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NOW...LETS MOVE TOWARDS THE CHAP.
They returned home happily. Today Abhi seems happy and he felt a new strength in side him for fighting with this problem.
Daya is happy seeing his brothers hapiness and cnfidence..he felt if all goes this way he will soon get back his boss. He was about to move towards the kitchen for preparing lunch when Abhi himself says
Daya… me banaun…
Daya nods happily but then decides to accompany him because of his problems still there.
After lunch Daya entered inside Abhijeet room and shocked pleasantly when he saw Abhi taking his medicines by himself. He placed the glass and medicine box on side table then said in casual tone.
Agar dekhna ho gaya ho to…zara idhar aaein ge aap…
Daya moved forward and sit beside him.
Abhi….ab kesa feel kar rahey ho… zada thakan to nahi ho rahi…
Abhi smiled
Arey nai yar…thakan kesi…bas wo thori dair ke liye hi hua tha…ab sab theek hai..
Daya was happy to see him like this. He smiled Abhi continued
Pata hai..me na pehle bohat tension mein tha..ke me kar paaun ke nahi….lekin…dekh na me ne kar liya yar…bas shooting mein dar laga…per wo bhi ho hi gaya….
he was telling all this like a school going kid who secure good marks in exam...
His excitement was also showing his pain which he is bearing and this brought tears in Daya's eyes but he smiles.
After getting no reply Abhijeet stopped and looked towards Daya who was looking towards him with teary smile.
Oye ro kiun raha hai.. dekh ho gaya na sab achey se,,(put his hand on Daya's cheek)
Daya cleared his eyes and nodded smilingly.
Arey kuch nahi….bas aise hi…
Abhi pat his shoulder.
Acha chal ab so ja jaake…
Han ..jata hun tum bhi so jao..
Abhi lay down. Daya moved towards the door and then stopped.
Boss… ab payer mein…
Abhi cut him: han baba…nahi ho raha ab dard.. khush…chal ja ab…
Daya smiles
Good nigh…. Oh sorry..good noon boss…
Arey good noon ke bachey… agar yahin khara rahey ga to good evening ho jaye gi…samjha..
Daya laughed lightly and went towards his room after closing the door.
Abhi thinks: jaanta hun tu meri wajah se pareshan hai…lekin chinta mat kar…sab theek ho ga me jaanta hun…
And he too slept.
After two days
They reached at the sports club after shooting practice its result was same and Abhi was bit disappointed.
After changing the dress Abhi came out on tracks. Today Raj told him to run 20 meters in 2 minutes and 30 seconds. Abhi become worried when he listened this. Daya also feel the same , he wanted to interrupt but Raj has already started the countdown. Abhi looked at Daya who was looking worried and smiled. Daya smiled back.
Abhi started running and Daya stood there and praying. Seeing his condition Raj glared him and he bent down his head in embracement. After one minute Abhi started breathing heavily. Daya about to move forward but Abhi controlled him and keep running. After one more minute Abhi's patience ended up and he fall on tracks.
Ahhh…escaped from two mouths.
Daya ran towards the tracks. He totally ignored Raj firey eyes. He came on tracks whre his Abhi his bhai…was lying by closing his eyes tightly. Tears came in to his eyes seeing this strong man like that. He sat on tracks and hold him from shoulders... his face was fully wet...he patted his back.
Abhi dekho kuch nai hua... tum theek ho...
Abhi mummled : pa...paani... daya… Daya frwrded the water bottle..but abhijeet cant grab it due to his trembling and wet hands. he attached the bottle with his mouth but abhijeet cant even sip it but started coughing. Daya some how make him drink.
Raj was standing at some distance and watching all this. He pressed his teethes in anger then moved towards them. He put his hand on Abhijeet 's shoulder.
Abhijeet …are u ok…?
Abhijeet who was resting his head on Daya's shoulder with closed eyes nodded tiredly.
Raj pat his shoulder: chalo ok..ab ghar jao….kal hum continue karein ge…
Then looked towards Daya with anger filled eyes.
Jaane se pehle mujh se mil ke jana…
Saying this he moved towards his office. Seeing his body language Daya can easily sense his anger.
He make Abhi stand and moved towards the exit. He helped him sitting properly on the passenger seat. He attached his head with seat's back.
Daya : boss me Raj se mil ke aata hun…
Abhi nodded and Daya went.
Daya entered in Raj's office...and saw him walking to and fro... Daya: raj mein...
Ayo..baitho...
Daya sit and looked at Raj who was looking at him with fixed gaze
Tum chahte bhi ho ke abhijeet theek ho?
Daya who started looking down after he saw the anger in Raj's eyes...looked up with a jerk...as if any one gives him a 440 volts shock... Raj tum ye...kia...
To aur kya bolu?
Raj said frustated...and sat opposite to daya
Daya looked tensed per kiu raj..aise..
Raj said rudely.
To aur kya haan..tum ye humesha usey apna haath dete rahoge to uske apne haath mein taqat ayegi hi nahi...
(daya banged his hand on table and shouted while standing up)
to kia karun...han...usey tumhare hawaley kar dun...taake tum us ke saath jo chaho karte raho...arey us ko itni takleef...
To mat karo..
Raj shouts back
mat karo..phiir kya?haan?humesha ek lachar ki zindagi jeeta rahe wo?.. aik aisa insaan jisey har waqt kisi sahare ki zarurat ho..
Daya sat down
He calms a bit
Dekho daya ek bacha bhi... jab chalta hey wo girta hai parta hai taqleef face krta hai..ager ma baap tab usey goud mein leke chaltey rahein to wo bacha nahi chal paye ga na kabhi bhi..
Daya also calm down: sorry (then after some time he sighs and said)... per me kia karun yar...me us ko itni takleef mein...nahi dekh paa raha yaar... mera wo bhai...jo barey se barey problem ko face karta tha...wo aaj khud se paani bhi nahi...(and he stopped and started looking at other side)
Raj came froward pulled a chair in front of Daya.
dekho daya... tum chahtey ho na wo pehle wala abhijeet wapas ajaye?
Daya looked towards him...then said in heavy..and helpless voice: han...lekin me karun kia...?
Use apni larai khud larne do...rone do..cheekhne do..
His voice lowered
girney do..per phir khud uthne do..
Daya sighed: saaf saaf kaho kehna kia chahtey ho(although he understood some)
Tum sach mey nahi samjh rahe ho?
Raj asked quite meaningfully
Daya looked down.
Raj sighed...grabbed his palms and continued:
daya usey taqleef hogi to ignore karo..ager gir bhi jaye to apna haath agey mat karo..bina kisi sahare ki usey uthne do even ager chot bhi lage to utna importance mat do..self dependent banney do...
Daya: raaj koi or tareeka...
Daya please tum khud itna weak ho jaoge to kaise...Dekho wo ager roye aur tum saath ro paro to usmey himmat nahi hogi ke usey ansu ponchna hai..tum ignore karo uski takleef ko... dil se na sahi... but.. dikhao ki ignore kr rahe ho...
Daya looked at raj tearily
wo bahut tut jayega yaar..wo kisi ke agey apni takleef nahi dikhata..sirf mujhse hi thora..ager mein bhi saath chor du to
wo bilkul akela...
Raj cut him with
wohi to... akela chalne do... larne do usey...
Daya looked down. Raj said in a deep tone.
Tum logon ki job ka pata hai na tumhe? ager kal ko tumhe kuch ho jaye to?fir abhijeet akela lar nahi payega daya...tab bhi to koi musibat a sakti hai na?...17 saal pehle bhi tumne... aj bhi...per kal ka kya haan?...bharosa hai ke tum humesha saath de paoge?
Daya looked really lost.
Raj got up with: sochna zarur...
Daya too got up and moved out..
He is still in trance of raj's came to his car found abhi sitting on passengers seat attaching his head with headrest with closed eyes. he opened driver side door and entered.
abhijeet opened his eyes and asked in weak voice: kya kaha raaj ne...
Kuch nahi..
Daya tied the seat belt..and was about to start the car abhijeet asked in a teary tone.
mein theek nahi ho sakta... hey na?,,,yeahi kaha na usne?
Daya felt like hugging abhijeet tightly and sooth him but controlled with: nahi bas diet wagera ka kuch keh raha tha...
Abhijeet looked at daya's face then again closed his eyes..daya silently starts the car.
Abhijeet on the way asked:
daya kal kya phirse ana hoga?
Daya felt the scare.. so, automatically his voice softens.
abhi please thore din..bas...
nahi mujhse nahi hoga yaar..saans band hone lagti hai... mein thik hun...mujhe ye sab...
daya rememberd last words of raaj and his temper rises.
Kya kuch nahi hoga... thik hu..haan fit nahi hona..yea aise jeena hai tumhe..dusro ki sahare?
Abhijeet looked at daya in total shock..
Dusra...
He went silent totally and both soon reached home….
two days passed.
and in these two days Abhi felt like he is living with some stranger in that house. Daya's behavior getting more and more wired...with every passing hour but for Abhijeet u can say with every passing minute. he donot talk to him properly, he does his works as he is doing a duty.
today after shooting they came to sports club.
Abhijeet came out on tracks but today... he didnt look at Daya for THUMBS UP...because he can not see the irritation in those eyes.
and guess what...Daya was waiting for him to do so... but his mind saying
if Abhi will done this...then Daya's mask of seriousness and rudeness will be cracked.
Raj whistled and Abhi started running. Daya was sitting on far away bench. after some time abhi started sweating and his foot steps become irregular... he started breathing heavily. Daya clutched the handle of the bench tightly.
Abhi falls... he hang his head down and closed his eyes by placing his palms on the ground. After some time he felt a soft touch around his shoulders and opened his eyes with a jerk and looked towards the person in front of him.
Raj made him stand properly. he looked around and found Daya busy with cell phone and talking to some one. Raj again whistled and Abhi started running.
with the sound of whistele... Daya put down the phone from his ear and closed his eyes tightly...
sorry boss...i m sorry...
and then again sat on bench and sighed.
After completion Raj called him out from the tracks.
Welldone Abhijeet...you are improving day by day...or practice se or batterment aye gi...
Daya who was putting the stuff in bag murmured which is only audible to himself.
han...is ki practice ...reh jaye gi...or mera BP shoot hota rahey ga...jab tak...ye bhagta hai mera BP BHI OPER NEECHEY BHAGTA HAI... then said to Abhijeet with whom Raj was talking.
me gari mein wait kar raha hun..
then moved towards exit while pressing the buttons of his cell phone.(to show him busy.) Abhijeet shake hands with Raj and moved behind himafter taking a deep pain ful breath.
After one week
today Abhijeet was not feeling comfortable since morning he dont want to go for shooting and tracks... but he has to go because he can give thousand of excuses... and explanations... to his Daya...his bhai...his yaAr...but he didnt find the courage to speak a single no to SENIOR INSPECTOR DAYA...
And they reached at the shooting range. Abhijeet shooting performance was much better now so Daya does not hold his hands now... but he always there..around him. But from last few days... the scene was little different. After preparing all the necessary measures he was standing at distance and commanding Abhijeet instead of helping him. Abhijeet felt sad but didnt show and continue his practice. in last round he started sweating but some how completed his practice.
He sat in car and closed his eyes. Daya came after grabbing their things and saw him, his face was looking very tired. Daya was feeling bad seeing him like this and thought to go home and dropped the tracks session. But then...
akela larney do usey...
he opened the driver's side door and sat inside. Abhijeet opened his eyes and said in weak voice.
Daya...aaj tracks rehney do na yaar... muje theek nahi lag raha kuch...
Daya started the car.
Abhijeet opened his mouth to say something but closed it again after seeing angry and irritated expressions on his face
sports club ka raasta 20 minutes ka hai...jab tak rest karlo...theek lagney lagey ga.
and he stated the car,,.. and Abhi closed his eyes. Daya took 10 minutes extra and drive slow due to some purpose.
he stopped the car...and Abhijeet came out from his thoughts with brake sound and opened his eyes.
Daya: hum already das mint late hain...
and he moved towards the gate. Abhijeet sighed he got down.. his head started spinning... he hold his head. Daya stopped walking when he felt some thing and turned and found Abhi holding his head...
Daya: kia hua...Abhi...jeet...
ku...kuch nahi yar chakk...kar a rahey hain...
Daya for a moment turned to his ownself and grabbed abhijeet's arm.
aao baitho me paani lata hun
he turned to go but Abhi hold his wrist.
he looked at the grip.
kia hua...thori dair ruko na please..
Daya felt like melting... but then he remembers,
kal ko agar tumhe kuch ho gaya to...
he once again made himself strict.
bachey ho kia...jo yun bahana bana rahey ho... chalo ander...
he removed his grip with a jerk.
Abhijeet looked at that persons back... and moved behind him...
Raj also felt the tensions on both faces but he sent Abhi to the tracks...
Daya was sitting angry on himself
me itna rude...wo bhi Abhi se...
but for the sake of his boss his Abhi he is ready to bear that all.
Abhi started running... but after some minutes he started breathing heavily... Daya tight his fists in tension...
Abhi was nearly fall on tracks when Raj shouted...com'n... Abhijeet...run fast...com'n...
Abhijeet tries but he trips over... daya stood up in tension..
Raj: com'n...bas thora or...u can do it...
Abhi started again...but Daya noticed some thing. After seeing that... his body shivered badly...
he looked at Raj who was busy with Abhi... than started running towards the tracks...
Raj saw him... and his anger rises again...so he started shouting : tumhare pas sirf 30 seconds hain com'n... jaldi...
Abhi some how completed the tracks.. and about to fall when daya grabbed him from shoulders and he gave his all weight on daya and dangled in his arms.
Daya...bohat dard...ab or nahi ya...(he is showing his heart's pain...not leg)
. Daya shouted at Raj: raaj...please first aid box...(not angrily but in tension)
Raj looked confused but then he notices Abhijeet's track pant was wet near the knee.. so he ran towards his office.
Here Daya made him sit properly on the bench... and sit beside him... he put his head on daya's shoulder and mumbled:
nahi...hota... please daya nahi... me mar jaaun ga ...please ab or nahi...
Daya patted his cheeks
abhi... kuch nahi hua..dekho bas abhie thik ho jayega...
He made him drink some water forcefully...
Abhi doesn't open his eyes nor removes his head..
Daya thinks: kiun karte ho yaar itna bharosa?...itni sakhti kar raha hun... phir bhi tum ho ke...
He notices raaj cming.
Raj placed the box on bench. And Daya move aside ...and placed Abhi's leg in his lap and he folded upward his pant.
there he saw the wound and his heart pinches.. he looked at Abhi who was not in his senses...
Raj nudged him and signaled him to concentrate on wound.
Abhijeet was trying to keep open his eyes but his eyes were disobeying him like drunken man..
Daya tum ye kya...
kuch nahi aram se baitho tum...
abhijeet sat quietly obeying.
then he applied antiseptic on his wound... now Abhi flinched...because he was feeling pain now.
Daya caringly blow airs with: abhi hogaya bas...
And he finished the dressing...
then turned to Raaj : kia ...Abhi aik do din araam...
Raaj frustatedly looks at daya..
Arey yea itni si chot hey tum.. then aftr a pause.
kal tum... aa rahey ho... samjhey... or me koi bahana nahi sunun ga...
Daya sighed,moved towards Abhi and grabbed his shoulders.. made him stand and started walking giving support to him... but he was in half consciousness and feeling pain also...
so cant able to walk properly.
Daya dard..mujse chala nahi jata..ahh...
Daya said softly... and tightened his grip bas kuch nahi abhi...bas thori door or... chalo shabash...
Daya tum..jana nahi..haan..mein kar nahi paunga...sab hanste hain sab...
Daya felt a deep pain inside his heart nahi...me nahi...jaaun ga,... kahin bhi...kabhi bhi nahi...tum chalo...
deko aa gaye hum
He opens car door..
Abhi chalo baithna hai na..choro mujhe..mein yahin hun..baitho...
And Abhi sit in the car he tied his seat belt and closed the door. Daya sat on driving seat. he pushed back the passenger seat so Abhi sit more comfortably and then starts the car...after some time they reached home.
Daya opened the passenger's door and helped him coming came out by placing his hand on Daya's shoulder. Daya moved forward with him and they entered in house.
Daya took Abhijeet to his room. he sit on bed then Daya moved out and came back with the glass of milk and forwarded to Abhijeet.
piyo...
Abhijeet drink without a single argument and then Daya passed his medicines to him. khalo...
Abhijeet obeyed. then Daya was about to move when he clutched his wrist.
thori dair beth na please...
Daya looked at his hand.
han bas thori...(he signals the little by his fingers)
he want to stay there but then went out after removing his grip with: kam hai muje...
he moved out but listened a weak but caring voice from behind.
kh..khana...khana...kha lena please...\
Daya rushed out in irritation. irritation on himself for being cruel with his brother and more than that he felt the irritation on Abhijeet for being this much caring for him after what he was doing with him.
on the other side Abhijeet thinking.
ye bhi meri wajah se bound ho ke reh gaya hai... GOD please muje...jaldi se theek kardo...taakey is ke ooper se aik bojh hatey...
and after some time he drifted in to sleep.
At night Daya came back home . he entered in side and found all the lights are off he turn on the lights but no one was present in the lounge then he went towards the kitchen to find weather Abhijeet took the dinner or not..? but the food items are present there which means he didnt took the dinner. he checked Abhijeet's room but found it empty. he took a sigh and moved towards terrace.
here he saw a lonely figure was sitting with closed eyes attaching his head with railing. that figure was too much engrossed in his thoughts that he didn't notice the arrival of other. after some moments, Daya called.
Abhi...
he opened his eyes and looked at him then again closed and sit in previous position. then after some time.
meri wajah se bohat pareshani ho rahi hai na tumhe...
daya looked at Abhijeet and was about to start his scoldings but seeing the face he suddenly felt a pain..he started softly.
aisa kiu keh rahe ho Abhi?
nahi bas...aj kal bahut jaldi hey na tumhe...to bas..
daya understood that he is being strict nowadays,which has somehow hurt Abhijeet..
Abhi..humare pass waqt nahi hey yaar..uss dcp ko jawab bhi to dena hey na..
Abhijeet opened his eyes.
nahi dena kisiko koi jawab..chor do mujhe apne haal pey..nai hoga mujse ye sab..please..baksh do mujhe..
this raised the anger bar of daya
bekar ki batein mat kro..aise baat ker rahe ho jaise sab khatam..tmhare ander aab koshish hi nahi bachi..jo hota hey hone do...har waqt aise bekar ki..
he stopped after hearing his own words..then closed his eyes to calm himself down then turned towards Abhijeet..but the scene broke his is trying hard not to make any sound but is sobbing...
"Abhi..."
daya nahi hota yaar..please..mujhe nahi kerna ye sab...mein..aur himmat nahi hai...
daya pressed his shoulder...
Abhi please..dekho..thora si himmat.. thori sai koshish karoge na to sab thik ho jayega...
Abhijeet looked up at him..
sach...bas thori si koshish..
Abhijeet silently nodded..
daya rubbed his back softly abhijeet rested his head on daya's shoulder.. daya gave him some time then said
boss..
hmm..
bharosa hey na mujhpey?..
hmm...bahut..
to aab rona bandh karo..aur ek promise karo..
promise?
hmm..karoge na?
kya?
yehi ke tum ye sab bekar ki..ye pareshani wagera kuch nahi sochoge..bas purey dil se koshish karoge..thik hey na?
hmm..
hmm nahi promise karo..
ha babah promise..
hmm ...thats better..warna pehli bar mein har jata na challenge?
Abhijeet slapped lightly on his arm "to isliye sahab ko meri pari hey..
blkul..
both laughed...
they both came out from their thoughts. and daya looked at Abhijeet.
neechey aao...or khana kha lo,,,,
Abhijeet came out from the trance and nodded. Daya went downwards and Abhijeet cleared his eyes and he too moved downstairs.
,,Daya served dinner for one and said in tough tone.
kha lo...
abhijeet was already feeling pain in his head so said in low voice .
tum nahi khaoge?
Bhookh nahi hai.. repiled rudely
kiun..
kya matlab kiun ...bhookh nahi hai to nahi hai...(furstated tone)
phir mujhe bhi nahi khana...(replied stubbornly)
daya looked at him...
then in a strict voice.
mat khao..sab phenk do... phr medicine bhi mat lena...huh...
and was about to move abhijeet calls from behind,
daya please thora sa kuch kha lo...
daya took a deep breath then turned with: tum khalo mein bhookh lgne per kha lunga...
abhijeet reluctantly nods and just tasted the food..
Daya didn't even noticed that then after finishing he ordered,
medicine le lena...
then Daya moved towards his room.
Abhijeet entered in his room and sat on bad. he didn't took the medicines and just hoping that Daya will come and give to him forecely and with zid and ghussa...which HIS DAYA ..usually does.
Daya came and saw he is sitting without taking medicines. so he moved forward and took out his medicines then placed the water glass...
jaldi theek hona chahtey ho ke nhi...ya aise hi rehna hai...
he forwarded the glass but Abhijeet still looking down.
Daya placed the glass on table and said angrily.
kia chahtey ho tum... me sara din ...tumhare aagey hath jorta rahun... ke please lelo medicines...please khalo khana...me tumhe farigh dikhta hun...
Abhijeet looked at him...
he continued ignoring him.
me naukar nahi hun tumhara...jo kabhi...tumhari marham patti karun to kabhi tumhe khana doon..kabhi paani pilaaun... ye medicines le ke please apna kaam khud kar liya karo...muje ye driver naukar or cook wagera mat bano samjhey..
and he moved out from the room.
Abhijeet was still looking at the door way.
his vision become blur...and he smiled painly...
han me ...ab bojh jo ban gaya hun...naukar...
felt shiver in his hand...nai yar...me tuje nokar..nahi nahi... tu ...to meri jaan hai... aaj tu ne hi...
(sighed deeply...) and took the water glass from side table..his hand again shivered due to which... some water falls on bed... but he ignored.
nahi nahi.. ab or naahi,,,, muje jald se jald theek hona hai... daya...farigh thori na hai...and he took the medicines and then lay down and closed his eyes.
Abhi murmured this all ...and some one bit his lip and closed his eyes tightly
daya rushed to his room and let all his emotions flow out..
.. Daya closes his room door and knelt down on the floor..he burst out in tears but didn't allow any sound to come..
Bosss..maaf kr do...abhi mein bahut gir chuka hu warna shayad acting k liye bhi ye sab nahi keh pata tumse..
He sobbed.
aur tum bole kiun nahi..ke 17 saal se tum jo ek anath k liye apne paise energy lutate aye ho... koi helping society thori ho...
Bol dete na boss..
He felt he can't stop his crying voice so moved to his bed buried his face in pillow and cried.
Per yaar tumhe thik hona hey na..mein ager tumse rude hota hu to tum ghusse mey hi sahi per..
He paused shook his head with kya yar... tum bhi... gussa nahi ata kia mujh per..?
Tum bas ekbar thik ho jao phir mein haath jor k..maafi mang lunga tumse..bas tum..
He can't say or think anything more but continued crying bitterly.
After about an hour he stopped and after controlling his emotions moved to washroom washed all remaince of tears and thought of something then moved out from his room without any sound.
He entered in abhijeet's room found him in deep sleep but still some signs of dried tears on his cheeks...daya smiled sadly, moved froward..stared at the face then filled the glass placed on bedside table..turned on the night lamp put off the bright light then rubbed his hand on abhijeet's hand and moved out to wait for another painful day.
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