Hello dalings! heres another chapter for ya! its kinda long 3 didnt want to torture you guys too much with another short chapter
i thought a cliffy would be enough torture. =]
I DO NOT PWN... I MEAN OWN ANY OF THE TWILIGHT CHARACTERS!!!!
Enjoy!
(EPOV)
Paul pushed me in the car pretty forcefully and that woke me up from that crazy day dream. What was I thinking. If I ever let my temper go like that, I would go through torture from the court! I knew they would already do something horrible to me for that accidental kiss, no matter how hard I try to convince them it was completely accidental. Before Jacob got in the driver's seat he gave the little girl, Renesme, a hug and waved goodbye to everyone. I looked out through one of the back windows. I rolled one down and yelled out.
"Thank you so much Dr. Carlisle! It was nice to meet you all! See you little angel!" Renesmee waved back with an adorable smile. Jasper just stood back while Alice was clinging on to him and jumping up and down. Edward just stared at me with a very confused face while Bella gave me an understanding smile. Emmett was waving with a massive grin while Rosalie just stood there with her arms crossed in front of her chest. She really didn't seem to like me at all. Esme also gave me an understanding smile and Dr. Carlisle nodded understandingly. I laid back in the back seat and took out my iPod. I pulled it out and went through my playlist of angry music. I couldn't find anything mad enough so I went through the sad music to try and calm me down. I went straight for Falling Slowly.
I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out
I was starting to worry about the kiss. What could the court do for a kiss like that. I knew the supreme judge would do something to torture me. I knew that woman all too well.
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won
As we kept driving, no one had said anything. I knew it was time for me to check if I still had my wings. If I still had them, then I wasn't a human. Yet. At the rate things were going, I would be a human in no time. I closed my eyes and pushed my wings out but as I did, an extremely sharp pain came from the scars in my back where they normally come out of. I bit down on my lip hard and tried so hard not to make a sound. I knew I still had them but I wanted to see what was wrong. I extended my wings very very little so that no one would notice.
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now
I touched the tip of my wings and felt something extremely sharp and cold. Metal. There was a metal knife at the tip of my wings. There's my punishment for a stupid accidental kiss. Stupid court.
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along
The song ended and all I could do was curl up and cry soundlessly as we drove back to La Push. Once we got back to town, we passed Emily's house and I started to wonder where we were going. I whipped away my tears and asked Jacob.
"Where are we going Jake?"
"To your house. Your sister's here with the key. She came the second she heard about your arm." Jake replied while giving Paul a glance when he mentioned my arm. To be completely honest, it hardly hurt anymore. I was just trying to milk out everything I could from it. It takes a lot more than just a push off a couch to hurt an angel. I suddenly became so excited to see my sister. The second we pulled up at the house I got out and ran to the door.
"RENA! Rena are you here!?" I yelled while running through the first floor of the house, trying not to run into any boxes. I heard a scream and running on the upper floor. I should have known she would already start on the bedrooms. She ran down stairs and rushed over to me.
"Lata! Oh heavens what have you done to yourself now!" she said as she hugged me tightly. Alec just leisurely walked down stairs. On his way to the kitchen to devour whatever food Rena put in there, he said.
"Oh we're sharing rooms. Lata, you and me kiddo." I already knew I would have to share a room with him. He and I are the most compatible music wise, meaning we could survive in the same living space. I looked towards the door and saw Paul and Jacob walk in. I briskly walked over to Jacob and said.
"Fill her in on whats happened. I need to talk to Paul." As I started walking over to Paul, who was just staring at me like some creeper moron, Jacob was walking towards Rena to explain the incidents. "You. Outside. Now." I said as I pulled him out of the house. I slammed the door and pinned him to the wall beside the door outside. It just dawned upon me how absolutely gorgeous he was. Perfect skin tone, amazing bone structure, stunning eyes. I had to snap out of it. I looked down and took a deep breath. I looked back up at him and whispered. "If you EVER embarrass me like that again, I swear to the heavens ill Sweeney Todd your ass!" He just burst out laughing after my threat! What was wrong with this guy!
"Let me get this straight. You, shorty, are going 'Sweeney Todd my ass'? You're nowhere near normal you know that?"
"Good! Why would I want to be normal? Why would I want to be anything like you. Oh wait a second, you're not normal either. What kind of a person acts so rudely to people who were trying to fix something you nearly broke!?" He became quiet. He was obviously sorry for hurting me. Just as I was about to apologize for flipping out, 2 cars and a moving truck pulled up in front of the house. I knew the moving truck was sent by mom. She was going to be here tomorrow with Talia but who were these 2 trucks filled with.
"Hey you two! Smoochin' already?!" Seth asked as he ran over and gave me a hug from behind. I nearly threw up from his hug. It was like he was like he was giving me the Heimlich maneuver or something. I turned around and hugged him back.
"Nope. Just death threats is all." I said as I looked up at him and the rest of the guys and girls that were now standing behind Seth and staring at me and Paul. I let go of Seth and asked them all "Alright, well what are y'all doing here? If it's for food, I hate to break it to you guys but we've got nothing in the house."
"We're here to help you unpack! Isn't this going to be fun?!" Leah asked excitedly. "I'm so excited to meet your sister!" She opened the front door and ran in, while the rest of the boys, Emily and another girl walked in the house. Seth saw my confusion and said.
"The other girl is Kim, Jared's girlfriend." He saved a lot of trouble for me with that little piece of information. I decided to let the whole Paul thing go and get on with the unpacking. The movers started to bring in boxes and furniture slowly from the truck to the inside of the house. Everyone started moving about quickly. Setting things in place and actually having a good time while doing so. Just as I was about to go out and help. Alec caught my good elbow and pulled me outside.
"I need to talk to you." He whispered as we went outside to our small front yard.
"What's up?"
"I wanted to ask you this earlier, but I never got a chance to in the car. Why … why exactly do you think I'm not an angel?" his question caught me completely off guard.
"Well, I believe that you were destined to be free."
"That's a load of bull shit Lata. Be honest, why is it that I'm not like you and Rena?"
"The same reason why Talia isn't like us."
"Which is?" I really had no idea. I was getting in way too deep. I had no response to this. I really had no idea why only Rena and I were angels.
"Well… maybe you two were made to love. I mean, you guys have no restrictions as to who you can and can't love. I think you have much bigger things planned for you." I knew that was true. They had potential for things that Rena and I never did.
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He was never that muscular. He was thin but well structured. Beautiful green eyes, with dirty blonde hair. He was something I always told myself was human scum. Yet I still fell in love with him.
Eric was the perfect guy. He loved me just as much as I loved him. He was so sweet. He was just as sweet as his poetry. The songs he wrote for me always brought me to tears. They were so beautiful. I was convinced that I could never love, until I met Eric.
I worried so much as to what the council had done with him. I couldn't contact him or anything without getting caught by them so I had Talia figure it out while she and mother were still in our previous town.
"Lata .. I don't know how to tell you this. I can't believe they did this to you Lata, it's uncivil what they did." Talia said when she called me on the phone later that day.
"Tali, what did they do. Tell me now before I fear the worst."
"Fear the worst… he's … they .. he's died Lata."
Words started to echo in my ear, I looked around the house and everything was in slow motion. Everything was going blurry and noises went lower and lower. The phone dropped from my hands and I then dropped to my knees. Tears started to gather in my eyes and they started to fall from my eyes to the hardwood floor. They killed him?! They killed him! I killed him! His poor parents! His poor friends! I can't believe this! This was all my fault. I can't believe I caused this. I heard myself say "its my fault. I did it, I caused it." out loud over and over again.
Everything went dark and I felt myself fall on my busted arm. A shooting pain fell over my entire body and right before blacked out I felt heat hovering over my body.
Oh nooooo cliffyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!
What will happen next?
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- Moonlight Party
