The next morning Addison woke up very early, it was 5 am and as she laid there watching Sam sleep she couldn't help but think how perfect her life with Sam seemed! Of course it had its flaws... There was the fact that she missed Naomi but she was slowly getting used to the idea that Naomi may never talk to her again. There was also one more major thing preventing her from absolute happiness, and in all honesty it bothered her more than not having Naomi. As if Sam could feel or sense Addison watching him, he begins to stir, almost frightening Addison as she day dreamed, and watched him sleep.
Soon Sam was looking back directly into her eyes as she watched him, he could see the concern in her eyes and wanted nothing more than to ease those feelings. "Addie... are you okay? You seem concerned about something?" Addison smiled meekly, trying to let on that everything was okay, and even though she continued to pretend, she knew Sam knew her better than anyone, and that she wasn't fooling anyone but herself. "Sam, it's nothing, I'm just thinking... thats all..." Sam looked back at Addison a little longer, then pulled her into a kiss, a kiss so soft, enough to melt her like chocolate in 95 degree weather, it took her breath away. Addison gasped for air as Sam pulled back, "Addison, your emotions are showing vividly... please just tell me what's bothering you. Please?" Addison looked at Sam, she didn't want to burden him with her personal issues, but decided keeping Sam worried wasn't going to help anyone, so she spilled. "Sam... I love you, more than I've ever loved anyone else..." That was how she began her explanation, but she wasn't quiet sure how to say what she wanted to. "I love you too Addie... is there something wrong, you're scaring me here."Sam's words filled Addison's heart with even more love, she didn't know it was possible to love someone this much, and it was hard for her to accept someone loving her like that in return. "No, no Sam... there's nothing major going on, I was just thinking about a patient of mine who is pregnant. She doesn't want her baby, yet here I am wishing I could have a baby with you, and I can't." Sam watched Addison as the tears began to well up in her eyes. Sam scooted closer to Addison so that he was literally on top of her, or at least close enough that he was now looking down at her, "I just think me not being able to give you a child makes me half of what you deserve. I want to go all in, and somehow I feel I can't because children is a huge part of having a family." Sam wiped Addison's tears away as they fell, he hated seeing her in pain, and he felt helpless in this case, he couldn't reverse her barren status. " Addison, you not being able to bare a child doesn't bother me, there are other ways to have a family. We are together, and to me there isn't anything more important in my life right now."
Addison loved how much he cared, but was he just saying that; was he trying to spare her feelings? "Sam, I don't ever want to wake up without you in my life, and I think one day, you'll really want another child, and I can't give you that, I think you'll leave me..." Sam kissed Addison softly, this was the craziest thing she'd ever said, next to her thinking she's a horrible person. "Addison, I would never leave you...there's nothing that could make me want to leave you!" Addison smiled at Sam's words, and even though he sounded sincere, a part of her didn't believe him. "Sam, I want a baby, I stayed in a relationship with Pete because he had Lucas, but I want to make you happy, and without having children, how can I make you 100% happy?" Sam couldn't believe she'd thought that was what would make him happy, " Addison, you chose me, you chose to love me back and giving me 100% of you, and that's all I need. If one day, down the road we want kids we can adopt, or get a surrogate, or we could even get you the hormone treatment that could possibly give you the chance to have a child. Addison I chose you, and I decided to be with you knowing all your flaws, there's nothing u can do to push me away or make me run." Addison smiled again and planted a kiss on Sam lips, could he be anymore perfect? "I love you Sam...thank you!" Sam just smiled and pulled her into a hug until the tears ceased to exist. Later that morning Addison and Sam got dressed and made their way to the practice.
Although they'd talked everything out about Addison having a child with Sam, Addison still regretted not being able to give that to him. As she walked into her office there was Cynthia waiting to talk to her. "Cynthia...what are you doing here? I don't need to see you again for another month! Are you okay?" Cynthia just looked up at Addison with teary eyes, "I have no place to go... My mother put me out and the father of my baby doesn't want anything to do with me. The only person I know who could or would help me is you." Addison was shocked, what was she supposed to do for this girl? Addison just stared at the teary eyed girl and tried to think about her next step. "Ummm, I am sorry to hear that, you are 16, how can your mother just put you out?" Cynthia just shrugged her shoulders and continued to cry, she was scared, and she was hoping Addison knew what to do. " Okay, ummm how about this... how about you stay with me for a while... at least until we find you somewhere to go, or some kind of solution." Cynthia just jumped up and hugged Addison, she was so relieved, even if it was a temporary fix, it was better than what she had all day. Cynthia was young and going through some serious hardships. Addison monitored her during her entire pregnancy so far, and she'd started to bond with her, so it was just second nature for her to invite her into her home. "Is it alright if I leave you here while I go and see one of my patients... you can go home with me tonight, but I need to finish out my day..." The girl just nodded that it was okay and Addison left to go to the exam room.
Once Addison finished up with her patient she made her way to Sam's office. As she knocked on Sam's door and walked in, Sam looked up noticing her standing there. "Hey there beautiful." Sam said to Addison, as she blushed and walked closer to his desk where he was sitting. "Sam... I kinda have something I think we should to talk about." Sam gave Addison a worried glance and then looked back at his charts. "Ummm I have this patient who is 16 and her mother put her out... I kinda told her she could stay with me for a while until I figure out a way to help her..." Sam stopped what he was doing and was now giving her his full attention, " You did WHAT?" Addison shifted from the stance she'd been holding, "Sam, what was I supposed to do, just let her be homeless? She's pregnant Sam..." Sam just looked at Addison and shook his head, " What about a shelter, or a group home, or I mean anything other than housing a complete stranger?" Addison knew Sam was only looking out for her best interest, but she wished he could just understand she couldn't just point her in another direction, over the last 6 months she'd become attached to Cynthia. "Sam... I have been her doctor for 6 months, I feel like I know her, she's a sweet girl, please just understand!" Sam shook his head, this was crazy, ludicrous even, but he knew there was no use in arguing with her, she would win in the end anyway, it's her house, she can do what she wants. "Alright, I mean, is there anything you need from me?" Addison let a smile spread widely across her face. "Nope, just be at my house tonight to help me make her comfortable." Addison turned and walked out of Sam's office without allowing the discussion to continue any further. As Sam watched her leave he thought to himself, "God I love that woman... but sometimes... she can be so damn stubborn.' It was only 4:30pm and Sam had one last patient before the end of the day would come. He was regretting Addison's kind act, because now, alone time with her was out of the question; and that was something he was really looking forward to.
Addison was finished with all her patients from the day, and as Cynthia lay sleeping on Addison's couch, she collected all her belonging to go home before waking her. Once she'd gathered everything she walked over to Cynthia lightly shaking her awake. "Cyn... sweetie... it's time to go..." Addison said in almost a song. Cynthia woke up and stretched almost forgetting where she was, "Wha... where, where are we going?" Addison smiled down at her, "To my house, we'll sort everything out from there."Cynthia nodded in approval and grabbed Addison's extended hand to assist her getting up! As they made their way out of her office and down the hall, Addison stopped in Sam's office to grab him on her way downstairs. Sam quickly shut down his computer and turned off his lights and they left together. Not long after they arrived home; Addison went into her house with Cynthia as Sam ran to his house to get a few things before he came over to Addison's place. When Sam came back he took out two glasses from the kitchen cabinet and some red wine for him and Addison to sip on while they decided what to do about Cynthia! As Addison put Cynthia up in her spare bed room Sam went into Addison's living room and poured both glasses of wine as he sat on the couch waiting for her to return.
After Addison got cynthia settle in she asked, "Are you hungry? Is there anything you want or need before I leave? You re more than welcome to come downstairs where we are..." Cynthia shook her head, " No, I am good, I am just really tired, I think I'll just sleep now!" Addison smiled at her and before she turned to leave she asked, "What about school? Do you still attend school?" Cynthia nodded her head, "Yes! I go to an alternative school for pregnant girls... If it's okay, I need to use your phone in the morning, oh and I need your address so I can tell my bus where to pick me up from. " Alright, well the phone is down stairs in the kitchen, so when you get up I'll have the address written on a sheet of paper and next to the phone." Cynthia thanked Addison and laid down on the bed to go to sleep. Addison walked out of the spare bed room and downstairs to join Sam and drink her glass of wine."Hey baby..." Sam chimed as Addison walked into the living room where he was and sat on his lap. Sam wrapped his arms around her and held onto her as she drank her wine. "Sam... what do you think I should do about Cynthia... I mean, I couldn't just leave her." Sam wrapped his arms around her tighter, " That's something I love about you, you're so caring, even when it's not your responsibility, you take it on." Addison looked at Sam thinking about earlier, and how she loved him so. Addison wanted to have Sam's baby, but somehow taking care of this girl was filling that gap in her life to be a mother. "Baby, whatever you are comfortable with is fine with me, I just want to make sure you re okay, that's all I worry about." Addison smiled, "I love you!" Sam pulled her closer than before and said, " I love you too..." Addison still wasn't sure what to do with Cynthia, in her mind, she'd want to keep her with her until the baby was born, but she knew it would be better to place her somewhere before that time. There was just that part of her that wanted to see the baby, to have the presence of a baby around for her to play mommy again. "So help me here... what should I do with her? Is it logical to keep her here with me until the baby is born?" Sam looked up at Addison searching her eyes for how invested she was in this, and he could tell she was very invested. "Addison, that's another 3 months." Addison shifted herself on Sam's lap and released a harsh breath, " Yeah...I know! I just wish there was more I could do, I wish I didn't care so much, so I could let go. I don't know if I can just throw her in the system..." Sam and Addison just sat there like this a little while longer contemplating the right thing to do. The conversation continued on for a while, but in the end they just decided to keep Cynthia until they could come up with a better plan.
It was now midnight and way past Addison's bed time. She'd skipped dinner and spent the night in Sam's lap, worried over the teenage girl living in her spare bedroom. "Ready for bed?" Sam asked as if he could see Addison fighting to stay awake. "Mmhmm, can barely keep my eyes open..." Sam slowly got up and helped Addison to her feet. Addison wrapped her arms around Sam's neck and laid a kiss on his lips that aroused him. "Mmmm Addie, don't do that..." Addison smiled at Sam knowing the effect she had on him. Sam had a healthy sex drive, but Addison was the aggressor 90% of the time. "I just wanted to kiss you... is that so harmful?" Addison asked with a somewhat look of hurt planted on her face. Sam just smiled at her cuteness, " Addie... you know I love it when you kiss me, but it turns me on..." Addison smiled at Sam knowing this and continued to play hurt, " Is it alright if I kiss you again?" but before Sam could reply, Addison leaned forward and again planted an intense yet soft kiss on Sam's lips, this one lasting longer than the first one. Now it was too late, Sam needed her, he wanted her, she'd teased him too much and now his erection was growing. Sam grabbed his belt and unbuckled it followed by unzipping his pants and let them fall exposing his boxer and a bulge that needed to be reconciled. Addison quickly pulled back from Sam's lips with concern on her face, "Sam... we can't." Sam looked at Addison with confusion in his expression. "Why not?" Addison motioned up the stairs to the spare room where the 16 year old Cynthia was soundly asleep. "Cynthia is here, we can't do this here, what if she wakes up and comes down to you on top of me... can you say traumatized?" Sam was confused, this was her house and she could do whatever she wanted, "Addison, don't let Cynthia dictate what you can and can't be done in your own home...this is your house, she's a guest!"
Addison didn't care what Sam protested in this matter, sleeping with him on the living room floor was way too risky and just plane rude when you have company, "I'm sorry Sam, but it's my house and I think it's inappropriate!" Sam let Addison go and stepped back, he was way too aroused right now to be touching her, especially if they weren't going there. "Fine..." Sam said in an almost defeated sounding tone, he felt like he lost this fight, he just wished she hadn't teased him like she did, now he felt like he could plow through something he wanted her so badly, that's how much he needed her right now. Sam bent forward, reached down and grabbed his pants pulling them up and back on. As he buckled his pants and zipped them shut Addison could sense how upset he was, "Sam... please? Please don't be upset, I'll figure something out...I promise!" Sam grabbed Addison's face and kissed her lips passionately, "don't be sorry, I understand... no worries!" Addison was relieved that Sam understood, but she knew he still wanted her, and to be completely honest, she wanted him too. There was just something about being with Sam that just felt right, being close with him comforted her beyond anything she'd ever felt before, and more than anything right now, she would rather have been tangled in his embrace, that and only that could feel the way it did. As they hugged a little while longer, Addison pulled back and started to make her way up the stairs. As she turned she noticed that Sam wasn't following her, " Sam... come on..." Sam looked at her and smiled, he wanted to go, but he wanted to calm his arousal a bit more before he got into bed with Addison. " I think I am going to go grab a beer and chill down here for a little bit... I'll be up in a minute." Addison knew Sam needed the space, and she hated doing that to him, but it was what she felt was necessary. "Alright... Sam?" Sam looked up at Addison waiting for her to finish her sentence. "you're not mad are you?" Sam shook his head, " Of course not... I respect your choice, I just need to simmer down... you know I got the hots for you woman..." Sam smiled at Addison and Addison smiled back, she wanted him as much as he wanted her, but she was practicing being a mommy, putting the best interest of her child, well in this case Cynthia before her own needs and wants.
Sam turned the Tv on to music videos and relaxed himself on the couch while Addison went upstairs and checked on Cynthia before turning in to bed. About thirty minutes later, Addison was almost soundly asleep, Sam made his way to their bedroom. As he walked in he could tell Addison needed his warmth next to her, so he stripped to nothing but his boxers and climbed in next to her. As he wrapped his arms around her she mumbled, "I love you sam..." A smile spread across Sam's face... he pulled her in closer and enjoyed the warmth of her body against his, " I love you too Addison... And I never want to experience life without you again...never." Sam was sure Addison was asleep, but he hoped she heard him, because he meant that statement more than anything, and he needed her to understand she meant the world to him. Sam nibbled on Addison's ear and moved his kisses down her neck, Addison stirred a little, but not enough to fully wake up, Sam planted a final kiss on her head as he continued to lay there and just think. Before he knew it Sam too had fallen fast asleep.
The next morning Sam woke up before Addison, he remembered the girl in Addison's spare bedroom. So he got up and went to check on her, as he reached her door he knocked, being respectful of the fact she was indeed a female and he was male. When there was no answer Sam opened the door slowly and peeked in to find Cynthia was no longer in there. Sam turned and made his way downstairs hoping she was there. As he turned the corner into the kitchen he saw Cynthia standing there on the phone and holding a piece of paper. As she hung up the phone Sam smiled and walked into the kitchen. "Hey." Cynthia looked at Sam and smiled back, "Hey... I tried to be quiet, my bus should be here soon to pick me up!" Sam looked at her confused, " It's 6:20 in the morning... isn't that early?" Cynthia smiled at Sam and explained, " Well it takes almost an hour to get there, and class starts at 8:30am so we have to get picked up early." Sam nodded in understanding, " Are you hungry? Would you like me to fix you something? Cynthia just shook her head at Sam, " No thank you, they feed us at school...But thank you, seriously." Sam waited with Cynthia until her bus arrived and waved goodbye as she left. Once she was gone Sam made his way up to Addison's room and got back into bed with her. Immediately she snuggled back up to him. Sam reached over and turned her alarm clock off and laid there with her until he nodded off again.
A little while later Sam woke up and looked over Addison at the clock, it read 8am. Sam pulled the covers back and inched his way down midway down the bed and turned Addison on her back. Sam did this slowly, to be sure he didn't wake her, at least not yet. Sam slowly pulled Addison's underwear down and replaced them with his mouth. Not wanting to wake her just yet, he slowly licked and sucked on her clitoris very softly almost barely touching her. Sam felt Addison move a little beneath him, he hiked her leg up further so he could have a better view. Sam's movements became more and more apparent as Addison began to stir. Addison slowly felt herself coming out of her coma, but there was an amazing feeling between her legs and her stomach tightened making her breath catch in her throat. Sam began to lick Addison's clitoris with more attention to his speed and he attacked one particular spot that he knew drove her crazy. Addison's back arched and hips bucked as her eyes shot open and her hand went to cup Sam's head without intent or direction. Addison began to moan as her hips began to rock into Sam's mouth. "aaaah... mmmmmmmmmm... aaahhhhhh!" Was all Addison could say to contest Sam's actions. The sight of Sam's bald head between her legs always did turn Addison on, as she looked down seeing him hungrily massaging her middle and sapping her juices up like sweet nectar. Sam began to moan into Addison's skin giving Addison a vibrating feel which only quickened her breathing as the sensation intensified. Addison felt herself tensing, the feeling was so amazing, she was so caught up in the feeling that she forgot about Cynthia and didn't want it to stop. "Ssssss oh God...Sam..." Sam sped up his pace and let his mouth create extra saliva making his tongue more slippery as he licked. "Yes...yes...yes...oh sam..." Addison breathlessly whispered to Sam as she tried to take back control of her breathing. Sam took his tongue, flattened it against her clitoris and while applying pressure he let his tongue slide back and forth around. Now Sam had Addison where he wanted her, and as he grabbed hold of her waist and held her in place he returned his tongue back to licking in tight circles at a very quick pace. Addison no longer could fight the sensation and had no choice but to release. "Uhhhhh shit... Sam... mmmmmmmmmmm, shit...shit...shit...yes!" Was all she got out as she dug her nails into Sam's shoulders and her eyes retreated to the back of her head. Soon her body shook beneath Sam and she released all over his mouth. As Addison came down from her high Sam left little kisses all over her inner thighs and made sure he cleaned all her juiced off of her before he removed his mouth.
Sam got up and smiled at Addison who now noticed how loud she'd been. Now that she'd returned to reality she remembered that Cynthia was down the hall and probably heard her. " Oh my God...Sam... Cynthia probably heard the entire thing... I told you we couldn't..." but before Addison could finish her lecture to Sam, he climbed up to her face and took her lips in his, cutting off her words. "Sssshhh... everything is okay. Cynthia didn't hear anything, she left for school about an hour and a half ago. I saw her off, everything is fine..." Addison released a harsh breath, relieved that they were alone and pulled Sam in for a passionate kiss, thankful he'd taken care of everything. " Thank you Sam... I should have known..." But Sam began to kiss her again not allowing her to fully thank him. "I wouldn't have done it knowing how you felt about it... Addie I understand your reasoning..." Addison relaxed in Sam's arms and they enjoyed each other a little while longer, both dreading having to leave this moment and go to work soon. " Hey..." Addison said as she looked at Sam with bashful eyes, " Yes..." Sam said in between kisses. " What does your schedule for today look like?" Sam tilted his head as he thought, "Well, nothing too important... why?" Addison smiled at Sam and pulled his lips in hers. "Well I was thinking we could...maybe...take the day off... have a picnic, go somewhere... enjoy each other...?" Sam smiled at Addison, as he leaned forward he passionately kissed her. Sam, so many times, had wanted to randomly take a day off and spend it with her, but he never thought she'd go for it. "You're serious?" Addison just nodded, "You... you want to take a day off?" Addison couldn't help but laugh at Sam's confusion, was it that hard for him to see her play hooky? Sam continued to kiss Addison, and as they lay there discussing the day ahead, Sam decided he would call in for both of them. They continued to talk and relished in what they'd experience together, this would be the first of many great days...
