Don't worry. They'll be thrilled with Joy." He was now embracing me.

"OH MY GODRIC! What about your Job?" I wailed.

"It's OK everything will be fine!" He tried to assure me. "Come on, lets go to Dumbledore's office."

We finally got to the giant gargoyle that hid the stair case to Dumbledore's office. "lemon drop" Severus murmured. we both walked silently up the stairs to the huge door that lead to office.

"Come in Severus and Miss Belladonna." Severus walked in first and I followed closely behind.

"I'm sorry Dumbledore. This wasn't suppose-" He stopped me by smiling and shaking his head side to side.

"There is no need to be sorry. Since you are 18 and nearly graduated their is no point of bringing in the ministry or anything because it is simply a natural thing. I shall tell the other teachers and it will keep silence to the student until further notice."

"Thank you Professor. This really means a lot." I was literally thinking about hugging him; but I stopped myself, so instead I kept thanking him.

I was so happy. But very,very,very scared; I didn't know know what was going to happen if I tell Sirius or Molly.

Severus and I are going to have a baby together, and we are not married. I wonder if he'll propose?' I thought as I walked silently through the corridors.

I was so fazed into my thoughts that I didn't notice Severus was calling Harry's name-"POTTER!" He retorted. "What may I ask are you doing, walking through the corridors?"

"I...uh...I was..."

"Well?" Severus furrowed his eyebrow.

" I was going to see Miss Belladonna in the hospital wing."

"well, can't you not see she's OK and well. Now get back to class or detention with me!"

"yes Sir, Sorry sir." Harry ran back the other way.

"Wow, Snape. You sure do scare him." I giggle and he smirked. "hm mm...so Babe, I was thinking..." I grinned devilishly.

We walked back to his chambers. I rip off his shirt ad notice he had a tattoo. Of all the times we've had sex I've never noticed it, weird.

"Wait babe!" I said pushing his mouth off my collarbone.

"What is it?" He started to look concerned.

"Can I ask you something?"

"Yeah anything." He said as I laid my head on his bare chest.

"When did you get this tattoo?" I asked stroking his left forearm. He sighed heavily and stalled for a second.

"I'll tell you but only certain people know so this stays between us, OK." I knod my head "OK well... My seventh year, I was a very dark person."

"You still are!" I giggled.

"Darker, evil almost. But anyways, I didn't really care about anybody. Except there was only one person who I cared for. But she fell for a prat." He sighed.

"I joined the Dark lord at his games, yes I was a Death eater." His voice deepened more. "But after 'she' died because of the dark lord. I left his side and asked Dumbledore for forgiveness."

"oh..." I didn't really know what to say. "So all death eaters have this tattoo?"

"yep."

"Oh I see." we sat there in silence for awhile.