another one guys! Just wrote my spelling is bad so sorry :)

Chapter 6-Family-Magnus

Let them, was the only thought going on in my mind as muggers stole my phone; it was under insurance anyway. The words I told Alec that night still rang in my head. He left when visiting hours were over, but I knew he would be back later, he cares too much. I told him he was a monster! But in reality I knew I was the real monster here, my step dad said so, all those years ago, when my life choice killed my mother. She left a note saying I was no son of hers. My step dad left me, but not after hurting me in every way he could. And even though I vowed never to be the monster they told me I was, I hurt Alexander, I turned into that monster that night, and now I was here; not really caring if and how I got hurt, as long as I was hurt. I was a monster, but Blue Eyes? He was and angel and angels shouldn't die.

"Okay so I got you 5 glitter pots, like 7 outfits because I know what you're like and um… this?" Alec held up the silver hotpants I had asked him to bring.

"Oh yeah…" I replied regretting my fashion "I realised they're the only pair which are stretchy enough to get over this." I say pointing to the cast.

"Hmm fair enough." The boy took a seat and asked "So who are you going to stay with?"

"Um-" I started guessing I was staying in the dorm.

"Term starts in two days! You must have family? Parents?"

"Alec," I returned with a sigh "You know I don't talk about my family…"

"But why?

"Because I don't Alexander!" I exclaimed, my history was the past and the past is to be forgotten.

"Don't call me that." there was hurtin his eyes and I knew it was just about the name.

"Sorry but I don't like my past but-"

"Look Magnus," Alec interrupted Picking up his things and leaving my suitcase. "I need to go."

"But I was going to say-"

"I'll pick you up for discharge tomorrow I guess that's where you're staying." he interrupted once more and as he left I finished the sentence.

"-but I'm falling for your eyes." I said "And maybe a bit too easily for you…" for the second time he disappeared from the corridor and around the corner.

I picked up the bag and opened it up. Alec had lied, not that I did mind but in the bag there was one outfit, a hair brush, a mirror and a note. This wasn't funny, he should know by now this isn't me. I have too many insecurities, I can't be the person I was, I need the cover. I feel too open without it. Picking up the note I open it; it reads:

I like you just as you are.

Be confident, Be proud, Be strong.

If you need it makeup ect. is in the side pocket.

I hope you don't.

Alec x

I look in the side pocket and sure enough there's the exact make up in there for the outfit. Laying it out I contemplate the note and how he can tell so much.