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7.

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"You want me to do it for you?" You chuckle at your friends response. "Im not kidding Steph, I'll break up with him for you, cant guarantee it wont be violent but I could try. I'll get Lilian to help to, she has that whole Spanish temper thing going on, I swear to god, she was shouting at Shawn the other day…steam, from her ears, I swear."

You laugh, its all you can do at this strange moment in time, you laugh because of Amy, you laugh because of this shitty situation you are in and you think of how the hell you got here.

People don't tell you how hard it is, this wonderful and fascinating thing people call 'love.'

All you ever here about when you're a child is 'one day you'll fall in love…'or 'soul mates' and 'the love of your life.'

and then there's the fairytales;

Sleeping Beauty - awakened by true loves kiss,

Beauty and the Beast - falls in love with a man beast,

Cinderella - the slipper fits and she falls in love.

Jeez, even Pinocciho gets his wish!

They all start ' once upon a time…' and end 'happily ever after…'

Fairytales: the stuff dreams are made of. The true representation of what love is.

Yeah right.

Screw love, punch prince charming and kick anyone who tries to tell you that love is the greatest thing ever to happen to a person.

Because its not, its horrible, it hurts and its painful and when your stuck in the middle of it it's the worst thing that could ever happen!

You hate love. And all the baggage that comes with it.

Why couldn't love be simple?!

Stupid question.

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"Your miserable."

"Tell me something I don't know."

State the bloody obvious Shawn.

You laugh.

Shawn Michaels, your best friend, one of the happiest guys you know.

At this moment, you hate him. You hate everything he has accomplished because you wish you had done the same. Professionally, your pretty much even, but its personally. Personally, you hate him.

He has everything going for him, he was married, now divorced. He has had his share of ups and downs but he never let it bother him. You wouldn't have thought it hurt him as much as it did because he rarely showed it. But right now, he is engaged, getting married in two weeks and insanely in love with an amazing woman; Lilian Garcia.

He sits and tells you everything will work out, if its meant to be it will be. In your head your screaming 'this isn't some fucking fairytale, you cant wave a magic wand and make everything better.'

but my god how you wish you could.

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"Steph, I love you, but your driving me freakin' mental!" you watch Amy pace the locker room going into detail that you stopped listening too about 10 minutes ago because you know she's right, she's always bloody right.

"You are madly in love, with Paul. You are married, to Chris. You tell yourself that every second and frankly its getting kinda boring, Steph, change the record" You chuckle slightly, you now know she's in full blown Amy rant mode. "All you have to do is walk up to Chris and say, hey, by the way, I want a divorce! Its that simple!"

"Its not that simple Ames! its…"

"Yes it is! You don't love him anymore right…right?"

"I dunno, I…"

"Stephanie, quit BS'ing, okay, do you love Paul?"

"Yes."

"More than Chris?"

"Yes."

"There you go!"

"Its…"

"Seriously Stephanie!? Your worrying about this now? You've been sleeping with Paul for a few months and as soon as he says break it off with Chris you panic? Are you insane!?, just do something crazy for once, screw what everyone else thinks, don't listen to your head, you've been doing that for far too bloody long. Listen to your heart for once in your life 'cause your driving me crazy!"

She really is angry, but you have no-one else to talk to! Your parents don't know…Shawn knows, you could talk to Shawn!

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"I'll see you after the match H, just breathe alright? Just…chill, it'll all work out."

"This aint a romance novel Shawn!"

"No it isnt, but it totally could be, it would be a bestseller, it could be a movie! Oh my, who would you get to play you? I think…"

"Shawn! Match now…."

"Oh yeah, see you later."

"Good luck"

"Thanks!"

You see him leaving his room he shares with Paul. You walk up to him, your hands sinking deeper into your pockets, pushing the material so hard you feel the seams about to rip.

"Shawn…"

He looks at you wide-eyed and turns you round, putting his arm around your shoulder forcing you to walk to him Gorilla position.

"Stephanie, my dear, lets you and I take a little walk."

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"Hey Vince! Any idea where Steph is? Ive been looking everywhere.""Sorry Chris, I haven't seen her since the pre-show meeting, check Amy's locker room, they were talking before."

"Thanks."

You walk for mere minutes before finding Amy standing with Matt.

"Hey Amy!"

"Chris…"

"You seen Steph anywhere? I cant find her at all."

"Have you actually looked anywhere?"

"Yes, im not a complete idiot."

"Well…"

"C'mon Amy, just tell me where she is."

"I have no idea. I know she needs to talk to you though, so make sure you listen"

You walk away thinking 'what the hell was that about?'

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