Summary: The Loner hanyou and the popular miko…will their love surpass the restraints that the popularity chart has put between them? Will it be allowed?
Hopelessly Devoted 2 U
(This is an Alternate Universe Fic)
By: Kikyo's Lova
AN: Again, due the hast to get this chapter up, no AN again (except for this little part, of course).
Hopelessly Devoted 2 U:
Chapter 7: You're mines and I'm Yours; Popularity and Unhappiness
"Inuyasha…"
That was the only thing that Kikyou could muster out of her mouth. At first, a spur of confidence was alive in her, a brightly burning fire in her heart. Now that she was actually face to face with the scenario that she had practiced so many times to herself, she couldn't go along with it. She was…having difficulties… difficulties coming to terms with her own feelings.
She closed her gaping mouth and look downwards towards the seat in the car. Finally, she was able to at least talk to Inuyasha, the tension around her subsiding significantly.
"What's that girl to you, Inuyasha? That receptionist at the orphanage?"
She had to know the answer to that question; it was burning in her as well. Who was that girl? Why did she get jealous when Kikyou began staking claim over Inuyasha's body? Did she have a rival?
"She's…not anything like that to me, if that's what you meant."
"Good."
Sensing that Kikyou needed a little push from him himself, he continued the conversation with a simple question that would alter their lives from this point on.
"Why is that good?"
"There's the tension again," she thought. But she wasn't going to back down…not now. She had already thrust herself into this…she couldn't stand the secrets. The secrets were ripping a hole in a heart that needed comforting from boy…no, man that she trying to admit her feelings for.
"Because…I want you to be mine…and only mines."
She said it…a watered-down version of it…but she said it. She mentally laughed at her thought, thinking that she was a bit too obsessive with her choice of words. But what else could she say?
"I…I thought that I was the only one that felt like that," he whispered to her, looking into her eyes. He then smiled and looked down himself, suddenly nervous, but not losing his passion for talking. "I'm not really the jealous type, as I rarely, if ever, get jealous. But when I'm with you Kikyou, it's like a new set of rules are applied…I hate it when another male looks at you…"
Kikyou smile grew on her face, small at first, but then erupting into a full on, complete with her teeth showing. She put her hand on Inuyasha's own and looked into his eyes.
"Are you going to be mines? And I yours?"
"I have to answer that? Kikyou, just being around you made my day. Seeing you was all I needed to get through the day, through the taunts, the ill treatment, all I had to do was think of you…and that's all I needed. Now you…a beautiful, god-like creature is asking me…a lowly demon for my permission for me to be yours? I was yours when you extended your hand out to me. When we met Miroku at that café, I was your property. Can I ask you that same question, Kikyou? Can me, someone so unworthy of you, ask you to be mines?"
"Please, please tell me that you meant every piece of lust and affection that your voice was laced in. Please tell me that you want me…again. I loved the way you told me that Inu…say it again."
Kikyou grinned, then added an extra piece to complete her thought.
"After all, you are mines."
Inuyasha grinned, and Kikyou climbed onto on what was her property now. She slumped onto his chest and he caressed her soft body loving, cuddling to the warmth and the arousing scent that she was emitting.
"I don't know what more could I say to you but…Kikyou, I love you."
"How could you love me? After only two months, Inuyasha? Don't you think it's rushed?"
"No!" he growled fiercely, voice suddenly angry. "No, I don't! Kikyou, I can't deal with this…this "secret" shit anymore. I can't. I see me and you as two people in the same position. Both of us got problems…dealing with those in "this" world…and for what? What reason do I really have to be at school? For grades? Sure, whatever. I only come to see the beautiful face of the miko I so desperately need."
Kikyou heard enough; Inuyasha had her back when he told her that he loved her. Reacting just on emotion now, Kikyou pleased both her and Inuyasha, on a love session based on kissing. If there could be a time estimate on the two's love-making, it could be 30 minutes in itself. Kikyou didn't want Inuyasha to think that she was easy…easy at all.
"Look at all the steam we created," grinned Inuyasha, wiping the thin layer of sweat that was on Kikyou. He couldn't stop staring at her. Even though the two kissed, and only kissed for ½ an hour, she was still laced with innocence. Her innocent face made him think of the temper she had concealed within her.
"You're so cute, Inuyasha," she commented, now wiping the sweat that was on him. You know that I'm yours, but you didn't really need to hear that, right?"
"I did. Hearing it is definite, finally, affirmative."
Kikyou suddenly laughed, and Inuyasha questioned her on it.
"Oh…I'm just thinking about the demeanor that you hold up in school…who knew that the rough silver-haired hanyou was in love with me."
"You knew it."
"I did? Tell me how."
"I talked to you. Confided in you. In my book, that qualifies as a lot. I never thought that I would actually be here, right now, with most beautiful girl I laid eyes on…and tell her how the fuck I feel about her. Never really planed it like this, you know?"
"I love you Inuyasha," she said suddenly, kissing him softly on his nose. Inuyasha was slightly shocked, but then smiled.
"Are you now mines?"
"Do you want me to be yours? Though my tempers, moods, emotions? You know how I get…do you honestly want me? Or is it my physical appearance?"
"I love you for you. You should know that; our first encounter had NOTHING romantic about it."
"I know…coming to think about it, no, I didn't really think that we would be…like this. Now that you're mines, the secrecy is going to end. Tomorrow, we're going in that school hand in hand. Fuck the general public; it hasn't done anything but make me an isolated popular girl."
"Do you wanna do that Kikyou? Are you sure?"
"Boo, listen to me. Stop worrying about my image. I evidently DON'T care about it; if I suddenly lose the popularity that I have now since I'm going with you, I'd rather be your loser than a stuck-up popular bitch that has nothing else better to do than gossip and look pretty."
"Okay…tomorrow, we're going into that school a couple. And we won't give a fuck on what the public thinks. You already know that I don't care."
Kikyou planted a soft, wet kiss on Inuyasha, answering not with words but with an action, signifying their relationship standing. Inuyasha hugged on to Kikyou tightly, stroking her hair softly while Kikyou sighed and out her head on his chest.
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"I know that isn't Kikyou with that silver-haired hanyou…"
"Yeah it is! Kikyou's fucking a hanyou!"
"I knew that those two were doing something ever since Inu-whatever knocked Kouga out."
The parade of comments continued as Inuyasha walked through the halls with his newly crowned princess walking right beside him with the two arm in arm. Walking past Kagome, Kagome herself wasn't shocked, knowing that Kikyou was very interested with Inuyasha.
"He is kinda cute Kikyou…"
She had to remind herself to smack herself when she was out of sight whenever she got the chance. Calling Inuyasha cute?! And she actually knew his damn name! Why was she commenting on a loser?
"Just a phase," she remarked out loud. "Just a phase…"
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It was kinda funny to see how simple minded and shallow people could get when the 2nd most popular girl in the school dated a loner. Their theory backfired- instead of Kikyou being reversed the status of a loner herself, Inuyasha soared up the popularity charts as Kikyou's boyfriend, something that he didn't like. People that threw paper balls at him when he wasn't messing with Kikyou were now shaking his hand every chance they got, kissed his ass whenever they could, and even commented on the infamous knockout that he delivered to Kouga (which, surprisingly, Kouga hasn't retaliated from).
It made him possibly angrier than he was when he was still getting ill treatment in the school. Even girls that wouldn't bother a glance at him before this were now hanging around him. This is when the popularity starting hitting Kikyou negatively.
Kikyou HATED the fact that her boyfriend was getting the attention that he was getting. It made her made that the BITCHES that gossiped and talked about him were now commenting that Kikyou had a "nice choice" and "he's one hot hanyou". But her anger never really surfaced, but instead built up within her as another hidden anger that she had to deal with.
"Sango…what am I going to do?"
Trying to confide in Sango while the two were in lunch, Sango shrugged her shoulders, unable to find the proper answer for Kikyou.
"Maybe secrecy was better than coming out with the relationship in public."
"I know you're right. But it was like I had to prove something to Inuyasha…to show him that I wasn't ashamed of him…pathetic, right?"
"Ehh…It's either or. While it's loving that you came out with the relationship in public to tell Inuyasha basically "I'm not ashamed of you and I love you", now it's "Inuyasha, who's the new girl?" Ironic on how you two are unhappier now than when you two were loving in secret. You seemed happy like that."
"Summarize it please."
"Maybe things should stay in secret. That's all I'm suggesting."
Kikyou had no other choice than to dawn on Sango's opinion. Maybe they should have kept the relationship in secret. But it was her arrogance…her pride that wanted her to show Inuyasha that she wasn't ashamed of him…and now look. Her property was being gazed at by every popular girl in the school. She hated it. And what was worse? The hanyou that she wanted to so desperately please was now like her- miserable at school. And even more pissed.
"Maybe our short relationship may end through my pride…"
-2 be continued-
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