you've been warned.

ps. i've never actually been raped, but... i have weird friends. so... yeah.


Joe's POV

I don't remember much of the party. It was a huge nonstop, extremely loud blur, and the white noise didn't plan of ceasing.

The one thing I did remember was the almost clear memory of… IT.

I was standing in a dark room avoiding everything. I didn't want to be there, and I couldn't find Lilly. So, I stood there. Alone. There was suddenly a bang against the door and a figure entered the pitch black room. He stumbled around and headed towards me. He didn't appear to be too old, but I could tell he was a teenager. I stepped backward from his grasp.

"Oh, running are you, Girlie?!" He mumbled uneasily. I could really barley make out his speech. His voice was partially familiar, but I was too scared to think of it's owner at the moment. He stumbled toward me again, this time pushing me down. I was now pinned to the ground, underneath the weight of the man. I struggled to break free from his grasp, but failed when I realized I wasn't a six-foot, strong, teenage boy anymore, but a small, thin, 16 year old girl. I was Lilly now. The man pushed his chest into my small body. It hurt. He thrust his lower half into me as I tried to push him off of me. I continued to struggle as he held me down. He was laughing.

"Don't deny it, Baby!!" He yelped. I felt streams of tears gush down my face as he continued to push at me. He laughed again and pulled off his pants. I sobbed harder.

He was going to rape me. I sobbed harder at the worst thought I'd ever had. And how it was probably true.

I was Joe Jonas, a guy and I was being raped as a girl. And he was going to rape Lilly, while I was her. Lilly is going to kill me for this. (If that made any sense.)

He pulled at my skirt, which really was the worst idea to wear, and it moved a inch or two downward. I grabbed the fabric before it had gone any lower. He shoved my hand off and pulled it down all the way. I sobbed harder. He pulled at the rest of my clothes and once again, pushed his naked male body into my (currently) girl one. I could feel him thrust himself into me. Inside of me. He was raping Lilly's body. He was raping…me. I just sobbed. Hard.

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Kevin's POV

I looked around. I had fallen asleep? I stood up, stumbling a little. I had a gigantic headache and when I looked around I realized it was late at night, and I was still at Tiffany's house. I walked around, searching for my brothers. I walked into a room that was incredibly dark, and saw a small body strewn over across the floor.

Lilly?

I crept over to it and looked at her closer. It was Lilly. I looked her over, only to realize that she was hurt. She had large bruises all over her legs, arms, back and stomach, which was visible only because her t-shirt was pushed up a few inches. There was blood on her legs. Between her legs. I gasped at the sight of her and pulled her up into my arms. She opened her eyes faintly and looked to me.

"Kevin…." She started weakly. "Help…" She finished, her eyes closing again. I gasped and picked her up into my arms. I stumbled with her light body out side. Nick and Joe were gone. Everyone was pretty much gone. I looked to see the car was still there. I looked at Lilly's limp body. I wasn't going to let Joe see this. Or her mom. I took her to the car and lay her in the back. I could let her rest at my apartment.

I drove to my place and took her inside quickly. I lay her on my bed and covered her with blankets and such. I made sure she was somewhat comfortable and left the door open to keep an eye on her. I took one of my extra blankets and lay down on my couch.

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I woke in a start in the middle of the night to Lilly yelping. She was tossing around, almost having a spaz attach, but not. I held her down as her view darted. I sat down on the side of my bed and held her.

"Lilly?" I whispered to her, trying to get her attention. She froze and looked up to me.

"Kevin? I…" She burst into tears and fell into me.

"Lilly… what happened to you?" She continued to cry. I rubbed her back as she cried.

Joe's POV.

I looked up to Kevin, and I felt numb tears fall down my cheeks I honestly couldn't bring myself to admit to my brother that I let Lilly's body get raped. I continued to cry into Kevin's chest as the two of us sat there.

I didn't sleep that night. The memory of it all just kept replaying in my mind over and over. My skin burned and my heart was racing in terror. My entire lower half felt numb and violated, but the feeling of him inside of me wouldn't go away. I couldn't move. I could barely breath. I felt like the walls were closing in on me.

I looked up at my older brother. I sighed. I then looked around. I was in Kevin's apartment. Laying in his bed. He had been sleeping on the couch. He would do that for Lilly? That's… amazing.

"Lilly, you know I care about you, right?" He asked me. I nodded. "Your like a sister to me, and I would worry if something happened to you. Are you alright?" He looked at me with careful eyes, studying my face for answers.

"I… I think I was raped, Kevin." I whispered to him. He gasped.

"Oh my god… Lilly… I… I'm so sorry…" He said. I sighed.

"Kevin… I need to tell you something…" I said. I couldn't believe that I was going to do this.

"What's wrong?" I could feel a ball of nervousness forming in the pit of my stomach.

"I'm not Lilly." He furrowed his brow.

"Wait, what? How are you not Lilly?" He asked.

"I don't know exactly. Her and I switched bodies a week or two ago. I just… I need your help…" I said slowly.

"Wait… if you aren't Lilly… who are you…" I sighed. I didn't want to have to tell him this.

"Joe…" He leaned back from me.

"Wait… Joe… Jonas?" I nodded. "Oh my god…" He looked at me with a shocked face. I sighed and slumped down into his bed farther. My entire body was aching. I looked up to Kevin, who was just looking at me.

"Kevin… Lilly is going to kill me for this…" I whispered. Kevin nodded.

"Probably." He said quietly. I felt my body start to go under. I was falling asleep. I saw Kevin notice it. "I think you should get some sleep. You've been through a lot tonight." He said. I nodded. "You can stay here for a while. Until you figure stuff out." He said smiling. I nodded. He stood up and turned off the light, making it so only the moonlight lit the room.

"Hey, Kev?" I started. He turned to me. "Thanks for this. For… everything." Kevin smiled nicely.

"What are brothers for?" He said smiling. I nodded and closed my eyes.


i feel bad for doing that to joe.

but...

i wanted something to happen.

what i had before was too... boring.