I cringed and looked at Cam as he stood fuming in the doorway. "I can't believe you Derrick!" He looked at me and shook his head running his hand through his hair. "And to think I actually thought you liked me…" Then he turned and walked out of the room.

I felt horrible. What had I just done? We were perfect together! And I really thought I liked him, but if kissing Derrick felt so much more right than kissing Cam… What was I going to do?

On one hand Cam was so sweet and amazing. He always looked perfect with his careless yet still hot hair, and his different colored eyes that could make you drown when he fixed them on you. But Derrick… Apparently we had a history. And he was so adorable with his puppy dog brown eyes and shaggy blond hair. He knew exactly how to charm a girl. But that could also be a problem. What if I got close to him and he decided to revert to his player ways? I don't think I could handle that, heart break and I just didn't get along.

Derrick must have seen my weird expression because he sighed and laughed a little. "You should go catch up with him. Work everything out. I'll be here waiting when you decide what to do." He gave me a weak smile and kissed me softly on the forehead. "Go get him."

I hugged Derrick and ran out of the room hoping I could catch up to Cam. Lucky for me he hadn't left yet he was sitting on the bottom of the stairs staring, at pretty much nothing. I took a deep breath and closed the distance between us hoping he would be willing to at least talk or something.

"So, how long have you liked Derrick?" Cam asked refusing to look at me.

"I don't really know. I sort of just realized it. But it's so weird because I totally still like you. You have no idea how hard this is." I decided it was better to be honest, because I knew I would hate to be lied to.

"So you weren't just using me to get to my best friend?" Cam asked glancing at me.

"No I promise. I would never do that. I honestly care for you. I just don't know who I like more…"

"Well at least you didn't use me. I've been used before, and well it really sucks to like a girl and think she likes me back but secretly likes Derrick. It happens every time! Every girl always chooses Derrick over me. No contest." He said bitterly.

Oh god I feel horrible now. But I couldn't choose Cam just because I didn't want to hurt him. That would be even worse. But if I picked Derrick I could possibly loose a friend, and I seriously wanted more friends than enemies in this town.

"Well the thing is Cam, Derrick and I used to be best friends when we were little. And now that I remember everything, I remember I had a crush on him and it got worse every summer. But I forgot all about him when he stopped visiting. Except now that I'm back around him all the time I can't help but feel drawn to him. My brain keeps telling me to hate him, but my body and my heart are totally ignoring my brain. I don't want to be played, but I don't want to miss out on a great guy. Ugh this is all so confusing!" I totally can't even think straight everything is still all jumbled from when Derrick and I kissed.

Cam thought for a moment and then suddenly turned and looked at me. I could only imagine how bad I looked at the moment. I had been waking up so I had on my pajamas that weren't very flattering, I defiantly had bed head. But I don't think Cam was looking at all of that. He was trying to find out if what I said was true and I think I saw what was coming next.

"Mass why don't we not see each other, in a relationship kind of way. Spend some time with Derrick and find out if you like him. If not then give me a chance, but I'm not gonna wait around forever. You're an awesome girl and you're smart, I know you'll do what right."

Wow that was incredible. He really knows how to treat a girl right. "Thanks Cam" I said and kissed him gently one last time, well maybe.

"I'll see ya around Massie. You should probably talk to Derrick now. Let him know what's going on?"

I nodded and waved goodbye before heading up the stairs and down the hall to Derrick's room. The door was closed but I knew he was up. I knocked lightly hoping he heard so I wouldn't have to knock louder and potentially wake up Kristen in the next room.

The room to the door opened and Derrick smiled a little letting me come in. He sat down on his bed and I sat next to him.

"So you're here to tell me you picked Cam?" he asked staring at his hands, the same ones who had been cupping my face not too long ago.

"No. I talked with Cam and he decided that I should sort out my feelings with you, and if I find that I don't like you as much as I thought I'll give him a chance. "I said watching those brown eyes light up.

"So you are going to give me a chance?" He asked hopefully.

"Well I was hoping we could start as friends who hang out. And we'll work our way from there" I stated confidently.

"Well can friends do this?" He asked leaning in and kissing me gently, and then tangling his hand in my hair.

I pulled back smiling a little. "I guess. I'm perfectly fine with kissing my attractive guy friend." I mumbled leaning back towards him and kissing him again loving the feeling of his hands in my hair. It felt so right, and I was really glad Cam was giving me a chance. Kissing Derrick took my mind off of everything and it made me feel totally free for the few minutes.

It was getting late though, and I was a little worried that Kristen would wake up and find me gone so I pulled back and stood back. Derrick looked disappointed but quickly hid it. "What's wrong?" He asked looking a little worried now.

"Nothing. Just what if Kristen wakes up? I should go to bed…"

"I'll walk you there." He said and walked with me to his twin's room. "Well it's been…weird. Night Block" He said cupping my face with his hands and pulling it up to meet his.

But I moved away at the last second and smirked. "Sorry Derrick. Night night Harrington." I whispered before disappearing into the dark. I heard him sigh and then heard footsteps walk down the hall to his room. I giggled and laid down on my makeshift bed smiling as I fell asleep.

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The next day I was woken by Kristen impatiently nudging me with her foot. "Masssieeeeeee. Time to wake up! I'm hungry and my mom won't feed me until you come down stairs! Please I'm going to dieeeeeee!"

I laughed sleepily (AN can you laugh sleepily? Haha) and got up rubbing my eyes and yawning a little. "Fineee." I grumbled and followed her down the stairs and into the kitchen.

Mrs. Harrington was in there making pancakes with chocolate chips and talking with her son. "Mom she's awake. Food now" Kristen said sitting down, leaving only one empty seat next to Derrick. "Kristen your being rude. I'm sorry Massie she's always like this in the morning. It's so good to meet you dear. Kristen and especially Derrick talk about you all the time."

"Mom I do not!" Derrick shouted his cheeks now a little red.

"It's nice to meet you Mrs. Harrington. Thank you for letting me stay over." I said giggling a little at Derrick.

"Oh please call my Sandy! Any time dear! Well I must be off to the country club to play tennis. Enjoy your pancakes kids." She said setting a plate in front of us before running out the door.

"So Mass what do you want to do today?" Kristen asked shoving food into her mouth.

"I don't care. We could hit the mall or something." I was totally up for some shopping.

"Great idea! Derrick you come too! Will you call Josh and ask him if he wants to come too? I would but I forgot to charge my phone. Oh my gosh this is going to be so fun!" Kristen squealed.

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