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Chapter 7 Dimitri's Head!
Dimitri's POV
During the drive to the mall, I decided to listen to my 80's music. I turned on the radio, to my normal station, the song playing just had to be Walk like an Egyptian by The Bangles. I laughed internally at what Roza would probably think of this song.
My thoughts were interrupted by the Princess Valissa's laughter from the backseat. I looked in the rear view mirror seeing Novice Castile and Prince Ozera trying the best they can, in the car, to dance the an Egyptian. Princess Valissa was looking like she was about to either pee her pants or cry from laughing so hard.
Everyone was singing along with the song. I started too as well after a little of convincing from Princess Valissa. Soon after Novice and Prince fell asleep, followed by the Princess. Then the car was quiet except the sound of the radio.
At the mall, after separating in groups, I followed as far guard. I watched carefully, with out anyone noticing. After a while I notice Adrian walking toward a jewelry store. I watch him walk into it and talk to the woman behind the counter. I wonder what he has up his sleeve. I already noticed Roza's new piece of jewelry, the necklace.
Besides the fact that I know it's from Adrian, It looks stunning on her. I wish I could afford gifts like that for her. I watch him looking into glass cases. I try to get as close as I can with out being noticed by everyone else, especially Adrian.
Once I can see what is in the case, I am in shock by what I see. Rings, to be more specific it looks like engagement rings. What the hell is he going to do? Propose? What the F*ck!? Great! I storm over to my original position and let my imagination get the best of me. She is getting closer and closer to him every moment. I know that she is in love with him and him with her. I know he can give her children and I can not. I know that she could possibly be happier with him but I want Roza all to myself.
I know that I am being selfish but I really can't help it. I love her so much. I am currently trying to get a position at the court so that we can still see each other with out involving the Princess.
On the last loop through the mall we changed groups and Roza searched for her dress for the dance. I have I feeling that she will be going with Adrian. I kept close as she tried dress after dress. At one of the stores she took longer than normal in the dressing room. Prince grew impatient and yell to her to hurry up. She came out a moment later with a beautiful ruby red floor length dress on. It was breathtakingly beautiful on her. I wanted to take her back into that dressing room and take that right off her among other things.
She smiled seeing my reaction. Great! Now she knows I was thinking dirty thoughts and I was caught with my mouth hanging open. Christian and I agree that this is the dress.
Finally! We are done shopping. I thought too soon. Princess wants to Karaoke, Perfect! She goes up first singing Rinse by Vanessa Carlton. I was listening intently as she sang and watched the Princes never take her eyes off Roza during it, like she is singing it just for her.
She'd do anything to sparkle in his eye
She would suffer, she would fight, and compromise
Is that really how Roza thinks about me. She is fighting with herself over her feelings for me.
She's been wishin' on the stars that shine so bright
For answers to the questions that will haunt her tonight
Just listening to the Princess sing this song about how Roza feels about me, makes a lump form in my throat and I reach for a glass of water and take a quick drink to try not to cry.
She must rinse this all away
She can't hold him this way
She must rinse this all away
She can't love him this way
I know that she must rinse me away for her to be happy. Maybe that is all she needs. She needs Adrian to make things less complicated, but could I really just give her up?
How she'd be soothed, how she'd be saved if he could see
She needs to be held in his arms to be free
But everything happens for reasons that she will never understand
'til she knows the heart of a woman will never be found in the arms of a man
Even the water I tried to swallow won't make the lump in my throat go away. During the song I haven't really been able to look away from Roza for very long. Soon she looks over noticing that I am looking intently at her and smiles sadly as if confirming my guesses about why the Princess is singing this song to her. I return the same sad smile knowing that soon she will move on with out me.
She must rinse this all away
She can't hold anybody this way
She must rinse this all away
She can't love him
And if she runs away she fears she won't be followed
What could be the worse than leaving something behind
And as the depth of oceans slowly become shallow
It's loneliness she finds
If only he was hers (changed)
I know that at the rate that Roza and I are going that it isn't going to end with smile but in tears. I need to let her go, so that she can be free. I love her enough to let her go.
She'd do anything to sparkle in his eye
She would suffer, she would fight, and compromise
She's been wishin' on the stars that shine so bright
For answers to the questions that will haunt her tonight
I need to let her go, she deserves it.
She must rinse him
She must rinse him
She can't rinse him
She can't rinse him
She can't, she won't, she must rinse him
She can't, she won't, she must rinse him
She must rinse this all away
She can't hold him this way
She must rinse this all away
She can't love him this way
Since she can't let me go, I will be the better man and let her go. She deserves the best and Adrian is it. He can and will make her extremely happy. If not then I will always be here for her no matter what.
As the song came to an end Princess walks over to Roza and hugs her sincerely. The Princess looks over to me over Roza's shoulder and smiles sadly and I smile and turn towards Alberta and carry on a meaning less conversation; anything to think of something different.
Next Mr. Ozera sings an excellent loving song, I'll Go On Loving You By Alan Jackson. I see the Princess beam, Roza and Adrian catch my eye as it looks like they are into an intimate conversation with how close they are to one another and the way his arms are wrapped around her. At first glance you'd think they were a couple. I feel an ache in my chest but I turn towards Mr. Ozera to listen to his song to try to stop the pain.
After he is finished with his dedication to the Princess, they have an affectionate moment. I over hear Adrian say he is going up next and also say directly to Roza. "Little Damphir, I am going to sing this song for you! I hope you smile and listen to the truth!" She laughs at this but I can tell that she loves him just by the look in her eyes.
He was announced and started to sing You Are by Jimmy Wayne
Baby when I look at you
You know it breaks my heart in two
How beautiful you are
He's got that right!
I've seen you in a million dreams
Now you're finally here with me
We will never be apart
I knew that he loved her, just as she loves him. They deserve each other, They deserve to be happy. I look over to Roza and she looks like she is about to burst into tears of happiness.
I wanna hold you forever
That's all I'll ever need
You are my love
You are my life
My heart and soul
The truest friend I've ever known
You are my world
All of my dreams
My fantasy, my reality
I love everything you are
...Yes I do...
Every time i close my eyes
It hits me so deep inside
How real this feeling is
I'm intoxicated by your touch
It's a sweet, sweet rush
I'm in love with your kiss
You're the one i trust the most
You changed me
You are my love
You are my life
My heart and soul
The truest friend I've ever known
You are my world
All of my dreams
My fantasy, my reality
I love everything you are
You are my love
You are my life
My heart and soul
The truest friend I've ever known
You are my world
All of my dreams
My fantasy, my reality
I love everything you are
Everything, I love everything you are Rose!
I noticed that he added Rose to the last part, I don't know if she heard it. After the song Roza rushes to meet him at the edge of the stage. Adrian rushes to met her and picks her up into his arms, into an intimate hug, while whispering to each other.
I watch as Roza steadies herself to be set down but by the look of it, they might fall over. Then I notice Adrian has other plans, dipping her into a passionate kiss. She quickly complies and that goes on for a little while until the Princess interrupts them. Now it is Roza's turn. I wonder what song she will sing. I know that it will be for Adrian though.
I didn't know the song that she chose so I listen closely to the lyrics. The title was When I look at you by Miley Cyrus. She has such a beautiful voice I am mesmerized with in moments.
When I look at you by Miley Cyrus
Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long
Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy...
She has that right! Damn she is so gorgeous!
Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
I am a little hurt that this song is for Adrian but I am happy that someone can do this for her. She needs someone that can be her everything even if it isn't me.
When the waves are flooding the shore
and I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you
When I look at you I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone.
Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
and I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you
You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that
Cover me, all I need
Every breath that I breathe don't you know
You're beautiful...
Yea Yea Yea
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you
I look at you
Yea Yea Oh
You appear just like a dream to me.
After she finished her song, everyone in the whole bar is standing and clapping excitedly. She is an amazing singer and puts all that she has in everything that she does. She just sung her heart out and I was happy to see that smile on her face as everyone in the crowd stood and cheered for her. Adrian waited off to the side for her to walk off the stage. She walked closely back to the table. I was going to let her go, I would always lover her but I want her to be the happiest she can be.
I don't know how that next but happened but some how I ended up on the stage singing. Weird I know but somehow I have a feeling it has something to do with the Princess. I sang Maybe Tomorrow by Stereophonics.
I've been down and
I'm wondering why
These little black clouds
Keep walking around
With me
With me
It wastes time
And I'd rather be high
Think I'll walk me outside
And buy a rainbow smile
But be free
They're all free
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
I look around at a beautiful life
Been the upper side of down
Been the inside of out
But we breathe
We breathe
I wanna breeze and an open mind
I wanna swim in the ocean
Wanna take my time for me
All me
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
After I was finished the Princess begged for one last song and wanted to do a duet with Roza. I was a little too happy to hear Roza's beautiful singing voice again. I look over at Roza and find her smiling at me. I smile sadly back trying to not let her know what I am thinking, but I see the flash over understanding in her eyes. She knows that I want her to be happy, even if that means with Adrian.
The Princess chose the song and they looked ready for anything. They each got mics and moved the mic pole off the stage to give themselves more room. I had a feeling we were going to get a whole show. The song is Give It to Me Right by Melanie Fiona.
Princess-
Okay, okay,
He's got my number and
You can't, you can't
Warn me baby here I am
Either you make the time
Or just forget me
Roza-
I'm not, I'm not
Tryna run your life
That's why, that's why
I'm nobody's wife
But when I want, when I want it
You gotta be ready
Princess-
I don't want it all the time,
But when I get it,
I better be satisfied
Both-
So give it to me right,
Or don't give it to me at all
Roza-
I don't think you understand,
How real it is for me to find
A man who thinks he can
Both-
So give it to me right,
Or don't give it to me at all
yeah yeah
Princess-
On time, on time
I expect you to be
Oh my, oh my
Baby in my fantasy
You can't get it right,
Then just forget it
Roza-
No ways okay
For you to go around
uh uh, today
You better make a touch down
You know what I like,
Won't you accept it
Princess-
I don't want it all the time,
But when I want it,
You better make me smile
Both-
So give it to me right,
Or don't give it to me at all
Roza-
I don't think you understand,
If you can't please me,
I know someone who can
Both-
Give it to me right,
Or don't give it to me at all
Princess-
This is the real life baby
This is the life that makes me say
Both-
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Roza-
This is the real thing baby
When I'm alone I can make me say
Both-
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Princess-
I don't want it all the time,
But when I want it
You better make me smile
Both-
So give it to me right,
Or don't give it to me at all
Roza-
I don't think you understand,
If you can't please me,
I know someone who can
Both-
So give it to me right,
Or don't give it to me at all
Give it to me right
Give it to me right
Give it to me right,
Or don't give it to me at all
Give it to me right,
Or don't give it to me at all
I was right, we got a complete show. It was a little inappropriate but I loved it. So did everyone else. By the time everyone had sung their song we were finally able to head home. I was so exhausted. After we get back to the academy I am going to have to have a talk with Roza but until then I am going to sleep.
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