"Mainly for Cory and All the Finn fans! Here is the much awaited Story I have been conjuring up for the past few months. It'll contain Finchel And Fuinn but with a twist :) I appreciate you guys sticking with me so much! Let me know what you think and I love suggestions to make my stories better! *Please Note I will be using Simon Weeks *
"To Those who are giving positive feedback Thanks so Much!" :) To The haters, I don't understand why you bother reading if you don't like where the story is going. I appreciate it anyways. It doesn't waste my time when you read my stories it just makes me smile more.
"What do you think is going on in there?"Rachel asked as she looks into the Hummel Kitchen from the outside slide door.
"Well Finn hasn't kicked the chair yet so I guess nothing too bad has happened."Santana says
"We shouldn't be watching guys."Mike looks down
"It was only a matter of time before this blew up in Quinn's face, she's been lying to SIMON since they met, or got re-introduced this whole situation is fucked up."Puck says holding his head.
"He looks so lost.."Rachel whispers
"And that's a look that he should know very well."Santana jokes
"This isn't a joking matter Santana...look how confused and scared his is. The one person he spend all his time with for the past 5 years the person who he was going to marry has been lying to him."Kurt says
"I wonder what they're saying..."Mercedes asked
"Carole's got a guilty look on her face and Quinn's not even looking at Finn."Kurt says
~Inside the kitchen~ Simon is looking through a photo album and then he looks up at Quinn Carole and Burt
"I don't understand.."Simon says
"That's you.."Carole says Simon raises his eyebrow at her.
"Uhm.."Simon stutters
"5 years ago in that Hospital in Connecticut I made the hardest decision of my life when I lied to your face. I told you I was not your mother, I told you that you had no family...I basically changed your life completely..."Carole says Burt shakes his head and Simon looks at her.
"I thought I was doing right by you because this was your chance to finally have a completely fresh start, so I gave you a new identity, but I didn't want you to be completely shell shocked so I paid for your apartment for the first year, and I had Quinn make sure you were well adjusted in Connecticut."Carole says Simon turns back to Quinn and then he rubs his head.
"What are you...what are you saying.."Simon asked. Carole walks in front of her son and holds his face.
"Your name is Finn Christopher Hudson. You were born August 24, 1994, You were born and raised here in Lima Ohio...I'm your mother Carole this is your Step Father Burt and your brother outside is Kurt...and honey I am so sorry I lied to you I am so sorry. I was doing what was best for you."Carole says
"What's best for me?...5 years of lies...5 years of me not knowing who the hell I really am you think that was what was best for me!"He yells
"Finn calm down.."Burt says
"NO...I woke up with No Memories at all and you were there for that whole process! As My Mother you should have just been there for me!"Finn yells
"I thought that this would help you son, you were so unhappy..I couldn't bare the thought of seeing you that unhappy anymore.."Carole says
"So you lied to me!? To my face!"Finn yells he shakes his head "You're not my mother, Frankly I don't know who the hell you are and I don't care to find out. You created this whole charade for 5 years...FIVE! I have no memories of my past and guess what I sure as hell don't want you in my future."Finn says
"Finn please.."Quinn finally speaks up and holds his arm. Finn turns and looks at her Quinn sob at the sheer sight of hatred and anger in his eyes.
"How cold you do this?...How could you have went along with this for 5 years?"Finn asked
"I love you okay.."Quinn says holding his face and leaning her forehead against his
"You and I would talk about this everyday. How I didn't have a family how no one wanted me...and I fell deeply in love with you because you were there for me, when I was sick when I got promoted, through everything you were there for me. That's why I couldn't imagine my life without you."Finn says as tears fall down his face.
"Im so sorry..I love you please we can work this out.."Quinn wiping his tears away Finn takes a step back and shakes his head and walks out of the kitchen and stops to see his "friends" outside he looks over at Rachel and he shakes his head and walks away from them.
"Finn."Rachel says and tries to go after him but Kurt stops him "Give him some time he needs it."Kurt says Rachel turns around and Burt looks at Carole and Quinn.
"5 years...5 years you knew that he was Alright...I watched you grieve Carole..."Burt says
"None of this was suppose to happen."Carole says
"He was going to find out eventually, Secrets like this don't stay buried."Burt says
"I may have lost my son for good now Burt...what have I done...what do I do?"Carole cries Burt sighs and walks over to her and pulls her into a hug. Quinn closes her eyes and walks outside she looks at the other and then looks down.
"Not Now guys. Yell at me tomorrow."Quinn says as she walks away from the driveway.
"I'm gonna give her a ride home."Puck says and quickly follows Quinn.
As Puck pulls up to the Fabray driveway he parks the car
"You wanna talk about it?"Puck asked Quinn looks at her ring "Im an idiot, over the course of my relationship with Simon uhm, Finn I had so many chances to tell him the truth but we were happy...I didn't want to screw that up."Quinn says
"You and I were happy.."Puck says Quinn closes her eyes
"What the hell happened..."Puck asked
"Puck.."Quinn says
"No...We need to talk about this now because I offered Marriage, I wanted to marry you I wanted a life with you Quinn! Everything you and Simon slash Finn were going to have I offered that before you even knew he was alive! So why did you say yes to Finn and No to me?"Puck asked
"I can't answer that Puck...and honestly I don't know the answer...I dont know if I can ever give you an answer."Quinn says
"You know I love you, I love you every version of you Crazy Quinn Psycho Quinn, Angry Quinn, ALL OF IT!...So Why do I always come second to you when it comes to Finn...Right you don't have an answer. "Puck says
"I have to go."Quinn gets out of the car. Puck watches her go inside the house and he hits his steering wheel.
Rachel is walking to the lake and she stops she sees Finn with his head in his hands and he is rocking back and forth he looked like he was on a verge of a nervous breakdown.
"Hey...Simon.."Rachel says Finn looks at her "I guess you can call me Finn now.."He whispers
"Is that what you want?"She asked sitting down next to him
"I don't know what I want...apparently I have to change my drivers license and Tax papers now.."Finn says Rachel looks at him and tilts her head.
"Talk to me?"She asked
"Why should I?"Finn asked
"You and I used to be very close before you lost your memories."Rachel says
"I had dreams about you...well..still have.."Finn says Rachel nods in curiosity
"I didn't know who you were but I could see your face and you would sing to me...I had no idea who you were and then when we were introduced it hit me you're the girl from my dreams. You say you and I were close?"Finn asked
"You and I used to be boyfriend and girlfriend, it was very intense relationship."Rachel says
"Is that bad?"Finn asked
"No it was a good intense, it was passionate...we were uhm...engaged during our Senior year."Rachel says Finn nods
"You said Were."Finn says
"What?"Rachel asked
"You said Were. IF we Were Engaged the time of my death slash accident that means we weren't Engaged anymore right so what happened?"Finn asked
"You needed to Find yourself...You and I had the understanding that we will end up together again but we needed time to make our dreams come true."Rachel says
"So You're the love of my life?"Finn asked
"You could say that...I mean you're the love of mine."Rachel says
"This is so screwed up...I'm in a town with people I don't know but they know me, I have another name...a Mom who created this lie...and My fiancee was also in on this lie."Finn shakes his head and then holds it.
"I wish I knew what to tell you Finn, but what do you want to do?"Rachel asked Finn looks at her and shrugs
"I don't know who I am...I don't where I belong."Finn whispers Rachel holds his face and looks into his eyes
"You belong with me..."Rachel whispers
"You say that but I don't know you. I have no idea who you are."Finn says Rachel closes her eyes and Finn cups her cheek.
"I should go...I need to figure out things"Finn says
"I'm here for you I hope you know that."Rachel says Finn helps her stand up and he looks up and kisses her cheek. Rachel looks at him stunned and he points up "Mistletoe."Finn says and walks away shoving his hands in his pockets.
"I love you."Rachel whispers.
Finn walks back into the Fabray house and Quinn jumps out of her seat and walks over to him.
"In that photo album I saw a Photo of us together...so you knew who I was before."Finn asked as he crosses his arms
"You were each other's first love."Quinn says
"What else don't I know about you?"Finn asked
"Does the past really matter?"Quinn asked
"Yes It does! Because you Lied about who I AM...so why wouldn't you lie about who you are."Finn asked
"Im a girl who has made mistakes, Mistakes Im not proud of but have owned up to...and MOVED PAST."Quinn says
"We can't move past this Quinn you lied to me about who I really Am. How am I suppose to get past that."Finn yells.
"Can we ever get past this?..."Quinn asked
"I don't know...because the person I fell in love with was selfless, and compassionate a person I believed told me everything...but now...I find out that everything I ever believed was a lie."Finn says
"I love you my feelings for you have never been a lie."Quinn says
"Were they really? Because if they were you would have told me the truth Quinn.."Finn says and walks to her room Quinn follows him and sees he is packing.
"What are you doing...Finn where are you going"Quinn asked
"I need to think I have to get away for a while."Finn says
"No no no You said before this trip that we would stand together remember? Finn Please..we're suppose to be planning a wedding.."Quinn says
"No..you were planning a Wedding with Simon...I'm Finn...and if you had just told me the truth we would probably still be planning a Wedding Quinn."Finn says
"Finn..please..."Quinn says
"No."Finn says and gathers his things
"Can you please just tell me where this leaves us?"Quinn asked Finn stops and looks at her he puts his bag down and holds her head then kisses her forehead.
"I don't know what to tell you Quinn..I just can't do this right now."Finn whispers
"You know I'm sorry and I love you...I know we can get past this...I'll wait however long you want me to. I love you so much."Quinn cries Finn wipes her tears and he gets into the cab.
Rachel is sitting on her porch flipping through old photos of her and Finn she looks up when she hears a car stop it was a Cab and Finn was getting out of it.
"Finn..Hi I wasn't expecting you but I'm glad you're here."Rachel says He smiles
"I wanted to say Goodbye."Finn said
"Good Bye?... what Why where are you going"Rachel panics Finn sees her getting riled up and he holds her hand.
"I just need time to piece things together..."Finn says Rachel leans into him and shakes her head
"No you should stay here..gain your memories back.."Rachel says
"Rach, in the past 5 years I haven't remembered that much and I don't think I ever will..I mean sure theres bits and pieces but I won't ever really remember who Finn Hudson was...I won't remember who I was..."Finn says
"I'll help you remember. Please Don't go."Rachel cries
"I know that I mean a great deal to you...and the fact that your so upset confirms what everyone has said to me...you are the love of my life...and I wish I could remember that but I can't Rach...The woman that I have loved for 5 years lied to me..the woman who gave birth to me lied to me also..Im screwed up Rach and I need to be by myself "Finn says
"I can't believe this..You're back and I haven't even gotten to spend some real time with you..this is not fair."Rachel says Finn chuckles and hands her a piece of Paper
"What is this?"She asked
"I think I can trust you.. Right?"He asked Rachel nods "of Course you can.."Rachel whispers
"My cellphone number, and where I'll be..Quinn doesn't know so..please keep it that way.."Finn says
"Why are you telling me this?"Rachel asked
"Well If I get into another accident and end up in a coma and forget stuff again I trust you to tell me everything. And tell me that you and I are friends."Finn smiles
"Just friends?"Rachel asked disappointed
"It doesn't seem like it would be hard to fall in love with you...I just need to figure things out clear my head."Finn says
"I hope you know I love you."Rachel says Finn holds her hands and then looks down Rachel takes this chance to get on her toes and kisses Finn's lips. Finn is taken by surprise but he falls into it. During the kiss images flash through his head, them kissing in the auditorium, Rachel jumping into his arm, their dates, them laughin at the lake as Finn chases her around the field, Rachel kissing him while he was wearing the #5 jersey and Finn running after a train as Rachel was inside. Finn gasps and takes a step back. Rachel looks at him confused and Finn holds his head.
"Come with me?"Finn asked
"What?"Rachel asked
"Come with me to Rome."Finn says Rachel looks at him unsure.
Puck sits beside Quinn and she is nursing a bottle of Vodka "He left...he took a cab and left...god Im an idiot."Quinn shakes her head.
"You're in love you're allowed to make mistakes I mean this takes the cake but you meant well."Puck says
"I may have lost him forever."Quinn says
"You still have me Quinn. You will always have me I'm just not good enough for you."Puck says looking at the floor
"It's not that at all...I got scared okay, with you everything is so easy and Im not used to it...you were willing to marry me and then it got so real when you wanted to talk about having a future together so I bailed...I took the easy way out."Quinn says Puck holds her face and leans forward Quinn stops him.
"Puck I'm drunk...I dont think I should do this."Quinn says
"Stop thinking start feeling."Puck says and pulls her into a kiss.
"You want me to go to Rome with you..."Rachel asked
"For Some reason your kiss made me remember...So will you help me remember?"Finn asked holding out his hand.
