Authors note: There are some lemons and limes a head. Not to give too much away but I tried to keep it tasteful.
Recap-
I walked back into my room wrapped in my towel and guess who was lying on my bed.
Chapter 7: The forbidden kisses
I walked back into my room to find Jasper waiting for me on my bed. He's been in here like, what, at least a million times before but this time felt different. The way his eyes watched me was different too.
"Jasper! You scared the crap out of me! What are you doing here? I thought you were hanging with Em, tonight?" I asked as I walked over to my dresser and grabbed my night clothes.
"Do you mind?" I asked him before he could even answer me at all. Jasper turned his back to me but he never left me bed.
"You know Bella, I've seen you before, right?" Jazz said.
"No, you haven't," I answered, Jasper laughed.
"Okay, maybe it was only in my dreams," he said. "Anyway Bells, we need to finish our talk without any little interruption," Jasper said.
"Do you mean Ali?" I snapped back.
"Yeah, kinda, don't get me wrong I do like her, I like her a lot but Bells, I'm in love with you," Jasper said as he grabbed my hand and pulled me onto my bed beside him.
"Jasper, what do you want me to say? Did I want to get you and Ali together? Yes! Am I super jealous about it now? Yes! I don't understand why I feel this way. We tried and kissed at my party and it was like kissing Em or something. Then today, when you kissed me it was not. I wanted you to kiss me, I wanted it a lot," I told him looking at the floor. Jasper, I love you, I just didn't think I was in love with you, but I also like Edward and he knows how I feel. I won't lie to him, if he and I end up a couple, I won't lie to either one of you," I said still not looking at Jasper.
"You wanted me to kiss you, Bells? I've wanted to kiss you like that for so long. I know that you like Edward, who doesn't? All the girls at school think he's cute. I like Ali too, I have known her from birth, but she is not you," Jasper said.
"Jasper, we can't hurt her. Maybe we can still, I don't know hang out and just see where things go?" I asked Jasper. He smiled at me and wrapped his arm around me and pulled me closer to him.
"Can we pick up where we left off before?" Jasper asked while he stared into my eye. Then he bent down and placed his mouth to my neck.
He started kissing softly up my throat and up my jaw line. He's driving me crazy! My body was calling out to him and I think I would have die if he wasn't kissing and touching me right now.
"Jasper," I whispered. He had me breathless. "I don't know if we should be doing this," I told him.
"Bells you think too much, just go with what your heart and your body wants," Jasper said.
He has a point, so I did, I started kissing him back and my heart was beating so fast that I was sure Emmett and Rosalie could hear it from Em's room down the hall.
"Bella, I want you, but if you don't want me that's okay, we can just kiss and hold each other," Jasper said into my ear.
'Am I ready for that stage? If it was with anyone, Jasper would be a good first, but how would Edward act if he knew and what about Ali?' I almost didn't care, I wanted Jasper, I needed him and he's the perfect match for me in every way but he's not Edward and did I like Edward in the same way? Could I?
I was lost in my own mind, but my body was calling to Jasper, so I gave in.
"Jasper, I want you to kiss me, I want you to touch me, please," I begged him.
We continued to kiss and then I let things further. Jasper's hands moved to the bottom of my towel and I raised my arms so that it fell off me showing Jasper all of me in my naked glory.
I should have been shy and try to cover myself, but I felt so comfortable with Jasper and plus, I knew that my body was rocking, I work hard at it.
I pulled at Jasper's shirt and he helped me lift it over his head. Man, he's got such a great body, rock hard from all the swimming and running he does.
Jasper started placing kisses down my chest and he took one of breast into his hand and then in his mouth. I moaned and leaned into him and started running kisses down his neck and all over his chest.
"Bella, we can stop if you want to," Jasper whispered between kisses up and down my body.
"No Jasper, I'm sure this is right, we should be each other's first. We'll work everything else out later," I told him as I pressed my lips to his again even harder than before.
I started to pull at Jasper's pants and he was shaking almost as much as my hands were. "Let me help," he said as he pushed them off and I got a firsthand look at the great Jasper Hale in all his beautiful glory.
We looked each other in the eyes, our lips met, and Jasper touched my face with his left hand and he held his right hand on my side, with his eyes he asked me if I was sure and I bite his lower lip slightly and then kissed him with more passion then I had ever kissed anyone with before.
The moment was right and Jasper and I were making love. The emotion and feelings coming from my heart, my mind, and mostly my body was indescribable.
Everything in my life changed in that moment as did Jasper's and there was no turning back now.
Over the next hour we spent together in each other's arms, kissing, bonding, and making love. After we were done Jasper laid down next to me, both of us covered in sweat..
Then he kissed my nose and smiled at me. "Thanks, Bella that was, I don't know, no wonder Em and Rose sneak off all the time," Jasper said.
I laughed and smiled at him. Then I reached over and hugged him and told him "You're welcome and how great was that?"
"Bells, I know I shouldn't say this but, I love you."
"I know Jazzy, wanta go again?"
Jasper smiled at me, kissed my forehead, and told me to give him a minute.
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Thanks for reading .Hope it wasn't too bad, lol. Thanks to Strawberry9212 for being my beta.
Don't worry there will be more Edward and Bella time coming up, but will she share this night she spent with Jasper or will she keep it to herself? Please review and let me know if you think she should be with Edward or Jasper?
Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or none of SM characters. I just play in there world.
