Chapter 7 The Past to The Present
I find myself in a dark place with almost nothing but sand and dead tree's. I can't remember anything from before now. I start to walk around in this black and dead desert with nothing in sight. After walking for about an hour I think? I'm not sure cause I don't know how time works in this place. I finally see weird looking creatures but I don't sense them as dangerous so I continue to walk towards them but as I start to get closer to them I can see clearly what their doind now. Their eat something or someone but I'm not sure. As I start to get closer to them they notice me and then i'm able to see what their eating. They were eating something that looked like them, but this didn't effect me in anyway really. They then talked with one another, once they were done they then charged towards me and before I even had time to react, I found a huge hole a my gut. I then fell to the ground unable to move. As they charge at me for the finishing blow I then pass out. Some time later I finally open my eyes to the three creatures now dead and blood around my mouth. I couldn't figure out what happened but I don't think about it for to long and I continue to walk on into this desert.
The passage of time is unknown to me. I think about a week has gone by but I'm not completely sure. Hungry and lost I start to slowly come to terms that I am going to die here and I fall in the sand, everything slowly beginning to fade to black but right before they do I think I see someone but I couldn't be sure. When I open my eyes again I find myself in a room that seems to be underground. After about a minute of waiting I hear someone coming down the stairs. "Your finally awake." She says. She has short black hair with what looks like clothes made out of bone. She asks me my name but I tell her that I don't know and I ask her what is going on. I explained to her everything thats happened to me so far and she then explains to me about everything, that i'm a Hollow, where I am and what not. Afterwards I ended up staying with her for years and she taught me everything that I needed to know. She was like a mother to me but that wouldn't last forever sadly. One day when I was heading back home after collecting some souls for us I see a massive amount of Hollows around the house. About 100 or so. She was involved with a group of hollows who she screwed over so they came to get revenge. Some of the Hollows turn to face me as I get closer, but when I did I was able to see that the were surrounding 'her' dead corspe. At the sight of this I lost it and when't on a ramapage, tearing the hollows in front of me to piece's, sending blood everywhere. After killing all but one of them, the finally hollow says. "w-w-w-w-what we can make a deal right?!" I then grab his face and I start to prepare a cero in that hand that was black and glowing purple. After about a minute of charging it I then fire it point blank in the hollows face, destroying everything behind him for about 2 or 3 miles. The cero could probly be seen by others very far away. His body falls to the ground, nothing left to hold him up with in my hand. I then turn around and run over to her, holding her lifeless body in my hands. I then scream out in pain and suffering at her death, after I finish screaming I then turn to the dead hollows and make a promise to myself. "I will never losing anyone inportant to me ever, but to do that I most get stronger." I then move over to the other corpse's and begin to devour them all, not stopping for anything. "I will become stronger. I will!"... After I finish eating I then bury her body in the most beautiful place here or the closest thing to it.
As I try to remember what happened afterwards, i'm interupted by someone knocking on my door. "Come in!" I say. Ulquiorra then walks in and asks. "Master are you feeling alright? You didn't look so good after our fight." "Yeah i'm alright Ulquiorra. You don't have to worry about me. My bosy hasn't been used to battles like that in a while." I say. "Is that so master? Very will then. I'll leave you to rest now." He says as he walks out the room and closes the door behind him. Anyway thanks to him I can't focus know but oh will. I have something else I need to do as will. I then stand up and head out my room, closing the door behind me and I begin my long walk to 'her' grave. Before I could leave Las Noches though I see Halibel and Ulquiorra waiting at the end of the hallway. "Lord Sesu may I ask where you are heading to?" Halibel asks. "I'm going to see an old friend of mine. I want you two to stay here until I return ok?" I say. "Yes." They both say. And with that out of the way I begin my long walk. About 30 minutes in I find a group of about 8 normal hollows so I decide to take this chance. I then pull out my sword and with a single swing, I cut all of the hollows into two pieces with the shockwave that came from my sword and I return my sword back to my side. I then begin to eat them including their souls. When i'm finished I continue walking for another 30 minutes before I finally reach her grave which above ground its just a big cube with a stairway leding down. As I'm walking down those stairs I begin to think back then about what happened when she died. When she did, there was a massive explosion of energy within my body which was to much for my body to handle so it was sealed away and has been ever since, but now my bodys much more stronger than it was back then so I can release the seal... But in order to do so i'm going to have to talk to my soul. You see before I died and became a hollow my soul was still with my body but it was split into two parts for reasons that I do not know of. When it happened those two parts were sealed away which led me to becoming a hollow. I still don't have a soul but its still there but I don't any contact of control over it, which is why i'm here. To try and change that. When I make to the bottom of the stairs I see a coffin. With a sigh I then sit down an cross my legs in front of it and I begin to meditate. After about a minute of waiting I find myself within a place of zero light. I try to look around and when I look behind me I see them, the two pieces of my soul. "So your finally here, took your sweet time didn't you?" One of them says. Their like Yin and Yang but its that one of them has emotions and is insane and the other one doesn't have any emotions at all. "You want to undo the seal on your powers so lets get it over with." One of them says. When he does a glowing blue orb begins to float between them and over to me. when its in front of me, I take a few minutes before touching it. A little scared. I reach my and out and grab it. When I do everything then turns white and after a few seconds I find myself back in front of the coffin but my body feels very heavy unlike before. Must be because of the massive increase in power, but with this my body should be back to full strength now. I then stand up, bow, and say my goobyes before I leave.
When I make it back to Las Noches, I see Halibel and Ulquiorra standing in the same places that they in before I left. "Were you successful in doing what you left for?" Ulquiorra asks. "Yes, I have. I want you two to inform Aizen that i'm heading out to the world of the living for a little bit and that i'll be back soon." I say. "Yes, my lord." They say. I then create a portal and walk inside it. "Ulquiorra. you felt his spirital pressure just now right?" Halibel asks. "Yes...It was darker than that of any hollows thats for sure. We better kept a closer eye on Sesu to make sure that nothing happens to him." Ulquiorra says. As i'm walking through the inside of the gateway I start to think about Ichigo and the others... i'll have to think of something to say when I get there. After a few minutes I reach the other end of the portal and I walk out of it onto the soil of a playground in Karakura Town in the middle of the day. Kids running around me completely unknown to me. I then move up to a small hill close by. staring at the sky. I wait there for everyone to leave cause I don't want to kill anyone at the moment. When the parks empty I then release a small amount of my spirital pressure out all around Karakura Town to let them know that I am here. After waiting for about 10 minutes I hear them closing in around me. "Sesu!" I hear from Ichigo. "Where have you been Sesu-" Ichigo says before he's interupted by Toshiro. "Wait Ichigo. Thats not Sesu. not anymore." He says. "Its been a while hasn't it Ichigo." I say as I then turn around to face them, sliding my mask up so that they could see my face. "Sesu why did you betray us!" Renji says. "You got it wrong Renji, I didn't betray you. I just remembered everything about my past after I died. Ichigo. I am a hollow, see?" I say as I move some of my jacket out of the way to show them the hole in my chest. "That doesn't matter right now. Where's Orihime Sesu?" Ichigo asks. "Ulquiorra took both of us to back to Aizen. Right before he fired off a cero at my chest... Don't worry though. Once Aizens done with her i'll return her back to the world of the living myself. I promise." I say. "Who says were going to listen to you, hollow!" Toshiro says as he releases his Bankai and charges at me preparing to stab me but I then grab his sword with my right hand and I move my left hand to his stomach as i'm preparing a cero and firing it off, causing an explosion that sends Toshiro flying into a building near by. "Everyone. I'm sorry, but i only just found out that I was a hollow. I enjoyed the time that we spent together and I would have came back to you guys but there are some reasons why I didn't. Even though I consider you all my close friends I'm a hollow before i'm a soul reaper. I have hollows that have been following me for hundreds of years and are still loyal to me to this day, they haven't betreyed me so I can't betrey them. I will not kill any of you but I will not let you hurt any of my followers. That's all I came here to say so goodbye for now." I explain as I then create a portal and as I start to walk towards it. Rukia says. "So, your just going to forget about everything else!" I stop walking and stay silent for about a minute before I then turn around and take I step to move in front of her. I then hug her and say. "No. I can never forget everything you guys have done for me but you knew that I would leave when I remembered everything right?" Rukia doesn't try to push me off or anything and stays quiet. "I will still consider all of you my friends. But this is goodbye for now." I say as I then take one step back to the portal and walk into it... Returning to Hueco Mundo.
