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"Bella you need to tell me exactly how it felt, or your mind won't be able to finish the transition, this is why you have so much self-control as a newborn, your mind is still rationalising things as a human."
"I can't it will hurt you too much Edward, because you were always against it." she sighed.
"Bella, my love for once forget about me I'll be okay." he hissed.
"Forget about you, you who are my life, my soul .This will torment you forever." she spat and stood up.
He grabbed her wrist and pulled her onto his lap, "Bella you have to tell me please."
"Not today ok its Nessie's birthday and I have already spoiled it." she stood again and made her way to the door, she turned and looked into his perfect face.
"I promise you tomorrow." she smiled and they walked without haste back up to the house.
Renesmee was on the porch steps with Henry, Rosalie and Emmett.
Emmett looked up to say something, but Edward shook his head.
"Mummy." she smiled and jumped into her arms.
"Hi sweetie are you having a good day." she smiled, but the pain in her eyes was there and Edward held her close,
"Oh yes, is everyone my gardium now" she giggled.
"Yes my angel we are all going to look after you for ever and ever." Edward smiled leading them into the house.
Carlisle and Esme were sat at the piano, playing softly and Jasper was sat with Alice's head on his lap, suddenly Bella remembered something else that was supposed to happen that day.
Alice's eyes sparkled and she looked at Bella , who glared back and shook her head trying to to get Jaspers attention, she turned back around and lay her head back on his lap , Edward looked at Bella and smiled he had also seen her thoughts.
"Carlisle, may I speak with you a moment" enquired Jasper.
"Of course Jasper what is it?"
"Well in all intense and purposes you are Alice's father and I know that Alice and I are already married, but the first time I didn't ask for your permission I am asking you now as Alice's father would you give me your blessing to re new my vows with Alice?" he exhaled and looked at Alice who was bouncing up and down on the sofa.
"Jasper, it would give me enormous pleasure to give you our blessing." he looked round at Esme who beamed.
"Alice?" Jasper cleared his throat "You are my soul mate, you were my salvation and my angel, and I love you with every fibre of my being will you..." He didn't finish his sentence Alice threw her arms around his neck and kissed him.
"Yes, yes, yes." she sang, everyone clapped and congratulated the happy couple.
Bella took a sleeping Renesmee back to the cottage, "See you soon." she kissed Edward he was going hunting with the men as a congratulations for Jasper.
"I'll be back before you can miss me." he smiled stroking her face.
"Too late, I already do." she laughed, and then exhaled she still hated it when they were apart.
Back at the house Rose and Emmett were taking Henry up to bed Japer and Alice were talking in the living room, before he left for the hunt.
"Alice when I thought I'd lost you when you went to Italy, the Volturi and Felix..." he didn't finish he was distracted by snarling coming from upstairs.
"Henry, no." Rosalie was shouting Jasper jumped up and ran upstairs to find Emmett holding a writhing figure in his arms thrashing and snarling , when Henry saw Jasper he lunged for him but Emmett's hold was too tight.
"What did you say to him." hissed Emmett,
Jasper shrugged "Nothing, I was just talking to Alice about the Volturi..." again Henry snarled,
Edward stopped at the doorway "Alice tell them." he hissed.
"I can't." she sighed, everyone looked confused.
"Alice knows where he came from, don't you." he sighed.
"Please Alice we need to know." asked Carlisle softly.
"But you'll send him away, he's been sent here to protect him." she whispered, Edward growled,
"Alice how could you keep that from us." he looked at his sister in anger.
"Edward, don't be angry with her, Alice please tell us." Rose sat beside her sister and placed her arm around her shoulders.
Alice looked round at everyone.
"He's Gianni's" she sighed.
Emmett slid down the wall to sit on the floor, Rose gasped.
"And?" asked Carlisle,
"And..." she broke off and looked up at Edward.
"Henry is Gianni and Felix's son" he hissed.
"No!" Carlisle shook his head,
"Gianni didn't survive the birth she made arrangements to send him to us if she died, to protect him, his identity" she looked at Carlisle
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you Carlisle" she sighed
"They will find out, HE will find out sooner or later" he whispered
"Does Felix know yet Alice?" asked Esme
"No, not yet."
Then we do nothing, we protect him as our own." he smiled looking at Rosalie and Emmett.
"He is your son!", so the men went to hunt with a little less celebration.
Meanwhile Bella was lay on their bed in the cottage, humming her lullaby this was the only way she knew how to cope with his absence.
A soft knock came to the door, she sniffed the air, elk, rabbits all kinds of animals scents flew through the air and one she recognised she thought as she opened the door, the doorway was empty, she heard a stifled scream and turned to see a figure disappearing through the window with something under their arm, she snapped back to reality and ran to Renesmees room her bed was empty and were just moments ago her daughter lay sleeping was a note.
BELLS,
YOU HAVE HIM, I HAVE NOTHING
I NEED HER; I WILL TAKE CARE OF HER.
JAKE
She screamed and Edward was behind her in moments,
"Bella, Alice called Renesmees future just disappeared what's happened." he saw the note and a growl built up in his throat,
"I'm going to get her." he hissed his lips curling over his teeth,
"Edward the treaty you can't, they'll kill you. " she begged him
"Screw the treaty, I want my daughter back." he snarled, he began to pace up and down, and Bella sat on the floor her head in her hands
"I'm sorry I left you, I should have been here." he hissed
"We've lost her Edward, we've lost our daughter." her eyes were filled with so much pain he couldn't look at her.
"Let's go to the house, maybe Carlisle can help." he pulled her up and ran carrying her in his arms.
"Alice has told us everything." sighed Carlisle
"The dog has got my daughter Carlisle, and I want her back ... NOW!" he yelled
"It's all my fault I told him never to come here again, I'm so sorry Bella, Edward forgive me." cried Esme,
"No its mine, it's always been mine." spat Edward,
"Stop It, just stop it, we all know whose fault it is ME! I am the only person who can make things right." and she ran from the room.
"Alice?" Edward snapped, she shrugged "Her shield is up, she is so strong now she can even keep me out" she sighed he snarled and disappeared.
Moments later he reappeared and without talking he sat down at the piano and began to lay Bella's lullaby with one hand whilst holding a piece of paper in his other , then the note dropped to the floor as her placed his head in his hands.
Carlisle picked it up, read it and then screwed it up in his hand; Esme softly opened his hand, removed the note and read it aloud.
To my family,
I love you all more than words can express, I got my wish, I married the man of my dreams and I got the perfect life.
But my life is not as important as my daughters, Esme take care of Edward for me, don't let him near Italy.
Rose I'm glad you found your dream, Emmett ...love you big brother. Jasper take care of my sister she is so special. Carlisle ...thank you for everything, for Edward and for a loving family. Edward, my soul, my lover and my friend tell her how much her mummy loved her.
All my love
Bella Cullen X
"Dammit we have to do something" snapped Edward
"We have to move fast, I think there is something we could do, she hasn't decided what to do next yet" Alice sighed
"Edward get a message to Seth, maybe he can help" said Carlisle
"Ok" he made his way outside,
"Emmett go watch your brother, there is no knowing what lengths he will go to, to get them both back alive" whispered Carlisle
Emmett nodded and followed his brother, he found Edward pacing back and forth,
"Did you contact Seth" he asked
"Emmett I know why you're out here, but you and I both know I will do anything to get them both back" he hissed
"Bro I said I'd look after you not stop you" he snapped
There was a rustle in the undergrowth and the sound of padded feet,
"It's ok it's Seth" smiled Edward
Emmett hissed, but his brother held up his hand
Seth phased and walked towards the brothers
"Any news" Edward pleaded
"Jake has Nessie in a cabin in the forest"
Edwards's lips curled back.
"I'm sorry Edward, Jacob has even turned on his pack" Seth explained sitting himself on the porch steps.
"Can you help us?"
"I really don't know what to do" Seth sighed
"We can't let her cross the line they'll kill her" spat Edward,
"I'll get them out" came a voice from behind them; Edward exhaled and turned to see Jasper at the doorway
"Thanks Jasper, but none of us can cross the line we will put everyone else in grave danger"
Suddenly Seth phased and a low snarl ripped from his throat,
"The pack have organised themselves on the line" Edward translated
"We have to stop her Edward" hissed Emmett
"I know but if she sees us she'll run" Edward slumped onto the floor, his head in his hands.
There came a chorus of howls, Bella stopped and looked into twenty pairs of golden eyes.
"I want my daughter back!" she hissed,
Sam phased and walked to the line.
"You cannot cross, I'm sorry for your loss Bella but we have a treaty to uphold, we will kill you" he whispered
"Just let me find her, you can follow me, then when she's safe, and you can have me" she said with no emotion on her face
Alice jumped up,
"Alice what have you seen"
"It's not what I've seen, more what I felt, an emotion so strong I didn't think it was possible" she said turning to Edward
"Bella?"
"Yes but I can't see her, I can feel her almost hear her she's asked the pack to allow her to... wait no she can't do that" she choked
"What, what's she doing" he pleaded
"A mothers greatest gift, to sacrifice herself for her child" Esme whispered.
"Jacob what's the matter" asked Renesmee, who was sat on a camp bed
Jacob had heard the others he knew Bella was going to come for her daughter, but she was his and he would protect her.
"Nothing Nessie" he reached down to her and she placed her hand on his face, showing him, his escape with her from the cottage,
He was startled
"What was that for" he hissed
"I want to go home" she whispered
"Don't you love your Jacob anymore" he asked picking her up.
"Yes, but I want mummy and daddy" her huge chocolate eyes pleaded with him
"I love you more, you can go to school on the reservation, and you'd like that wouldn't you?" he sat her onto a chair and produced a beaker of red liquid, he shuddered as she gulped it down.
"Suppose so, but can I see mummy and daddy again soon"
"Not if you keep asking" he snapped and she re coiled in the chair
Bella's toes where now on the edge of the invisible treaty line. She heard a noise behind her and a low growl built in her chest, she turned and went into a low crouch ready to defend herself.
It was her family; Edward was in front and the read behind. He held out his hands to show he meant no harm
"Be careful" whispered Carlisle, her eyes shot to him and then back to Edward.
"Don't try to stop me Edward" she hissed as she straightened her stance,
"Bella please" Esme came a little closer, but he held out his arm.
The sun was beginning to touch the trees, they knew they would have to move fast or else risk exposure of the pack and themselves.
Carlisle walked forward with jasper by his side.
"Sam, please let me cross, let me find Renesmee"
Sam looked around at the others; they began to argue amongst themselves.
Bella saw her chance she lunged into the forest with inhuman speed.
"No!" bellowed Edward, he made his way to the line but his full pack was in formation snarling and hissing,
Edward hissed, "That's my wife dog" he snarled
"She none of your concern now, Leah find her" Sam barked behind him
"Sam you can't do this, no" Edward shouted and Emmett had his arms locked around his brothers back,
"Emmett get off me" he hissed and thrashed to release his hold
Carlisle walked in front of his son and held his tortured face in his hands,
"Edward listen to me, it's too late" he sighed
"No, no you can't be saying this, Carlisle please, they have my life in there, please" he screamed trying to struggle against Emmett.
