JPOV

i heard the phone drop to the floor and break. before the phone completely fell i heard Bella scream. and what she screamed made me drop my phone.

J-Jacobs' dead? b-b-but...

"Jasper?" Rosalie's voice showed that she was stunned and hurt by the news. It was a shock that Rose was affected, but was it really possible that the change could reject him like that? Bella didn't say that he turned into a werewolf. does it mean he just couldn't handle it?

i didn't answer Rosalie. most because she started dry sobbing. i didn't think she would care about a werewolf. and to think that it's my fault...

it's my fault Jacob turned. If I had laid off the jokes, he wouldn't have. Bella would have her best friend. What hurts is that we never got a chance to be friends. It's all my fault.

I twisted my fingers in my hair, trying to grasp the entire situation. Before I completely thought it through, i grabbed the keys to Rosalie's car. at the moment, i didn't really have a car of my own. i started backing out of the driveway, but Rose opened the door and her and Emmett jumped in the car. "how far can we go?" i asked as i started to speed down the highway.

Emmett sighed. "you know how far," i nodded. but an idea busted through my head.

"Wait, only you guys can't go. I wasn't there when you made the treaty,"

Rose shook her head. "you're part of the family, thus you can not go to La Push. it's as simple as that,"

"damn," i muttered. "Emmett, cell phone, now," i stuck my hand out and felt the phone in my hand instantly. i flipped it open and typed in Billy's number... i have no idea how i remembered it.i had only seen it once, on the caller I.D.

the phone rang twice and was answered. "hello?" the voice wasn't Billy's.

"um, hello, this is Jasper. I'm calling for Bella?"

"oh, you're one of them," he spat.

i rolled my eyes at the stupid voice. I'm guessing it is one of the stupid werewolf. I wasn't in the mood for this. "is she there?"

"yes, Billy called me. he told me what happened. i came over so i could get Bella home. she is in no condition to deal with you,"

i suppressed a growl. "and what makes you believe that?" i couldn't help the acid in my voice. This was getting me no where.

"she started crying blood," my jaw clenched. " she had cried so much and so hard..." the voice on the phone trailed off.

i shook my head. "so, is she okay?"

"yeah, she's fine. she needs to rest. and if she morns we need her to not cry," the voice sighed. "the thing is we can't tell Charlie, that's going to be the hardest part of all of this,"

i nodded to myself. note to self, tell Charlie our cat died and she really liked that cat... or something.

i sighed. "how 'bout we meet half way?"

"on what?" the voice sounded disgusted.

I rolled my eyes, and tried my best not to call him anything. "no, stupid," fail. "meet me at the border line to La Push. the voice hesitated. so i simply added. "i thought Jacob and i could be friends. this hurts me too,"

"okay, we'll meet you half way,"

he hung up.

we arrived at the border of La Push and Forks at noon. time sure did fly. it seems like only a second ago this happened.

i parked the car and got out to wait for them. i was sitting on the hood. Rose sat next to me and put her head on my shoulder. Emmett didn't look to pleased about that. i don't even know why she was crying. i felt the need to ask.

"Rose, why are you sad? i do believe just a while ago you were ready to kill him,"

Rosalie sighed and turned her head to were it was completely hidden in my sleeve. Another thing Emmett did not like. "you're the one making me sad. You stupid empath. and after thinking about it, i realized, Jacob wasn't all that bad of a guy. he was always nice to Bella. he didn't treat us like freaks because of the legends. he didn't believe in them. you and him could have been the troublesome two together," she laughed lightly. "i know it sounds corny but it's true. i could so imagine you and him reeking havoc around town,"

i chuckled. "like me and Emmett?"

she nodded. "like the time you and Emmett raced on I-10 down below Houston,"

Emmett and i cracked up. "yeah, we still can't decide who won," Emmett said.

"i told you, Emmett, the cops went after me first, so I'm the fastest!"

Emmett shook his head. "nope! you running into that eighteen wheeler caused you the race brother!"

i glared at him. "you completely stopped at the traffic jam!"

"yes, and you kept going and ran into that truck!"

i was about to comment on the whole 'ran off the road' deal but a car pulled off the road and next to us. we turned to see a tall man get out of the driver seat. he mumbled. "man, it stinks in that car now," i then knew it was the werewolf.

he glared at us. he didn't like the fact that he was leaving Bella with us. he was disgusted. well to bad, wolf-boy. he opened the back seat door and Bella stumbled out. she wouldn't let the guy touch her. she was disgusted with him.

she looked over at us and smiled. she was dabbing her eyes with a wet washcloth. there was red smudges everywhere on it. i smiled at her, she smiled at me. she walked over to me. well, she tried. she got halfway there when she stumbled. i hopped off the car and walked the rest of the way to her in half the time she took. i was three steps away from her. i couldn't go any further. the border line was right in front of me. she didn't take three steps, she jumped to me.

"oh, Jasper!" she hugged and nuzzled my neck. "i want to go home," she whispered. she was trying hard not to cry. i helped her. i couldn't give her happiness at a time like this. but i sent the usually calmness. and a bit of giddiness for my sake. she smiled into my neck. "damn, i love so much,"

i smirked now. "i know that darlen'," her heartbeat quickened. her pulse pounded. i couldn't help but love this women.

"take care of her," said the man. i just nodded.

Bella reluctantly turned around to face him. "thanks for the ride, Sam, and don't worry about Jasper. he can handle himself,"

i smiled at the beautiful girl in my arms. damn I'm so in love with her... why the fuck am i cussing in the same sentence that i am saying that i love her? hm, i guess i just can't help it. i just fucking love her...

the man called Sam gave me a warning look before he got into Jacob's car. it was the kind of look that Rose makes. it's the 'i know where you live' kind of look.

Bella sighed as he left. "bastard, trying to tell me i can't know where the fuck Jacob is..."

i sighed. "Bella,"

"fucking what!"

i nuzzled my face into her neck. she was content in that position. it showed that she trusted me. i whispered to her. "You're going to be Rosalie's maid of honor,"

Bella's eyes went wide. "What!"

Rosalie giggled. "What? don't want to be?"

"Hell yeah i wanna be!"

Emmett chuckled. "Jasper, i wanted to tell her,"

"to bad," i stated simply.

"you know what this means?" Rose said.

Bella had a confused look on her face. i tried to give Rosalie the 'don't do it!' look, but it was to late. "we get to go shopping!"

"ah!" Bella jumped. the strange thing is i caught her... it was like one of those freaky Shaggy and Scooby moments.

"what?" Rose asked.

"shopping with Alice has scarred her for life," i said, as i placed Bella's feet back on the ground. She would let go of my neck tho.

Emmett chuckled. "no kidding,"

Rose giggled. "it's not like shopping with Alice. we have to shop for a dress. one dress," she grabbed Bella's hands. "you have to help me find the perfect dress. Bella, i need you,"

Bella gulped before nodding. Rosalie squealed. as she hugged Bella. Bella's face looked pretty much in distress. i just had to help her... even if Rose will kill me.

"um, Bella," she turned towards me. Rose gave me a curious 'what are you going to do to ruin my day' look... gosh i hate her looks. "i have a dress you could have,"

"really? you have a dress?" she was giggling. I didn't understand till I realized how odd it was for a guy to have a dress...

"no, it's my mothers dress. i tracked down my family with Alice. i got a dress from my mom. a few old family photo's... i look nothing like i did as a human,"

she rolled her eyes. "right, so that means I'm going to look like Rosalie?"

i shook my head. "not the point Bella. do you want the dress?"

"she hasn't even seen it yet," Rose said. but Bella was already nodding a yes. It made Rosalie huff and cross her arms.

i smiled "good, Because you look really good in red,"

i rapped my arm around Bella waist. I'm glad i got her mind off Jacob. it was killing her.

"wait, the dress is red?" i chuckled at Rose as i helped Bella into the car. Rose got in the back seat and started talking with Bella. They talked about how the colors were going to be white and red. what kind of flowers they should have. if they should invite humans. Emmett was asking Bella what kind of cake she wanted, because we can't eat cake. as they talked on i opened my cell phone that I forgot was in my back pocket. i was going through Rosalie's messages of killing me if i did anything with Bella on the first night, when i was interrupted by an incoming call. i read the caller I. D. and saw that it was Alice again. what could she want this time?

"um, hello... again?"

"hey Jasper," wow she sounded scared. that is so unlike her. i guess Rosalie and Emmett noticed it too. they were quiet. Bella got confused really quick.

"what's wrong?" my voice was stern.

"i just had a vision of Jacob, is that bad?"

i heard my voice go grave. "Jacob's dead," Bella instantly got depressed. Rose started rubbing circles into her back.

"well, in my vision he's very alive..."

i gasped and broke the wheel. i stomped on the breaks and broke that to. luckily the car stopped. Rosalie screamed. "you broke my car!"

i paid no attention to her. "Jacobs alive!" Bella's head shot up. she leaned forward to try to hear better. Block Rosalie's path of destruction towards me.

"i saw you as well. you were talking to him. he was shaking his head no repeatedly. he then see's the girl who was waiting on you guys. she was standing there during the whole vision. i think she was the one making me able to see you. i think she was a vampire. but the way he was staring at her. maybe he imprinted?"

i was still in shock on the whole 'he's alive' thing. my head was screaming 'he's fucking alive!' over and over. then i slowly took in everything else and repeated it so that Bella could hear. "you had a vision. Jacob and I were talking. he kept shaking his head no. he see's the waiter. He possibly imprinted with her. she might have been the one who made it possible to see Jacob. she might be a vampire,"

"yes, Bella there?"

"uh huh,"

"put her on,"

"okay,"

i mindlessly handed Bella the phone. i listened to Bella talk.

"yeah I'm fine. i cried blood, but I'm fine,"

"yeah, i saw him die. it was so scary. and then Paul took him away. i hate him,"

"okay i won't cry,"

"tell me what the girl looked like,"

"brown hair. dark eyes. blond highlights,"

"was it like, a bar?"

"you know the name?"

"oh, like a Vegas bar?"

"okay, bye Alice," she hung up the phone. she taped on my shoulder. i turned to her, i looked into her beautiful brown eyes. she smiled at me. "wanna go to Vegas?"

hell ya!

"um, why?"

"not now!" Rose screamed at me. "you, fix my car! now!" i flinched. i gave Bella my 'help me' eyes. she smiled.

"um Rosalie," she said sweetly. "can Jasper take me home,"

Rosalie rose an eyebrow, but a cocky smile popped up on her face and she wagged her eyebrows at Bella, causing her to blush. "okay, go ahead,"

tho it confused me why now she was okay with us doing it, i smiled my thank you at Bella as we exited the car. i heard Rosalie call after me. "oh, lover-boy!" i turned to the car to see Roses evil grin. "be gentle on her,"

"Rose!" Bella screeched! she slapped her hands on her cheeks to try to hind the blush as she turned away.

a smile popped onto my face. i rapped my arms around her from behind. i leaned close to her ear. "don't worry, Bella I'll be gentle," her embarrassment was shooting through the roof. I decided it needed to go up higher. Just a little. i grazed my lips against her neck. "unless you don't want me to,"

success, she gave out a little squeal and her knees gave out. i picked her up in my arms. i turned to the two grinning idiots. why do they do this to me? first they don't want me to, but now they do! ugh! i rolled my eyes at them. "we'll be at my house,"

i turned and left the two grinning fools.

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