Okay I no I took forever to update this and i'm quite surprised that i didnt get numerous hate mail. I've been having trouble with how to start this chapter so I've been thinking about it. Please tell me what u think ^^

Camille wiped her nose on her arm and shoved some clothes into her suitcase.

"Aren't you going to say goodbye to your friends?" Her dad asked.

"I already did." Camille hated lying to her dad, but she couldn't stand staying at the Palmwoods. I'll get over him. She thought to herself and grabbed some more clothes.

BTR

I'm such a wimp... Logan thought as he stared at the silver blade in his hand. Why did this have to be so hard? He shook his head.

Take the knife and shove it in. Stomach takes longer and is most painful. I deserve this. He sighed and looked around the dark world around him. He was in a park nine blocks away from the Palmwoods. It was only him and he felt alone. Very alone.

He didn't think that anyone noticed or cared that he was gone.

So alone.

BTR

"Who got into the knife drawer?" Mrs. Knight asked.

"Not me."

"Not me."

"Nu uh." Carlos looked around.

"Where's Logan?" He asked. Everyone shrugged except for Kendall who's eyes got wide.

"The knife drawer is open and Logan is missing..." He whispered.

"Oh God." Mrs. Knight said and the four all ran out of the apartment, looking for him.

They split up. Carlos banged on Camille's apartment door. The door opened and her father smiled sadly at him.

"Come to say goodbye one more time?" He asked. Carlos furrowed his eyebrows together.

"Huh?" He asked.

"I thought Camille told you all. We are leaving. We're going back to Conneticut. (A/N is that where she's from?) " Carlos's mouth dropped.

"What?" The older man nodded.

"Mmhm. Cami said that she wanted to go home and wait until she's older to get a job as an actress." Carlos shook his head.

"Let me talk to her." Camille's dad nodded and moved to let Carlos in, shutting the door behind him.

Carlos stormed into Camille's room.

"Camille, What the heck? You're moving?" She nodded at him.

"Nice to see you too, Carlos."

"This isn't a time to be sarcastic. What the heck, Camille?" She shrugged.

"It's not my time to be an actress."

"You're being dramatic."

She glared at him, "Am not."

"Yes you are! You're only leaving because of Logan. Well, wanna know what? He's missing and so is one of our kitchen knives. Think about what you leaving would do to him. To Kendall!" Camille blinked.

"To Kendall?" Carlos shook his head.

"I can't believe you can't get a clue!" He yelled and stormed out of the apartment. She blinked at the spot he had been standing at a moment ago.

She dropped the clothes in her hands and ran after Carlos.

BTR

Kendall, James, and Carlos had met up with each other an hour earlier and were walking around the dark park.

"This isn't even close to the Palmwoods." James pointed out, but Kendall shook his head.

"So? This is the last place I can think of that he might have come."

"LOGAN!" Someone screamed. The three boys turned in circles to see two dark figures on the other side of the park.

BTR

"LOGAN!" Camille screamed as she saw Logan lift the knife. He turned around to see her.

"I'm sorry." She shook her head.

"Put the knife down so we can talk." She tried, but He just shook his head.

"No, because then I'll screw everything up again."

"You didn't before."

"Dude! Put that thing down!" Kendall yelled at his friend. Logan chuckled.

"I can't."

"Please, it's not your fault. None of this is!" Camille begged, but he only shook his head.

"You don't understand..."

"She lied to you and to us! It's not your fault!" She said.

"I love her." Camille opened her mouth then shut it. Logan looked at Camille sadly. "I'm sorry, Camille, but I love Jo. I didn't realize it til I was sitting alone in the dark here. I went through what had been happening recently and I figured it out." With that he took a breath and dug the knife deep into his stomach.

"NO!" Camille screamed and ran over to him, with the guys right in step with her.

Logan closed his eyes and let the numbness take over. Maybe this wasn't the right thing, but no turning back now...right?