A/N: I'm gonna talk about Bones again. The first episode back from the hiatus was tonight and those writers are just evil. I cried three times. Those writers are evil. On the other hand two of the demon writers retweeted me though so...Anyway I've decided Cyndi Lauper and James Roday need to do a movie together as Shawn and Avalon. Someone write that crossover fic immediately and give me some credit.

Anywho-onto the fanfiction at hand! Shoutout to Me122334 for threatening my life for almost killing Jules twice already . hehe I'm an evil writer too apparently. Hopefully you guys enjoy the chapter! Once again, I shall also beg you to review! I've been trying to reply to most of them via PM because I'm too lazy to type it out here. Now, without further mindless talking, I present more fanfiction!

"No I'm not leaving! What happened?!" More nurses and doctors rush in. One drags in a cart and I recognize the paddles to restart hearts. Dad comes in to the room and hauls me out.

"Shawn! You can't do anything right now they need room to work. Freaking out won't solve anything. Calm down!" Karen comes running from around the corner. Gus follows close behind her.

"What happened? Is she OK?" Gus starts talking first, cutting off whatever conversation he had on the phone with a snappy "Just get here!" and hung up.

"Her heart stopped again." I could barely say the words. It shouldn't have even happened once. If the first time was unbearable this was even worse. This was my fault.

"Kid, it's not your fault." Everyone asks all the time if it's cool having a dad that's so in tune with everything. The answer is always no. I ignore him. He grabs my arm and pulls me a few feet away from everyone else. I don't fight that hard though. "Listen to me Shawn. It's not your fault." He whispers

"Dad do you hear yourself?! Of course it's my fault. I try to do the thing that all these adults expect me to do-what I should do, and her heart stops. She gets excited, her heart speeds up, and it stops! I should have waited."

"Okay now listen to me right now. There's no way you can know it's because of the engagement. She just woke up there's nothing you could've done. They hadn't even run tests on her heart yet."

"I should have picked up on something. I pick up on everything…"

"So do I. Does that mean it's my fault too? Everyone thought she was just a little in shock. Still out of it maybe. So don't go blaming yourself for things you didn't do. Because if you can't be strong right now you can't go in there."

Damn it all he's right. I breathe in. "Okay. Let's go wait." We walk over and I sit down again with everyone else and close my eyes.

"Capture them here, and keep them here unless you like taking blurry photos of your espresso at some random café"-And that was the first time we kissed. It was electric, it was lightning in a bottle, it was magical for lack of a better term. Then we didn't talk for a week. And finally, Canada. Breaking up with Declin, almost leaving me forever. "Some people just don't fit…" but we did.

"It's okay the way things are." They weren't. I couldn't live like that.

"...I've been thinking about getting a car". And that was perfect. The smile, the kiss, and everything else since. Even the fights and our break period. Perfect.

I'm snapped out of my memories when I hear the door open. I jump up and see Dr. Holt walk out. "Holt, what's going on?" Everyone else gathers around me. At some point Lassie and Marlowe got here, they must have put Lillie upstairs again.

"As I'm sure you know her heart stopped again. We were able to restart it within a sixty second period so there should be no damage done. We also performed some heart tests while we were in there and the reason this happened wasn't caused by the first cardiac episode. We think there might be some debris floating around in her rib cage area, causing the breathing and heart problems. Basically while she was out, her heart rate stayed the same, but when a person wakes up, the heart rate increases and so does the breathing, then she layed back down, and her heart rate started to slow again. All this made that debris move around. And eventually it hit something. Once she's stable we'll do some scans. Depending on the size of the object we might be able to pull it out without even opening her up. A microscopic incision. You can go in now Shawn. But I'm afraid the rest of you will have to wait out here for awhile until we're done with our tests." Karen glares at him. "And of course you, Chief." He smiled nervously. Vick and I walk in. Lisa and the other interns, whatever their names were, were all bent over computers and clipboards. Lisa smiles at me. "We made sure your spot's open." I nod.

"Thanks." Again I steel myself and look at Juliet. She looks even smaller than before. "Jules…" I sit in my seat, grab her hand, and try to push away my guilt. Karen sits by the door and looks like she's fighting off tears.

"We have everything we need Shawn. Call the nurse when she wakes up, and we'll be back for tests. Everyone else can come in if you're okay with it." Lisa approaches me slowly, like she's talking to someone who's already lost everything.

"Thanks. Go ahead and let them in." She nods and walks out.

"She'll fight this off," Karen says. I just sigh, not in the mood to pretend there was anything about this situation that had a brightside.

Everyone files in and sits down, just waiting for Juliet to wake up. I lean back in my chair and eventually fall asleep.

A/N: She's still alive, Me122334, so does that mean I can live too?

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