My most loyal reviewrs whom I love
I have decided not to kill you, and have further extended my story, so it wont end just yet. Theres a bit more to go.
About the shortness, this is a diary entry, they're meant to be short.
Anyway, on with it.
Love At Masquerades
29th
May
Dear Diary.
The clock was ticking.
Seconds slipped into hours, hours into days.
But the clock didn't stop ticking.
Time trickled past.
Another day, another lesson.
What does it mean to me anyway?
All I have to do is make it through these last few weeks. And then I'm done.
Done for, that means.
Father sent the letter. And I knew that I was to be branded. Labelled, as something I didn't want to be. Forced to swallow something I didn't believe. But know one was to know that.
I am the master of masks. I can keep a blank face, but on the inside there is so much more. So much more.
And so I sit here, with my book with me. Writing in despair. Thinking maybe someone would be able to get me out of this situation. But I know it's not possible.
My fate was sealed. My loyalty decided.
The only solace I had. That girl. That one masked girl. The one girl who broke down those walls. The one girl who ran away from me.
The only girl I had.
My hurt, my anger. Neither got past the stone mask I wore.
I knew, that maybe one day, this stone mask would be broken. I would be freed.
I wished.
All I wanted was who she was.
But I was not granted even that.
But, I found solace. And for those few moments, my burden was lost, my pains forgotten.
With this, I finish off the last entry I will ever write.
And I hope, that maybe one day someone will find this diary carefully hidden in the Head Boys room. Next to the bundles of letters that she sent. All wrapped with a heavy red ribbon.
And will reconsider if they think they're doomed.
The only advice I am able to give: Never fall in love at masquerades.
So...what do you think?
Good, bad? Please review and tell me, and I shall love you forever.
ITs a bit confusing at the moment I know, but please compromise with me!
Sorry about the shortness, but PLEASE REvIEW!
They mean so much
ily
muah
x SuR x
