A/N: I can't believe this story is coming to a close. Soon.

Chapter 6

BPOV

Beep. Beep. Beep.

I smack the snooze button on my alarm clock and stretch out in my bed. I lay there for only a moment before sitting up and turning the alarm clock off. Once I'm off my bed I stretch a bit more, grab my bag of toiletries, and hobble to the bathroom.

The hot shower warms my muscles and farther relaxes me. I reach out of the shower, blindly to grab my loofah; but I find my vibrator instead.

I pause for a moment then put it back into my bag. I give a little shake of my head and continue to wash out the conditioner. I roll my eyes at myself and pull back the shower curtain to get my loofah again. I see my vibrator there again and pause.

"Ugh," I continue to wash my body.

Finally deciding I've been in the shower long enough I get out and get dressed. I blow dry my hair and check my watch. Only thirty minutes until Edward gets here and I haven't eat breakfast. I throw my book bag by the door and pour myself a bowl of cereal.

The doorbell rings 25 minutes later. I place my dirty bowl in the dishwasher and open the door to find a very happy looking Edward.

I smile back and lean down to grab my bag. "Hey," I say simply.

"Hey, beautiful," he smirks and grabs my bag from me. He opens my door to his car and I'm engulfed in the warmth. "So," he continues when he's in the driver's seat. "What's this awesome news?"

Immediately I blush, "Well, you asked me to do something yesterday and I did."

Edward is silent while he's driving. But I know he's trying to think of what he asked me to do yesterday.

Suddenly he gasps. He looks over at me but quickly turns back to the rode. "Bella," he simply says. He glances over at me again. "Did you?" he raises his eyebrows.

I blush farther and nod.

Finally we arrive at school. Edward comes and opens my door again. By the time I'm out the door Edward has me pinned up against his car.

He leans his face down to mine. His minty breath blows across my face. "Did you really?" he asks. I try to look away but he grabs my chin gently forcing me to look at him. "None of that, Bella. Look me in the eyes and tell me, please."

The nice cold air feels so nice against my flamed cheeks. "I used my toy last night," I whisper.

Right before my eyes, Edward's eyes darken immensely. He leaned even closer and brushed his lips against mine. As soon as I answered back with my lips he kissed me harder. Edward slipped his tongue in my mouth rubbing it against mine. I can't hold back the moan that bubbles up inside me.

I wrap one arm around his shoulders and the other locked in his hair. Edward pulls me tight against him and backs us up against his car.

I hear someone clear their throat. We stop kissing but we don't let each other go.

It's Emmett, grinning like a mad clown. "Geez guys, go get a room."

Rose came up and elbowed him in the gut. I giggle and smile at Rose. She winks at me and wraps her arm around Emmett. I didn't even notice Alice and Jasper standing beside us.

"You guys better hurry up and get inside, the warning bell is about to ring." Alice winks at me and drags Jasper in the school.

When they leave I can feel Edward chuckling. "I guess we put on quite a show," he says.

"Oh gosh," I mutter. I drop my head onto his chest and groan.

Edward just laughs more. He gives me a final kiss on my forehead and pulls away. He walks around the car and grabs our book bags from the trunk.

"Let's go, love," he swings an arm around my shoulders before walking into school with me.

EB*EB*

As soon as the last bell rang I rushed to my locker to gather my things. Edward was right there waiting for me.

"Why in such a rush, love?" Edward leans against the locker next to mine.

Finally having my bag packed I turn towards him. "I want to talk to you about something pretty important. And then depending on our talk, I want you there when I talk to my dad."

Edward looks confused and I can understand why but I don't want to tell him anymore in school.

He nods and we walk out of the school hand and hand.

EB*EB*

When we enter my house I climb the stairs and drop my book bag next to me desk. Edward does the same and sits on my bed. "Do you want something to drink?" I ask him.

"Water," he mutters.

I quickly make my way down stairs. I fill two glasses of ice water and go back up to my room. I handed him the water, he takes a couple of sips and sets it down on my desk.

"So," he looks at me. "What is it that you want to talk about?"

I pause for a moment trying to think of the words. I take a deep breath and sit next to him on my bed. "I honestly don't know or remember if I jumped or if I slipped. I'm not sure if my mind has blacked it out or if something else. I'm not confident in myself to say that I slipped 100%."

I turn to finally look at him. "And that scares me Edward. The thought of not knowing whether I might have jumped from a cliff! I need help Edward."

Edward hasn't looked at me once. "There's a therapist in Port Angeles and I've already made the appointment."

"So what do you want from me?" he whispers.

"I want you with me, Edward. I want you to stand by me." I feel the tears fill up my eyes.

Then I'm in Edwards arms.

My tears spill over and hug him back.

"I thought you were gonna push me away again," Edward whispers and hugs me tighter.

I let out a sob, "Never again, Edward."

Edward laughs and pulls away. He grips my shoulders and uses his forehead against mine to make me look at him. "We're gonna get through this together."

I nod. He uses his thumbs to wipe away my tears.

All I know is if he's by my side then I can do anything.

EB*EB*

During Thanksgiving break I went to my first therapy session. Edward waited for me outside in the waiting room. Mrs. Allison sent me home with homework. I had to write what I know.

What I Know

~I know I love my father.

~I know I love my friends.

~I know I love Edward.

~I know I want to have sex with Edward.

I scratch that last part out. Then I think better of it and write it down on my list again. I almost laugh at the thought of Mrs. Allison reading my last statement. This list of what I know is going to open up a bunch of doors for Mrs. Allison to invade.

Oh well, one topic at a time, I guess.