Chapter 7 Every day chores made fun
John's POV
Jamie sighed to herself as she cleaned the house, John had come home last night, well past midnight and slipped into bed beside her. Of course being a man he had to get something to eat first and relax with some tv. He had left a sink of dirty dishes and crap all over her lounge floor. He was still in bed at half past two in the afternoon, Jadyn was staying with his parents for the weekend so John and Jamie could have some alone time. Jamie couldn't see that happening, it would be like every other weekend as of late, John would spend as much time as humanly possible in bed, in short he would ignore Jamie to all extent, the only time he would speak was when he left again. Jamie didn't fail to notice, she just knew she had done something wrong, she just couldn't remember what. She had racked her brain repeatedly for the answer but nothing came to her. Jamie had of course asked him what she had done, he would say nothing and change the subject or simply walk away. Jamie only had one answer, John had simply stopped loving her. As that thought entered her brain she tried her hardest not to cry, when Raven had died she had promised herself that she wouldn't cry anymore. As she loaded up the sink with fresh warm water for the dishes she decided that she would talk to John and he would talk to her because if he didn't then she would resort to getting Iziah, she knew Iziah would get her answers. Harsh ringing halted Jamie's thoughts of the dishes and getting John to talk. "Hello Jamie speaking"
"Hi Jamie, how are you?"
"Who is this?" She asked confused, it was a guy speaking she knew that much. The only male voices she reconized these days were John and her father.
"CM Punk, I thought I would ring you and say hello"
"Oh hi Punk, how are you?"
"Good. I was just wondering if you would like to go to the movies tonight?"
"I would love too but John and me are gonna spend some time together."
He gave a small disappointed sigh "Sweet as, maybe some other time?"
"Sure" Jamie beamed before hanging up. She couldn't help but wonder if had an alterior motive. John said he did but then again John said alot of things lately. He also said that he loved her but lately it didn't feel that way to Jamie. Going back to her dishes, trying not to cry at the thoughts of John not loving her anymore.
I got up around half past three still feeling like shit. So much had confused lately it was just hard to take in. Confused at my new found feelings for Randy, confused at my always present feelings for Jamie and confused at what I was meant to do. I loved Jamie but I knew eventually I would have to make a choice and when I did someone was going to be heart broken, I didn't want it to be Jamie or Randy. I pulled on some jean shorts and a t-shirt. I knew I couldn't go on ignoring her, it was heart breaking in itself but also eventually Jamie would notice and possibly get Iziah in here. Not something I wanted, the less contact with Izzy the better. When I walked out to the kitchen Jamie was standing there doing the dishes the old fashioned way. She didn't notice me so I just watched her for a moment or two. She looked so happy, swinging those hips in time to music that was no doubt in her head. Clad in tight shorts and a loose shirt the excitement just started to show. Sure I was still fucking Randy but Jamie was still the most beautiful woman in the world to me, it was evident in the way my jeans started to tighten. Going up behind her I started to kiss her neck, running my hands down her slender arms. She tensed up from my touch and that broke my heart even further. I had ignored her so much that she was more used to me not touching her, now it was something she feared.
"Jamie" My hands ran around to her front, cupping her perky breasts. She finally let out that moan that was music to my ears. Sliding my hand up her shirt I slid the other down to those annoying buttons. She pushed back against me as I easily undid the buttons, sliding my large greedy hand inside. Jamie tried to stop the aroused moan but it didn't quite work. The more noise she made the more I had to go on.
"John!" She gasped out, my fingers hitting the little ball with a vengence. "More! Please more!" Jamie couldn't stop shaking in my arms, I had missed her body more than I realised. Her skin so smooth and alluring, how could I have let it have been this long. Not being able to take it any longer I undid my shorts, I needed to be inside her so badly I couldn't even breathe straight. Pulling down her shorts and panties I pushed inside her. Jamie let out a deep groan, pushing back on the engorged lenth. She gripped the sink best she could as I snapped my hips, she felt so good around me. It was still like the first time, still exciting and nerve racking. She kept moaning, my name being pushed out of her windpipe in a daze. I knew her brain would of been spinning at the sudden actions, I tried not to surprise her like this because of the effects on her brain but I sometimes I just couldn't help it. Her eyes rolled back into her head, that last squeal she made pushed those welcomed juices over my shaft. I couldn't hold on any longer, giving one last thrust for good measure I spurted deep inside her. I stayed inside her, letting us come down from the unexpected high.
"John that was amazing" Jamie whispered "Please don't go"
I fell from inside her, turning her I looked into those amazing blue eyes. They used to reflect the love she held for me but right now they only held sadness, sadness that I would suddenly leave. She obviously had noticed my ignoring her. I swept stray blonde strands from her flushed face.
"I'm not going to leave you Jam, I love you"
She pulled her clothes into place "Do you? Because lately you've been acting different, like I suddenly repulsed you"
I pulled her body into mine, craddling that small body "Believe me you don't repulse me, Jamie I love you and I always will"
Jamie finally smiled "Promise?"
"I promise" I kissed the top of her head "Your the only woman for me Jamie Lee, you should know that"
"I did know that" She sadly "But now I'm not so sure"
That cut me deeper than I ever thought possible, after everything Jamie had stopped believing that I loved her. It wouldn't of mattered if I didn't love her, it would of been the easiest way to put an end to this marriage and be with Randy, but the problem remained the same, I loved both of them.
"Jamie what do I have to do to get you to believe me?"
"Go back to the days where you were actually happy to see me because when you come home its like this is the last place you want to be"
"I was gonna ask you about that"
"What?" She looked at me confused, I know I shouldn't be doing this to her but it was the only way I could think of to make her believe that I still loved her.
"You weren't acting happy like usual, I thought that maybe you had moved on from your John Cena phase"
Jamie started to laugh, laugh so hard it sent vibrations up my arms. "Silly rabbit, I will never be out of my John Cena phase, its always been you from day one, well technically it wasn't day one because several days had passed before then but..."Jamie trailed off "I'm confused, what was I trying to proove?"
"That you love me" I smiled gently "But you don't have to proove it Jam because I already know you do"
Jamie heaved a sigh of relief "Oh thank God! Quick lets have sex before I stop being horny" Jamie grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards the couch. I smiled in nothing but utter happiness, maybe just maybe I could have both.
