The worst thing about this last month is counting the days until my peril. I am permantent member of the Teen Titans, and Cyborg finally finished that communicator. He said that he was auto tuning it so that he got the exact pitch of my voice, and not just some mechanical voice. Raven was required to add additional layers to my voice, making the emotions in it sound exact.

Terra came back to Beast Boy. They are now in an ongoing relationship, which started three weeks ago. Starfire and Robin finally confessed their feelings toward each other. They have just started bing bf/gf. Cyborg is spending more time working around the Tower. He obviously is having some problems with everyone dating, so he copes by working.

Raven and I are approching our six month mark. We have never been happier. She has consulted me on numerous things, and has been telling me of her past. I was wrong to ask, it was none of my business, but Raven was glad that I did. She let me in on how emotion controlled her life, how the Titans had defeated her father, but had to face themselves in order to do it. Both physically and mentally.

I still ask her every now and again if she'd have my baby. She keeps saying yes, and I still ask why. She never answers me more than 'I love you.'

Back to my total destruction. I have less than a month to decide what to do. DeathShout (Cain) hasn't shown his face since that first time. But I know that he'll come soon. I know that my skills and power to create have become more than I ever could hope for. I now am able to create plants and insects. Soon, I'll be able to create more sophisticated forms of life. Cain knows this, and I think he's waiting until I can until he attacks me once more.

I've readied the sword that I like to call the 'End of Life Sword.' I combined my regular sword with Cyborg's blaster, Robin's explosives, and a hallucenagine. The coating on it will make anyone who touches it hallucenate for a few seconds. It's highly addicting. I find Beast Boy trying to touch it every now and then.

Raven has also prepared for the inevitable fight. She has been practicing new forms of ways she can defend, attack, and avoid blades and whatever else she can think of.

Cyborg has upgraded himself to be better than he ever was. His blaster now can shoot multiple beams, which overpower the target. He now sports jets in his feet, allowing him to launch himself faster and farther than before.

Starfire's accuracy and hand to hand combat have increased exponentially, what with Robin teaching her what he knows.

Beast Boy's transformations pack more of a punch, and he's created new manuvers in which he is now unbeatable at.

Aside from that nothing's changed. As I take my mood stabalizing pill, Resperidone, I think of what is yet to come. Will Cain be stronger as well? What kind of surprises does he hold in store for us? How will I beat him.

These questions can wait. Right now, I'm taking the rest of the crew out for a picnic in the park. It will be a lovely afternoon. The birds are singing and the sun is shining. Raven and I have news to share. It will shock everyone. I hope nothing gets in the way.

The park was lovely. I created a table seated for seven. I placed charcoal in the grill and stepped back while Raven cooked. The look on the other's faces were of worry. I reassured them that I had taught Raven how to cook. I had served them one of her dishes last night and they seemed to think that it came from me. When I told them that, they drooled at rememberance of the stuffed chicken, tofu for Beast Boy, with corn and mashed potaotes and stuffing and a chocolate pie for desert. Home made soda was served, as well as non-alcoholic strawberry daceries. They ate it all up last night, so why wouldn't they eat hambergurs and hotdogs and porkchops and soy bacon and kabobs and grilled fruit.

It was a boatload of fun waiting for the food to grill. Raven and i switched positions now and again, so she could get in on talking to the girls while I made jokes and went over guy stuff with the men. There was some innappropriate conversations at times, from both parties, like sex lives and what not, but for the most part, everyone got along and the whole thing went off with a smash.

Raven was clinging to me as we all ate our fruit and kabobs asking if now was the appropriate time to tell them. Without me giving a positive or negative decision, she stood up, and waved for silence.

"We, Whisper and I, have some good news to share with you. It turns out that, with some help, that there will be a new member to the Titan's family."

"You don't mean that..." Robin started.

I butted in. "Yes, she is..."