A/N: WARNING THE FOLLOWING STORY MIGHT MAKE YOU SAD. PLEASE STOP NOW IF YOU DON'T WANNA BE SAD. :[

Kendall POV

It was 9:50 am and Carlos was still not at practice. Last night was just terrible for him and Logan to say the least. James and I had decided not to tell Carlos and Logan yet about our relationship because of the circumstances. Carlos had stayed in his room the rest of the night after his dad left. I had asked Logan if it was alright to tell James everything that happened and James promised to keep quiet. Logan told us what had happened in the alley and how he heard Carlos release his anger on a vase. When we tried to wake Carlos up this morning he said that he'd be up in time, but he was almost already 2 hours late.

Logan POV

I hadn't realized how much I had hurt Carlos…and myself. He wouldn't even wake up this morning and was late to practice.

I sighed. "I'm sorry you guys, it's my fault that Carlos is acting like this." I told Kendall and James.

"Nah it's not your fault buddy, you know Carlos he'll be running thru that door any minute now with his helmet on his head acting like nothing even happened." James said with a fake smile.

I gave him a weak smile. "I sure hope so." I whispered.

"WHERE IS THE OTHER DOG?" Gustavo had asked for the 100th time.

"We told you Gustavo! He didn't feel well this morning so we let him sleep in a little, he said he'd be here later though." Kendall said with a worried expression.

"WHY CAN'T HE JUST BE A MAN AND COME TO PRACTICE!" Gustavo roared.

As if on cue Carlos walked in the room, and he looked sooo hot. He had on jeans that fit perfectly around his legs; a tight red shirt that showed off his sexy six pack with a black leather jacket on top and his hair was the right amount of messy….he looked like a badass. Carlos pulled Gustavo by the shirt and pushed him against the wall.

"Don't be talking shit about me behind my back! I showed up so I don't see what the big deal is!" He let go of Gustavo's shirt and went into the recording booth. Kelly and Gustavo both had a shocked look on their faces.

"Uhmm…okay guys we need to practice harmonies today so uh do your warm-up exercises." Gustavo said calmly. We started warming up our voices.

Carlos looked at us. We flinched. He smirked. "Sorry for being late." He said with a laugh.

Practice had gone smoothly even with Carlos's weird behavior. I had to fix this though. I missed the happy dorky Carlos so I went to go talk to him about it.

When I approached him he raised his eyebrows and said "'Sup." I smiled weakly at him. "Carlos, man I'm really sorry about—""Woah woah dude, it's all good!" Carlos said hitting me on the back a little too hard. "I don't know what my deal was yesterday, I probably ate too much." He laughed but it wasn't his laugh. My Carlos had a laugh that made people smile. This one just sounded mocking and rude. "Ha...yeah so are we cool?" I asked. "Yeah... I guess?" Carlos sounded like it was more like a question than an answer. Suddenly Camille walked by us. "Aye man you still like Camille?" Carlos asked jabbing me in the ribs. "I—" I tried to say something but before I could Carlos said "Cool man!" and started walking towards Camille.

Carlos POV

I've told myself that I shouldn't give a fuck what Gustavo tells me. Who cares if he fires me? I could get signed by someone else in a heartbeat. Logan came to talk to me to see if I was alright. HA. Like he actually cared. He meant nothing to me now. I saw Camille walk past me and Logan. She looked fineee and I had heard that Logan liked her…time to piss him off!

I walked up to Camille. "Hey Camille, you're looking very beautiful today!" I said smiling.

"Aw thanks Carlos." She said blushing a little.

"So, I was wondering maybe you and me can go out sometime to see a movie or something." I said as I looked deep into her eyes trying to hypnotize her with my good looks.

She took a moment to respond. "I'd love to!" she finally said.

"Great! How bout we see a movie tomorrow at 7!" I said winking at her. "Sounds like a plan to me!" she giggled. "Alright see ya later gorgeous." I said walking away.

"You're only doing this to forget about Logan," my thoughts said. "No I'm not." I mumbled. "So you don't miss hanging out with him every free day….seeing that crooked smile…having him help you with your homework…." "NO!SHUT UP!" I yelled while I was still in the lobby.

Everyone in the lobby went silent and looked at me. I laughed nervously. "I'm talking on a headset…I'm not crazy you guys." Some looked as if they believed me, others looked skeptical. I walked up to the guys who all looked at me funny. "

What!" I asked with an annoyed face. "Nothing! Nothing." James said smiling. "I got a date with Camille," I said raising my eyebrows up and down. "Imma get some!" I said laughing and high fiving James. Kendall looked at James and rolled his eyes.

Logan rolled his eyes too and said angrily, "I gotta go to the library so see you guys later!" and he walked away obviously mad. He's so cute when he gets all nerdy and mad. Said my thoughts.

I shook the thoughts away. I should be happy, I had pissed him off. Kendall and James told me to follow them somewhere. "Aight!" I said like it was whatever.

They took me to the corner of the Palmwoods where no one was. "What's going on!" Kendall and James said in unison. "Pshhh what you mean what's going on!" I said acting like I didn't know. "You're gonna 'get some' from Camille?" Kendall asked yelling in an angry tone. "Yeaaaahh man imma tap that!" I said laughing. Then Kendall unexpectedly slapped me. I looked at him with my mouth open and my brows furrowed. "What the fu—" I started to say. "Shut up Carlos!" Kendall said angrily. "What's your problem! I know you love Logan! I know you're doing this bad boy cover up to get his attention! And you're dating Camille to piss him off! What is your problem Carlos!Dammit!" Kendall looked really angry and was breathing heavy. "I do not love him!" I yelled back him. I was so angry and I was gonna explode. "HOW CAN I LOVE SOMEONE WHO REJECTED ME THE WAY HE DID!YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND! AND KENDALL DON'T TRY TO ACT LIKE YOU KNOW ME! I'M ME! THIS IS CARLOS! I'VE BEEN TOO NICE TO ALL YOU BASTARDS! AND YOU ALL STEP ALL OVER ME AND BLAME THIS SHIT ON ME! I'M SICK OF IT!" with that I walked away from them crying. I didn't want them to see me cry so I walked away fast.

James POV

I just stood there and watched Carlos yell at my boyfriend. I didn't know what to do. When Carlos had walked away I looked at Kendall. He looked shocked. "I'm sorry, I should've defended you and—" I tried to apologize. "James, it's okay…Carlos is right. We do step all over him. It's all our faults."

Logan POV

I walked toward the car Gustavo had bought us. I was crying. I sat in the car and tried to stop crying. Gosh…why does it have to be like this? I want the old Carlos back. I thought. Carlos had tried to make me jealous by asking Camille out. Oh he made me jealous alright, but it was because Camille got to go on a date with him, the boy I was in love with…or at least I thought I was. I sighed. I wanted to go to the library to clear my head so I put the key in the ignition and turned it.

The car roared to life and the radio turned on….and of course Carlos and me's song was on! "…when he's the one I'll come undone, and my world will stop spinning!" "Fuck!" I turned the radio off. "What are you trying to tell me!" I yelled at the radio and started crying again. I never knew that you could go thru so much pain over someone you loved. I turned the car off and I got out. I was much too depressed to go anywhere. I walked away from the parking lot and I saw Carlos making out with one of the Jennifers. Right then and there is when I lost it.

Carlos POV

I was so frustrated. Kendall had just pissed me off. That foo thought he knew everything about everyone. I walked to the pool to clear my head. That's when I saw the Jennifers walking in slow motion. I sat on a chair by the pool as they walked by and they said, "Don't even think about it." In unison. "HA! Please like I'm gonna waste my time on some snob ass bitches like you three! I mean I realized that I can get any kind of girl that I want! So you little snobs can just go prancing around like you're the shit and nobody's gonna care! Because in the end all you are are little insecure girls!" I said feeling very proud of myself. The blonde Jennifer looked at me disgusted and said "Whatever, I don't care what you say!" then she snapped and walked away with the anorexic Jennifer. But the black Jennifer stayed and said to me, "No one has ever had the guts to tell us something like that… and you're right….wanna make out?" I thought about Logan and decided that making out would make me forget him and told her, "Yup!"

Logan POV

"HEY JENNIFER GET OFF OF HIM!" I yelled, I was ready to beat her ass if she didn't move. Carlos and Jennifer broke from the kiss and looked at me.

"Wtf do you want?" Carlos asked with a mix of emotions on his face.

"I want YOU to be NORMAL!" I said walking up to him and grabbing him by the shirt.

Jennifer looked at us and said ,"OMG if you guys are gonna fight, I am so outta here. " and she walked away fast. Carlos shoved me and I fell on the floor. If we were going to fight it wouldn't have been fair. I was always the weakest and Carlos was the strongest.

"Why are you here Logan! What it wasn't enough seeing me cry or hearing me break vases! What do you want Logan! WHAT!"

He started walking towards me although I was still on the floor. I got up from the floor. "I want you Carlos."

The tears welled up in my eyes and I grabbed him by his jacket and pulled him into a passionate kiss. I felt him hit me upside the head and pull away from me. I felt like I had died inside. "Stop Logan! Stop playing with my emotions just get away from me!" he yelled and I could hear the hurt in his voice.

I walked towards the street crying but stopped in the middle of the street. then I turned around to face him. I wasn't going to give up on him. "Carlos I'm not playing with your emotions! I love you! I really do!" I saw his eyes widen and at first I thought it was because of what I had said. Then I realized that a huge truck was speeding towards me and was about to hit me. "LOGAN!" I heard a choked up voice cry and then I felt an impact.

The impact wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. Was I dead? Alive? I didn't know. Suddenly I heard a voice. "Logan…logan.. please be okay Logan…" the voice sounded weak but sad. I opened my eyes to see that Carlos was by me and we were both in the road. He was trying desperately to stay up but I looked at him and saw that his eyes were closing and there was blood dripping from his head. "CARLOS!" I yelled unexpectedly . "Oh…thank God you're okay." Carlos said as if he were in pain. "Carlos we need to get you to a hospital." I said as I searched for my phone. "I don't know if I can hang much longer Logie…I think I have a concussion and I can't stay awake much longer." I had taught Carlos all about concussions, he told me he would never get one because of his helmet. Where was his helmet now?...On my head. Carlos had pushed me out of the way of the truck and put his helmet on my head to protect me when we fell on the pavement. "Please Carlos! Stay awake! I love you!" I was sobbing so hard now as I dialed 911.

I told them what had happened and they came quickly. I had kept Carlos awake the whole time while he was put into the ambulance. They had told me that I couldn't ride with him.

Carlos POV

I had saved Logan's life. The truck was hauling ass down the street. I jumped on Logan pushing him out of the way of the truck and putting my helmet on him before we hit the pavement. I was now in an ambulance. Possibly going to die. I tried and tried to stay awake I felt my eyes get heavy and heard a strange long beep…

A/N: I'm if this wasn't as good as other chapters! I've been really tired and busy and I tried to find some time to write this so I hoped it's good and I hope you like it! :] Reviews are very much appreciated! :] Is Carlos gonna die…? :o