A/n: so my sister and I had a crazy time, being in Kurt's POV in this chapter. Btw, the songs used in this chapter are, by the killers. And heart attack by one direction. In this chapter, you see a dark side of Kurt's relationship with Dave. But please review and enjoy!

Chapter 6B
I sat in the kitchen with Dave, not being able to focus on what he was saying. I was still thinking about what Blaine sang to me. It was eating at me.
"Kurt?" Dave said and touched my leg. I leaned away from his touch.
"Sorry, what'd you say?"
"What are you thinking about?" He asked and grabbed my hand. His didn't feel as soft as Blaine's.
"We have a glee club assignment on jealousy." I paused. " I can't figure out what I want to sing." I said. 'I can't figure out what I want to sing to Blaine.' I added in my head.
He pulled me into his lap and said. "Just clear your mind, you're with me, and you should only pay attention to me." He squeezed the back of my neck and kissed to corner of my mouth.
I pushed him away. "Stop. I'm not in the mood today, Dave." I got up from his lap and started to walk away.
Dave went after went after me and pushed me into the doorframe.
"I didn't ask if you were Hummel." He grabbed my hair and forced me down.
-

When I woke up the next day, though in pain, I finally figured out what I was going to sing for glee club. I did my best to cover the bruises Dave left on me. I knew he was a little bit rough, but I couldn't do anything about it. I made my way to school and immediately met up with Mercedes.

"So Kurt, have you decided what you're going to sing for jealousy week?" She asked as we passed by Blaine on our way to class. He was at his locker and he turned as he felt my presence.
"Actually yes." I said loud enough for him to hear. "I'll be singing the best jealousy song that explains what I feel." I winked at Blaine when he looked up at me."I also would like for you and Tina and maybe some of the rest of the girls to help me."
"Oh boy, I'm defiantly in." Mercedes grinned. We made our way to our French class. "So. What's up with you and Blaine? Still not talking?" She said quietly. She was the only one that knew about what was really happening between me and Blaine.
"Mercedes, you know we haven't been talking. We're just done." I said quickly.
"Boy, you and I know that song was about you the other day in the choir room. He was giving you heart eyes the whole time."
I looked down at my notebook. "This is exactly why I'm singing a song for him today Mercedes." She smiled. "Now tell the girls to meet us in the choir room in an hour."
-

It was finally time for glee club and I was ready and determined to show Blaine how I felt. He couldn't sing a song to me while he was with Quinn and while I was David. It hurt seeing him in school with her, while he pretended to be happy. While I had to hide with David. I wanted someone who wanted to be out and free to love me. I was brought down to earth when Mr. Shue walked into class.

"Alright guys! Jealousy week! Who would like to start us off?" said.
" , if I may?" I said and got up, followed by the girls.
I handed the band music sheets, and the girls took their places. Minus Quinn because that was awkward.
The beging notes started playing and I looked directly at Blaine.

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all

It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head

But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go

I thought of all of the times I saw Blaine and Quinn together around in the hallways. Holding hands, kissing. I thought about the day before we stopped talking. When I walked in on her straddling his lap. I hated it. I wished that was me.

And I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
I wanted him to be mine, but I new that was impossible.
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis

But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside

My thoughts were flashing back from when we first met, until the day he ran away from me when he dropped me off home.

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all

It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

The night he pulled me in, stayed etched in my mind.

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head

But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go
Blaine looked like he was at war with himself as I sang and the girls danced around me liked we practiced.
Cause I just can't look its killing me
And taking control

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis

But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside

I never
I never
I never
I never

I didn't realize I teared up until I finished. Blaine and I locked eyes and then it was gone when the girls all hugged me.
"Kurt, that was great!" 's voice boomed. I flinched. Blaine's stare made me forget the world. "This week I decided, it's not only jealousy week, but also!"he stopped."BOYS VERSUS GIRLS!"
Everyone was excited. But I didn't move. I wanted to not be by Blaine, but fate made us come close again. I groaned inwardly and made my way towards the boys side.
We talked about song choices, but really we were arguing. Sam wanted to do Justin Bieber, but Finn wanted to do foreigner. Nick and Jeff then decided to talk about boy bands. We finally settled on One Direction. We took a break and I got up to get my bag across the room. I didn't realize Blaine was behind me until I turned again.
"So thanks for the song." Blaine said grinning.
I scoffed. I was on a weird emotional train. "What makes you think it was for you?"
"It obviously wasn't abut your precious Dave." He snapped back.
I gaped at him and was about to walk away when I felt his chest against my back.
" I know you feel what I feel, so stop trying to run away from us." He whispered into my ear.
I rolled my eyes and looked at him. "I have a boyfriend, just like you have a girlfriend." I paused feeling the pain in my heart as I said this outloud. "Until you man up and realize what exactly it is you want, then that's how it's going to be." I pulled away and walked over to the other guys, who were setting up for our performance.
"Okay! So boys are up first guys!"

Blaine: Baby, you got me sick,
I don't know what I did,
Need to take a break and figure it out, yeah,
Got your voice in my head,
Sayin' "Let's just be friends,"
Can't believe the words came out of your mouth, yeah

Sam and Nick: I'm tryna be okay,
I'm tryna be alright,
But seein' you with him,
Just don't feel right.

Jeff and Puck: And I'm like (ow!) never thought it'd hurt so bad
Gettin' over you-ooh,
And (ow!) you're givin' me a heart attack
Lookin' like you do-ooh,
'Cause you're all I ever wanted,
Thought you would be the one
It's (ow!) givin' me a heart attack,
Gettin' over you-ooh-ooh-ooh,

Kurt: Yeah,
Baby now that you're gone,
I can't stand dumb love songs,
Missing you is all I'm thinking about, yeah
Everyone's tellin' me,
I'm just too blind to see,
How you messed me up, I'm better off now, yeah

Finn: I'm tryna be okay,

I'm tryna be alright,

But seein' you with him,
Just don't feel right

Jeff and Puck: And I'm like (ow!) never thought it'd hurt so bad
Gettin' over you-ooh,
And (ow!) you're givin' me a heart attack
Lookin' like you do-ooh,
'Cause you're all I ever wanted,
Thought you would be the one
It's (ow!) givin' me a heart attack,
Gettin' over you-ooh-ooh-ooh,

Everyone: Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
Ow!
Oh, oh oh, oh, oh, oh
Yeah, every time you look like that,
Ow!
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Ow!
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
You're givin' me a heart attack

Nick and Sam: But seeing you with him,
Just don't feel right

Everyone: And I'm like (ow!) never thought it'd hurt so bad
Gettin' over you-ooh,
And (ow!) you're givin' me a heart attack
Lookin' like you do-ooh,
'Cause you're all I ever wanted,
Thought you would be the one
It's (ow!) givin' me a heart attack,
Gettin' over you-ooh-ooh-ooh,

Blaine: You,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
You're all I ever wanted,
Ow
Yeah, every time you look like that,
Ow
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Kurt: Come on, you're all I ever wanted
Ow
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
You're giving me a heart attack,
Ow!

When the song was over, Blaine and I were facing eachother. Faces inches away. I heard everyone clap and turned away from him.
"Guys that was incredible!" boomed."Tommorow we have the ladies perform."

After glee club, I saw Dave waiting for means instantly felt relieved. I wanted to go home. I started to walk towards his car.
"Kurt wait up!" I heard someone say. I knew his voice and tried to walk faster. He pulled on my arm.
I turned angrily. "Not now Blaine." I turned to leave again, but he didn't let go of my arm. "I can't and I'm not in the mood for your bullshit!" I said acidly.
"But Kurt-" he grabbed my hand.
"Don't Blaine." I said and ran away.
I sighed loudly as stopped in front of the car. I yanked the car door open and smiled. "Hi Dave." I kissed his cheek not noticing the angry look on his face.
"Who the fuck was that?" He snapped and drove in an alarming speed.
"Who?" I asked petrified.
"Don't lie to me you piece of shit. I saw you with that guy." He stopped the car in front of my house, got out of the car, and slammed the door.
I quickly got out and followed him inside. "What's wrong with you?" I yelled. "He's nobody!"
He grabbed my hair and pulled me upstairs into my room, ignoring my protests.
"You think I'm going to believe you, you fucking slut?" He pushed me on my bed. "You're probably cheating on me with him! Like the whore you are!" He spat.
I started to get up. "Don't you dare call me that you pig!" I tried to push him away but he pushed me back down and smacked me.
"You're going to pay for that!" He said and unbuckled his belt and undid his pants.
"No! STOP!" I tried to get away and he covered my mouth with his hand, muffling my screams of pain.
-

After Dave left, I layed on my bed and cried. I never felt so ashamed. I didn't want to look at myself. Why did I let this happen? I knew the answer. I was filling the void. Blaine and I couldn't happen, so I'd fill it with Dave. He wanted me. Blaine wanted me to, but he wouldn't change. He'd always be with Quinn. And I'd be the guy he hooked up with after a party. I was a joke. I finally got up and cringed. I made my way to the bathroom slowly. I looked in the mirror and regretted it. There were more bruises than their were yesterday. I looked up st the clock in the bathroom, it was already 6, and my dad would be home in an hour.
I quickly got up and showered. I had only 20 minutes to cover up the new bruises around my neck. Dave was always careful not to mark my face. As I was giving my hair the final touches I heard the front door opened.
"Kurt?" My dad called.
I slowly walked as careful as I could, down the stairs.
"Hey buddy!" He said and pulled me into a hug. I felt so relieved.
"I missed you so much." I said quietly.
"Same kiddo." He smiled.
I pulled away. "So what do you want for dinner?"
"I have some news." He paused. "Come on, lets sit down." He led me to the kitchen island.
I sat and waited for him to start.
He looked so nervous. "I'm just going to say this as easy as possible. I've asked out, and she's agreed."
I was surprised. "Oh. That's great." I paused. "But when did you start dating?"
"Kurt, it's been 9 years since your mom died. I think it's finally time for me to start dating again."
"Well." I paused. "I'm happy for you dad." I added quickly and hugged him.
"I'm going out tonight so don't wait up." He winked.
I went back to my room and took out my phone. I dialed the one person who could explain what the hell was happening.