A/N: I'm sorry that the slash part in the last chapter was poorly written… and I'm even sorrier for the end of this chapter. You'll see…
Stan
"Hang over?" I ask as Kyle walks into the room looking depressed.
"Yeah dude…. What did we do last night?" I myself only remember it vaguely; I remember one incident too well…
"Don't you remember anything?"
"I can't remember much after that one flaming shot you gave me, it was some powerful stuff." Maybe you don't remember but I do… I did something incredibly stupid, I kissed Kyle. It was a fit of passion and I told him I loved him. All of a sudden I felt a little dirty, I love Wendy how could I betray her like that?
"I remember everything." Ike said with a smile.
"You were in the house?" Kyle asked confused. He thought he went out with his parents as I had believed.
"Ike… can I talk you too you?" I ask.
"Sure," He says as we walk out of the house.
"Dude I only remember something about… well what happened last night?" I ask.
"You kissed Kyle, he kissed you back… you said you loved him and he said the same."
"You can't tell Kyle that…" I say.
"What? Why?"
"Cause… maybe he was just drunk, he doesn't feel that way about me." Ike let out a little laugh, I don't understand what is so funny.
"Trust me, he feels the same way about you as you feel about him. Your love can be seen by a blind man." Ike said.
"You know Ike, your pretty smart for a Canadian." I say with a laugh.
"Well your pretty gay for being Wendy's boyfriend." He was right. How was I going to tell Wendy? I and she had being going so good for so long and now everything between me and her was going to be ruined. What if me and Kyle don't work out? I would have sacrificed the best thing that ever happened to me… God damn it!! Why couldn't this be simpler? Why couldn't it just be that I could have both?
Wendy always had to fight for me, I had spent so much time with my best friend that I had hardly any time to spend on her. Now I had a choice to make, the one I have always had to make… nearly every step in my life has involved these two choices… Wendy or Kyle?
Wendy
"Wendy… you're a mess." Bebe said concerned as she walked into my bed room. It wasn't just Kenny that was on my mind… it was Stan and Kyle. What are they doing now? Would Stan stay loyal to me?
"Bebe, it's just… I don't know why but I feel like my destiny is interrupted…" Bebe looked at me in confusion.
"That's enough of that." Bebe said pulling the covers off of me.
"No…" I say. I try to grab it back but she doesn't let me.
"Aw Wendy, you look so cute right now." Bebe says with a smile.
"I just want Stan… that's all."
"Just like a baby wanting its bottle, you're so adorable Wendy." Bebe said giving me a kiss on the cheek. I need to make love to Stan right now! Right now, I know it's a sick thought but I just want reassurance. I just want to feel him inside of me to know that I still got him.
"Why don't you go visit him?" Bebe asked.
"Cause he is at Kyle's…" I said weakly. I liked Kyle, he was a nice guy so why am I slowly starting to hate everything about him? I never thought I would be jealous of someone but now I'm jealous of one of my closest friends…
"Call him here, you two need some time alone. I can imagine how cute you would be screaming with him thrusting inside of you." She spent way too much time with Kenny to say something like that. I threw up a little bit in my mouth and I resisted the urge to throw up completely.
"Bebe, are you by any chance… gay?"
"I'm not sure… I know I loved Kenny, so I'm at least a bi…" She said rather openly although Bebe was always open to me. Bebe calls Stan for me, saying that I urgently want him.
Stan
"Oh hey Bebe," Kyle says in the kitchen.
"Oh… ok, Stan? You got a call." What the hell does Bebe want to talk to me about? I get up and walk into the kitchen.
"Hey Bebe, how's it going?" I ask.
"It still hurts that Kenny is gone." She replies.
"Yeah I know…" I sadly say into the phone. It will always hurt that Kenny is gone, he deserved to grow old with us but we knew his drug addictions would take him from us one day. We tried our best to get him off the drugs but it's too late now.
"Wendy wants to see you… can you come over now?"
"Sure," I say. I want to see Wendy too… I just don't know what I want to say to her. I haven't even talked to Kyle about it either, I'm just so confused on what to do. I hang up the phone and tell Kyle that I'm going over to Wendy's. He seemed a little sad when I said that but said he'll cook diner tonight instead of me if I stay there too long.
"I guess I'll have to stay there for a while now." I say with a smile. He knew that I loved to cook but I wasn't in any mood to do it right now. I walk over to Wendy's nervously, I have no idea what I should say.
"Hey… Wendy." I say as soon as she opens the door. She was dressed in a sexy mini skirt and in a small top that left half of her stomach and back revealed. It's not typical for Wendy to dress like that and has she gotten a belly button piercing too? This is out of character of her.
"Are you okay?" I ask knowing the normal Wendy wouldn't do this…
"Yeah, come in… my parents are gone and I… I just…" She pulled me into the house, closed the door and put her arms around me.
"Stan I just want to know I still matter to you…" I was confused at what's going on… does she some how know about my feelings for Kyle? That's impossible… Ike was the only one that knows and I doubt he would tell Wendy.
"You will always matter to me… what is this all about?" I ask but she doesn't respond, she stares blankly into my eyes. Suddenly she kisses me, it was a fiery kiss of passion. Her tongue was fighting in my mouth, fighting my thoughts of Kyle. I don't know if this is right.
She drags me to her bed room and suddenly I start to feel a little bad. I like Wendy but I love Kyle too but I don't know if Kyle feels the same way. According to Ike he does but I want to know for myself. Maybe I love Wendy and I'm just interested by the idea of Kyle…
"Stan, are you okay honey?" Wendy asked. She was on the bed waiting for me but I'm not sure what I want. She is so tempting right now but I just feel like its just lust, its not love…
"I'm… fine." I say getting on top of her. I don't even bother to wait for her to get undressed, I put my penis inside of her and start thrusting. Thrusting harder than I ever have just to know if this is love real or not.
"Oh Stan!! STAN OW YOU'RE HURTING ME!! STAN!!" She screams but I don't stop thrusting, faster than I thought was possibly I just want to know…. If I still love her or if my love for has been replaced with Kyle's love.
