BURNING DESIRES

The hunters attacked fiercely and we were able to fight them off for the most part without killing them until they injected me with dead man's blood and I fell weak to my knees.

I made Beau leave forced her to go telling her I couldn't do what I needed to with her in danger. She was already hurt needing to feed and I didn't want for her to see me die.

She goes very reluctantly but since mating as vampires she seems to have to listen to me something I didn't mind one bit.

The four hunters still standing hold me in place and the other bring down the machete. I don't feel pain I just feel the sensation of falling and it's over just like that.

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This can't be it this can't be how we end Dean becoming a vampire to stay with me only for him to die because of it at the hands of the very people he used to be like.

We fought hard took down many of them without killing them but it was just too much. When Dean fell he told me to leave and I had to, I can't deny him anything since we mated as vampires.

I'm hurt and weak. The last thing I see before I run to Sam is Dean being held down and I just want to die.

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I'm shaking so badly Laney has to take over taking care of Beau. This can't be it we were a dime's width from getting the cure together when hunters of all things took my brother out.

Our lives have been far from fare but this took the cake.

"Didn't he try to explain?" I scream.

"Would you listen?" Beau answered me in a bare whisper.

I know what's she's feeling, the deep seeded loss the need to kill what killed who you love, the utter craving to just die.

"I'm going to go look to make sure." I say to no one in particular.

No one responds because who wouldn't make sure right?

I'm barely getting my things to head out when a loud demanding knock rocks the door.

Once again we do the whole making sure we're ready for trouble routine looking through the peep hole I see Bobby.

I throw open the door ready to pepper Bobby with the news but freeze because there in the front seat of Bobby's car is Dean unmoving and so pale it scares me but he's there.

Bobby knows the questions coming. "I got to him before they killed him thank God but I had to take out some good hunters to save his idjit ass." Bobby can try to play the anger up but I can see the relief in his eyes.

I hug Bobby fiercely to convey my gratitude and rush to my brother. Bobby and I get him into the room. Beau is so relieved to see Dean but still weak. Laney is amazing none of this shit freaks her out.

I must have stared a little too long because she turns to me and smiles.

"He needs to feed." Bobby breaks the connection. "I can't believe I just said that." He mutters.

Laney had already supplied Beau with some of her blood so I didn't think twice cutting my arm and helping out my brother.

His eyes open weakly and he bats at my arm feebly apparently not too thrilled with feeding on my blood.

"Dean I'm just trying to help you so you're strong enough to go out on your own."

Dean stares at me for a minute then nods but he takes the blood with closed eyes.

Once he is able to move he heads to Beau and lies beside her pulling her close. They fall asleep within seconds wrapped in each other's arms.

Bobby heads to his own room and Laney and I stand guard.

"They are really in love huh?" Laney asks.

"Yeah." I answer and I find myself telling her all about how Dean met Isabeau and she listens and smiles the whole time. "Dean never thought he'd find love but love sure did find him." I finish.

"It's amazing how that can happen." She murmurs and before I can actually analyze what I'm doing I pull Laney into a kiss which she openly accepts and for the first time in a long time I feel want.

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I hear roaring in my head and I feel tremors through my body. I sit up disoriented but once I spot Beau beside me I feel relief.

Sam and some woman I don't know are lying on another bed rather cozy and I can't help but smile. It's nice when Sam lets go although Beau and I being in the room has hampered the lust zone.

I feel earth tilting dizziness and even though I'm still sitting I feel like I'm going to fall on my ass. I need to feed or I'll only get worse and I'm sure Beau is in the same boat.

I wake her gently and motion that we need to hunt and she nods looking over at Sam and smiles too.

I leave Sam a note telling him where we're going and exactly what time we'll be back so that hopefully my boy will get a clue.

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I wake to an empty bed where Dean and Beau should be and I begin to panic until I spot the note.

Dean and Beau have gone off to feed and he tells me exactly what time they'll be back in his none subtle hint of what he expects me to do with such time. I smile fondly to myself loving that Dean is there to still be able to do such annoying things.

If this cure doesn't work what will Dean do? I know that's he's worried about me and I knows that he knows that I'll continue to grow old while he stays forever thirty.

Would I turn for my brother? I think I owe him that much.

Anyway I have a couple of hours to get rid of some blue balls and as I gently kiss Laney awake I pray really hard she feels the same.

I let out a chuckle of relief when I feel her hands working at the button of my jeans.

Thank you.

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It's really sad how it doesn't take much to find evil in our world. Beau and I find our dinner pretty fast in the form of a couple who thinks children are their play things.

I can't believe people can be so heartless.

Once we are strong again I pull Beau close and kiss her with complete abandon. Each time we nearly lose each other it just makes us love each other more.

Not wanting to disturb Sam's time I find us a garden with a huge gazebo and not wanting to strip down completely I work the best possible position under the circumstances.

I pull her jeans down just enough to get to her tight fucking amazing ass and I bend her over pushing into her, the fact that her thighs are close together makes it unbelievably tight perfect friction and so fucking intense.

I tell her that I love her that I will always need her as I push harder and harder into her.

She tells me the same and begins to pant my name something I live for well you know what I mean.

I feel the bubble of the lava spreading through me far too soon but I can't stop it I need this; we came too close to not being.

I don't' know what it is maybe thinking that we were nearly gone but I shove into her a guttural moan pushes from my throat and she screams my name as we both come undone.

The bliss spreads everywhere and we ride it out, it's so fucking amazing, the pulsing from head to toe over and over until you feel like you're going to just melt into the ground.

We clean up and I pull her close.

"If we don't get cured do you think we can make it like this having to feed forever?" She asks me quietly.

"With you by my side I can." I answer her truthfully.

"Some people kill to be immortal and we're trying to give it back."

"Don't you want to give it back?"

"Yes I do even though we kill only evil, I don't like killing, I really don't not like this"

I wish that I could say the same but I've been killing way too long; it is as much a part of me as breathing.

I hold her tighter. "Whatever happens we're in it together baby."

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I look at the time and see that Dean and Beau will be back in minutes and I 'm grinning like an idiot.

Laney and I have cleaned up and gotten some comfy clothes on and we're lying in bed just relaxing and enjoying the afterglow.

"You know now that I've been so easy will you respect me in the morning." She says lightly.

"I respect you now that was just wow."

"I could have at least gotten dinner out of you I'm frickin' starving."

On cue Dean and Beau arrive with bags of take out. Dean smiles slyly.

"Figured you'd need some fuel lover boy." He says in a snicker.

Laney laughs and heads for the food and properly introduces herself to Dean and Beau before she starts eating.

I can tell Dean likes her, he smiles and nods at me as a sign of approval.

"You have the cure?" Dean asks.

"It's not easy Dean but it's the only thing that I know of that will work." Laney offers.

"If anything was ever easy in my life I'd die of shock." Dean mutters. "So how does it work?"

Laney sighs deeply. "After all the ingredients are collected and set in motion...you have to be burned alive."

We all stare at her agape.

"We'll survive that?"

"If it works yes you will but it will probably be the most excruciating agony you have ever endured."

"I wouldn't expect anything less." Dean grumbles.

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After drinking some concoction we will be tied down under a tier of consecrated elder wood and set on fire.

The fact that I don't flinch an inch speaks of what little surprise such things hold for me. I knew it wouldn't be easy and I can accept that but for Beau all this is happening because I didn't walk away all those months ago.

I guess she reads minds now because she suddenly has me pinned to the wall outside the motel.

"Stop blaming yourself for this, we fell in love Dean and all this is a fucking cake walk as long as I don't lose you."

I smile at her. "Do you know how turned on I am right now with you woman handling me like this?"

She rolls her eyes but kisses me anyway. "I love you Dean."

"For you to put up with all this you must." I breathe.

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Dean and Beau still exhausted from their ordeal are curled up together fast asleep.

It's so strange to be seeing my brother laying there and knowing he's a vampire. My brother feeds on blood.

My brother and I have an awesome connection most people consider it creepy, they just don't know everything that Dean and I have been through or the dread of the shit yet to come.

His eyes flutter open under my scrutiny and he smiles warmly before snuggling closer to Beau and falling back to sleep.

Laney is lying with her head on my shoulder running her hand sleepily over my stomach. The feeling is amazing and I'm getting a bit heated.

She seems to sense that and I startle when her hand moves lower.

"Whoa there." I say pulling her hand back.

She smiles at me. "Are you telling me that after everything you and Dean have been through you have never made out in the same room or car together?"

My cheeks are burning. "We've never had girlfriends at the same time and well it's just awkward." I suddenly feel like a geeky teenager.

"Honey you haven't lived until you watch someone else have sex or someone else watches you and in this case it's a super fucking turn on to try to have hot sex with two other people sleeping in the room."

Instead of being shocked I'm so fucking hard it hurts.

Laney giggles. "I see you interest is peaked."

All I can do is try to say words that I can't quite make them make sense.

I glance over at my brother and Beau and I remember wondering what the hell they were doing sometimes with all the sounds I would hear coming from their room.

Holy crap I really want to do this, who knew?

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I am quite comfortably asleep wrapped around Beau when a low moan sifts into my brain.

A manly moan and it wasn't me so I open my eyes half-mast and I am shocked to see Sam and Laney making out like horny teens.

Go Sam I think but he'll cut it short soon or head to the bathroom or outside to get relief because Beau and I are in the room.

I watch for a few seconds and then I think maybe Sam forgot they are not alone so I pretend to shift in my sleep getting comfortable.

They hesitate just a moment and get right back to it and it's then I realize my brother is naked and…..fucking crap…..

Sam's eyes lock on mine and my lips part to say something but instead a moan escapes me and holy fucking shit Sam is moving into Laney his lust blown eyes never leaving mine.

The fact that I'm watching him seems to be motivating him and part of me wants to go into 'what the fuck Sam' mode but I can't because I've never been so turned on in my entire life.

TBC

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I'm treading new ground here having Dean and Sam go erotic in the same room.

I would love some insight!

Thanks for reading!