What can you do?

Why is it that

When things seem to look up

Everything crumbles from beneath you?

Like a pile of quick sand

When you think you're getting out

You get sucked back in

This physical

This mental

This pain is corrupting

But what can you do?

It seems that every solution

Turns into a problem

So it never was a solution

You can never please society

But you should be able to please your family

Your friends

But that's just another issue

What can I do?

There is no solution!

There is no making loved ones happy

Where everyone is satisfied

Yet I'd rather have everyone else happy

With me upset

I'd rather have everyone else healthy

With me on my death bed

Everyone else alive

With my name on a gravestone