Alright, let me just say, wow. I'm overwhelmed by the amount of love and support you guys have thrown back at me from what I posted the other day. I know that it seemed very... Short. Not in just the length sense, but in the sense that I wrote it as if it was really a goodbye, like I'm leaving forever and that there's just a minuscule chance I may return. No, no, no. I'm so sorry that I wrote it like that and that I was so short with you. As I was writing that goodbye note, I felt an urge to write again. I've been feeling it ever since I made the decision to post that. Maybe it's just some rebellious feeling in me trying to get out, but I don't think I'm lacking motivation really. I feel like I'm scared. I didn't know how to describe what I've been feeling, the utter disgust and fear to write, the other day. But I've bothered to think a lot about it now, and honestly, I think I'm afraid. I just got too busy in my life, in school, with everything, and the usual thoughts of ideas that I had for stories started to fade away, and eventually I stopped thinking about it completely. But once it managed to slip back in my mind again months later, I felt so afraid. I felt like I'd lost the ability to write. And I still feel that way. I'm just so nervous and fearful to even try to start writing again. I'm afraid that the quality will be bad and not good. I always go back and reread my writing and nitpick it until it's a pile of garbage in my mind. But you know what? I'm going to try to get over that, stop judging myself so hard. You guys seem to like my stories, so I'll write to the best of my ability and leave it at that. Now, yes, this is on a very positive note compared to what I posted the other day, but please remember that I need time to get back into the swing of things. I will try to better myself and my self esteem on my work in this time, and I will hopefully start writing again very soon. Thank you all so much for the love and support you've given me. I hope to get back to you soon :)