I have been home for a week now, missing every one of my appointments with Dr. Sullivan. Instead I've been sneaking out to go see Caleb. But, I've also been going to the Brew, getting trained by Emily. She said that I'm catching on fast. Caleb comes to the Brew everyday I'm about to get off work.

He makes me so happy its almost unreal. I'm not use to being happy. He showed me around town and took me to the Grill, which I now know is a nice little restaurant. I haven't talked to Kate at all, in fact I haven't even seen her since I've been in the hospital. She's probably been too busy with school.

Today is Sunday, I don't have to work, I don't have any appointments with Dr. Sullivan, and all I really want to do is hang out with Caleb doing absolutely nothing.

When I was in the hospital, Dr. Sullivan asked so many damn questions. Like why do I think I passed out, has it ever happened before, what was I thinking before that happened and about the stress in my life. I didn't have much to say except for I don't knows and maybes and I'm worried because I just moved here. She nodded, pretending to understand although she really had no idea.

I walk down the stairs and my dad is sitting at the table, drinking coffee. He immediately looks at me and it registers to me that he's probably going to talk to me about me skipping my appointments. I try and ignore him, reaching for a pan and setting it on the stove.

"So you haven't been going to your appointments?"Dad asks, setting his coffee on the table.

I shrug my shoulder and reach into the fridge, getting out the eggs and bread. "They're pointless"

"And why do you think that?" He says.

"There's nothing wrong with me" I whispered.

"It's just some...help" he said softly.

"And I need help?" I questioned.

He shrugged "Hanna, I don't know what you need. But I don't want to see you eaten away by memories that are taunting you"

I laughed breaking two eggs and looking back at him "So, you actually care about me now?" I put the two pieces of bread in the toaster.

He sighs "Hanna. I care" he cleared his throat. The eggs sizzled beneath the heat. "You can cook?" He asks.

I roll my eyes "I've been cooking for myself since I was 11" I put a top over the pan. "You learn how to do a lot of things on your own when you have no one to teach you them" I mumbled.

I knew he heard my comment but he chose to ignore it. "Do you have any plans today? I thought maybe we could do...something?" He said.

I grabbed a plate, tossing my eggs on them. My toast popped up and I swiftly grabbed it. I put my plate on the table as I sit down.

"Sorry but I have plans with Caleb" I replied.

"Your friend from the hospital?" He questioned.

I laughed lightly "Nah he's more like...my boyfriend. I don't kiss my friends like that" I smiled at the thought of his kisses.

He cleared his throat again "How long have you known this guy?"

"Long enough"

"And you know you can trust him?" He looks at me.

I pick up my egg sandwich and take a bite. "More than anyone in this house" I mumble.

He was immediately hurt, I could tell from his facial expression. But it just made me angry. He didn't trust me since the moment he first saw me and it's not even clear if he trusts me now.

Isabel walks down the steps, her high heels clicking with every step. She comes up to us and smiles, breaking the awkward silence between me and my father.

"Good morning" she smiles.

"Good morning, honey, where's Kate?" Dad asks.

"She is staying at a friend's house. Supposedly, her friend's house is closer to the campus and she has a lot of classes the next few days" Isabel replied.

Dad nodded. I finished my sandwich and got up, escaping this house. Me and Caleb planned to meet at the Grill earlier. Surprisingly, I see Spencer there with a muscular guy with brown hair. Spencer sees me and waves me over. I don't see Caleb here yet, so I join them.

I walk up to the table and sit next to Spencer, meeting eyes with a good looking blue eyed boy. He smiles nicely at me.

"Hanna, this is my boyfriend, Toby" Spencer introduces.

I smile at him.

"Hello Hanna" he says. His voice is firm and clear.

"Hey. I didn't know you had a boyfriend." I look at Spencer "How long have you two been together?" I try to make casual conversation.

"Going on two years" Spencer nodded and smiled happily. He reached his hand out to her and she clutched it gratefully.

I could only hope to be that happy one day. "You guys are cute together" I smiled.

I look up at the door to see Caleb walk in, looking around for me. He eventually sees me and comes to sit down with us next to Toby, across from me.

"Hey Spencer, Hey Toby" Caleb says. Toby nods and Spencer says "Hey Caleb"

Caleb stares at me. I tilt my head, wondering why he keeps staring at me. He then lifts slightly from his chair and leans forward, kissing me. I instantly kiss him back and close my eyes. I press my lips onto his lips harder. I never wanted to let him go.

We eventually heard Spencer clear her throat and me and Caleb departed, although it was hard. Damn those lip magnets.

"So what do you guys have planned today?" Spencer asks us.

"Me and Hanna are probably just gonna hang out. I might have a surprise for her. Which reminds me" Caleb says, standing up. "We gotta go"

I stand up with Caleb, taking his hand after he offers it.

"Well have fun. I'll see you guys around" Spencer says, smiling.

Toby waves politely as me and Caleb walk out the Grill hand in hand.

"You actually have a plan?" I ask.

"Well yea of course. I think you might like it. But first we have to stop by at your house" he says.

"Why?" My eyebrows furrow.

"You'll need some clothes"

When we get to my house we walk in, seeing my dad on the couch with a bunch of paperwork. He calls my name as to come closer, and I do, still clutching Caleb.

My father sees Caleb and clears his throat "Hello Caleb" he says firmly.

"Hello" Caleb replies.

"Caleb, can I get a few minutes with my daughter?" Dad asks.

Caleb starts to let go but I quickly tighten my grip on his hand and shake my head. I was holding onto him for dear life. "Caleb can stay" I say.

My dad sighs. "Ok then. Well Hanna I've been looking at some of your files-"

"Files? What files?" I interrupt him.

"The ones from your old school and your school counselor"

"How did you get those?" I demand.

"Doesn't matter how I got them"

"So you need files to learn about your own daughter?" My voice raises. "You'd rather take files from my old school, that shows you absolutely nothing, than talk to your own daughter?"

"Hanna you don't talk to me-" he starts.

"And now you see why" I interrupt him again. I drag Caleb up the steps to my room. I let go of his hand and turn to him.

"What do I need?"

"Just some clothes." He replies. "Do you really want to go?"

I nod my head "I'll go anywhere with you" I smile. I quickly pack a bag of clothes and head down stairs and out the door, ignoring the calls of my father asking where I'm going.

Caleb eventually leads me to a camping spot, way far out. It was silent and peaceful. There was already a tent set up.

"Camping" I say.

"Bad idea?" He asks.

I turn around to face him. "No. It's a great idea" I walk into the tent and set my bag of clothes down. I see a big lunch bag and blankets and pillows sprawled all over. "This is really nice" I told him.

"Glad you like it" he smiled. "Now, would you like to have lunch in here or out there?"

It took us a while to get to the camping spot and it was a little dark outside. "Wouldn't it be more like dinner?"

He checked the time on his phone and raised his eyebrows. "Wow. 7:00. Well yea I guess we'll have dinner then."

"Outside?" I said.

"Wherever you want" he replied, grabbing the lunch bag and walking outside.

I followed him and he set the bag on the ground. "I'll be right back" he said, leaving too fast for me to say no.

I found a big log nearby and brought it near our camping site. I sat on it, waiting patiently for Caleb to come back. It didn't take him a while but eventually he came back with a bunch of sticks in his hands.

He dropped them a few inches from me and arranged them. He pulled a lighter out of his pocket and lit it over the sticks. A fire erupted and he came to join me. He put his arm around my shoulder and dug his hand into the lunch bag, pulling out a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. He handed one to me and took one for himself.

I stared at the sandwich. Caleb noticed my expression.

"Hanna. What's wrong? You don't like peanut butter and jelly? Are you allergic?" He asked.

I shook my head "No. It's nothing"

"Then what's wrong?" He said.

"I haven't had a peanut butter and jelly since the last day of sophomore year. I didn't have enough money to pay for a normal lunch so I just got that. When I got home and saw my mom, I could still feel the peanut butter on the roof of my mouth" I stared blankly.

He reached to take it from me but I kept it. "But it's okay. I'll eat it anyway"

"Hanna, are you sure?" He looked at me.

"Yeah. I'm sure." I opened the plastic bag the sandwich was in and took a bite. I thought my body would reject it. But it actually tasted really good.

"Is it terrible?" Caleb asked.

I laughed lightly. "No. Best PB and J sandwich I've ever had"

We finished quickly and Caleb pulled out two sodas. I popped the cap and drank.

"You ready for school?" He brings up suddenly.

"No. Not at all." I shake my head "I'll never fit in there"

"Why not?"

"I can't pretend to be some rich girl from the suburbs. That's not at all close to who I am. They'll just see right through me. I don't even know what it's like to be rich. I'm still trying to determine whether or not this is just a really long dream and soon my mom is going to slap me awake and yell at me to hurry up and get my ass ready for school" I rambled.

Caleb put his drink on the ground and grabbed my face. "Hanna, this is all real. And thank god it is because I wouldn't be here if it weren't for you. You don't have to pretend to be someone your not. You're perfect" he whispered.

He kissed me then, carefully holding my face. I kissed him back. I grabbed his shirt and pulled him closer. His hand trailed down to my waist. He slowly slid his tongue in and I tried not to moan although it felt so good. He pulled my leg up and around him, similar to the first night we met. But this was different. I was ready now. I slid my hand under his shirt and trailed them over his abs. He kissed my neck and I sighed as I threw my head back. He kissed lower and lower and I moaned softly. He grabbed my other leg and wrapped it around him, picking me up off the log and taking me into the tent with him.

He laid on top of me. "Do you have a con..." I couldn't finish the word.

He nodded. "Yea I have one"

Suddenly, he stopped. I opened my eyes. "Caleb, what's wrong?"

"Are you sure you want to do this? With me?"

I nodded my head "I...want you to be my first" I breathed heavily.

He smiled lightly. "I love you, Hanna Marin" he whispered before kissing me again.

I took his shirt off and he unbuttoned his pants. He took my shirt off and looked at my body.

"God, you're beautiful" He slid his hand under my skirt and pulled my lace underwear off. He took my skirt off and unclipped my bra. He trailed kisses all over my body.

After putting the condom on, he slid into me slowly and we both moaned. He continued going slowly into me as he kissed my breasts and licked my nipples. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and sighed happily. Eventually I got used to the feeling and I moaned his name, telling him to go faster.

When I woke up, my head was on Caleb's shoulder. There were blankets wrapped around our naked bodies. I looked around for my bra and underwear. I felt Caleb move under me. He looked at me and smiled. "Hey" he said.

"Hey" I smiled back, kissing him lightly.
"I hope last night was as good as your other times"

He raised up, exposing his upper body. He looked confused "What other times?"

"I know I wasn't really good because I'm not as experienced as the other times when you've done it but-"

His laugh interrupted me. "Hanna, there hasn't been any other times"

I furrowed my brow "So I'm your first?" I whispered.

He smiled "My one and only" he kissed me again.

I smiled as I kissed him back. I got dressed, eventually finding the clothes that were thrown off of me the night before. I stuffed them in my bag.

"I have doughnuts for breakfast" he grabbed the lunch bag.

"Doughnuts" I sighed happily.

I came home with a huge smile on my face. I couldn't stop thinking about how good I felt last night. How good I feel right now. I was on cloud nine.

"Hanna" my dad interrupted my thoughts. I jumped.

"Yeah?"

"Have you talked to Kate lately?" He asked.

"No. I haven't seen her since before I went to the hospital. I thought she was at a friend's house?" I look behind my father to see Isabel crying in the living room. "Why? What's wrong?"

Dad turned around to go comfort Isabel.

"Kate's missing" he declared.

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