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Warning: Yaoi, Sasunaru, Mpreg, OC. Don't read if you not like it and I just accept the critic not flame.
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Chapter 6: Crying Heart
On certain days when the amount of stresss was almost unbearable and gave him a really bad headache, Sasuke would decide to go drink to cool down his heated brain. This was no different too. After hearing the closeness between Naruto and Hinata while he had a mission to do, in the end the youngest Uchiha almost went on a rampage for the shy little Hyuuga heiress.
His heart burned with jealousy, hatred, rage and all negative feelings. It consumed him wholly inside and out, destroying his proud Uchiha mind and posture. When he drank, never once did a single person dare to disturb him except a waitress, since they must fill his cup before he lost his mind. Anyone who dares enough to upset him will be repaid with serious wounds or visiting the Mangekyou realm, or luckily just get some bruises.
Sometimes in his drunk state, he managed to knock some girls out and have rough sex with them. But much to his relief they did not complain or blame him; instead the girls were rather trying to get into his pants again, seeming eager to do it again in an annoying way. He wasn't shocked when he woke up seeing a strange girl beside him, despite his engagement with Sakura.
Eyelids cracked open, black eyes stared at a white ceiling which obviously was not his own home. They blinked repeatedly while a hand massaged his temple to soothe his headache. His stomach churned in an unpleasant way as he felt nauseated by the smell of sex and blood, and from the hangover he suffered.
Looking to see who he'd had sex with, black eyes stared at the figure behind him, who was sleeping soundlessly. The sun hitting a messy mop of blonde hair made it glow beautifully, tanned skin glistened, tempting anyone to touch it, and bruised red lips added a sensual appearance; a long, smooth, and slender yet muscular and flat-chested body that was definitely a male, and lastly, undoubtedly the familiar three scars marred on both his cheeks identifying the owner that was none other than…
"Naruto," Sasuke whispered the name of his affection for years. Black eyes widened, stunned with the fact that he had sex with Naruto; even more terrifying was the fact he could rape him, judging from the blood and trail of tears on both scarred cheeks.
"Ugh," he groaned, and put a hand on his face, covering his face from the nightmare and shame he got. He vaguely remembered last night since he was too drunk. Just a few things he could think of was a storm and following wherever his brain told him where he wanted to go. Surely he didn't expect to go to Naruto's house and end up like this?
It was then he was startled by the sound of a whimper, and turned to stare at the awakened figure beside him. Naruto yawned and rubbed his left eye, but suddenly he went tense. Abruptly blue eyes snapped open, widening frighteningly as they looked on Sasuke's naked body before he gathered sheet covering his naked body and backed away, far from Sasuke's reach of hand.
Black eyes stared guilty at the scared and angry figure in front of him; even though it didn't show from his face, which still remained emotionless while inside he was already crumbling into pieces. He was so stunned he couldn't move, but he knew his cold and impassive gaze towards the blonde could be considered an insult, and it will humiliate Naruto even more.
"Get out." The usual friendly and caring tone changed into a quiet, harsh and full with rage tone.
Sasuke winced, but then Naruto spoke again with agonizing anger that was too much for him to hold in, "Get out now, or do you still want to humiliate me some more!!!"
Sasuke flinched inwardly; he opened his mouth to try denying it when a pillow was thrown into his face rather cruelly.
"I SAID GET OUT NOW!!!" Naruto cried, throwing any possible thing he could reach towards Sasuke.
Sasuke accepted whatever Naruto threw at him, but occasionally he dodged all things that could possibly hurt him. He didn't care about his pride; he was ashamed at himself, but he needed this punishment. Naruto deserved to punish him. But when Naruto said something…
"Now you're happy to punish me, huh?!?! You're happy to punish a taint of Konoha, a demon. You're a hero now, all your family must be proud now!!!" he shouted incoherently, sobbing shamelessly, unaware of Sasuke's widening eyes. He shrieked when he realized he was pinned to the wall. Pale, thin yet strong hands held both his wrists tightly. The weight was strong, the broad and muscular body compared to his own trapping him, providing less route to escape.
Blue eyes hesitated, trying to look at the face in front of him, who stared at the blond with a furious look. Sasuke wasn't aware his Sharingan had appeared and was swirling madly, succeeding in scaring Naruto whom he then noticed, those blue eyes which had captivated him ever since he's child, avoiding to face him eye to eye.
Sasuke sighed; he was ashamed of himself, but also angry at Naruto, who talked lowly about himself. He loosened his grip a little on Naruto's wrists, but still held him to make sure Naruto did not try to do anything dumb.
"Naruto, listen, I'm sorry. I was drunk that time," Sasuke spoke a little desperately, hoping he was forgiven.
Blue eyes that were once shut now snapped open dangerously. They glared angrily at him, revealing pain, shame and rage on the inside. "And you decided to rape and humiliate me," Naruto spat out venomously.
Sasuke tried not to wince once more, but Naruto continued, sneering with an obviously fake grin, "Let's say you succeeded, Uchiha, but I'm not easily so broken. You need more power to destroy me, Uchiha."
"What's the matter with you; first you act like you hate me, then act nice, but go back again to hating me. What's wrong with you, Uchiha?"
Blonde brows furrowed in anger then spoke sarcastically, "Or did you just need an easy fuck, and since there's a storm ahead and the nearest person you could make it to was just me? So you decided to fuck me. Well yeah, thank you for the fuck; it hurt, but say thanks to Kyuubi too. I'm much better now, ready to be your fuck toy."
Sasuke gritted his teeth angrily, making his grip on Naruto's hands tighten and become painful to the blond. Naruto winced at the painful sensation; even Sasuke noticed he was too oblivious to care about it. He hissed, "Listen Naruto, I'm not doing this consciously, and I never tried to hurt you. Like I said, I was drunk last night. I don't even remember everything."
"You said you didn't mean to hurt me. But you already have," Naruto said matter-of-factly, coldly. "You're always selfish. While you have Sakura, you decide to go to another. And you hurt me just by avoiding me, and now you took my virginity, abuse me by using me like a whore off the street. In the past it was also no different either. You're also trying to kill me or reject me in the most painful way. You are blinded with your priority to killing Itachi Uchiha."
Sasuke flinched as he was reminded of the truth that was hidden from the blond. He attempted to calm himself as he tried to say once again, "Listen, I know I'm wrong, but I…"
"You and Sakura love each other, but why do you still need to hurt me?" he said incoherently while sobbing.
Sasuke was tense and rigid as he looked at the tears in those beautiful blue eyes he adored, but he was trying to stay calm. A little painfully he let his voice show his relief, yet for Naruto, it was too cold for comfort for him. "I do not love her," Sasuke confessed truthfully.
Blond eyebrows rose, tears still attached in the corners of blue eyes. He asked, confused, "Then why are you marrying her?"
Sasuke knew he couldn't avoid this question. He couldn't destroy the plan he built for a year, and he knew he couldn't bring Naruto into this.
"Ooh, I know, of course you're just using her to revive your oh-so-proud Uchiha clan," Naruto sneered.
"I will never try to revive them," Sasuke blurted. He'd already been decided for a long time, since he learned the truth, that he would never try to revive the Uchiha clan no matter what. He will destroy the Uchiha clan completely after he kills Madara.
"Then why!!!" Naruto cried out in frustration. To the blond it was maddening him more. And Naruto was hurting too much.
.He wanted to say 'I'm sorry, I cannot talk about it.' But it was just coldhearted words that came out from his mouth, "It's not your business."
Of course the raven didn't mean it. He couldn't tell his precious one that he accepted the arrangement for none other than easy access to the council and to kill the people who made his brother Itachi suffer, and trying to save Naruto's life ever since he learned of the fact Danzo desired Naruto's power and was trying to use him as a mindless weapon.
He released his hold on Naruto and took several steps away to find the clothes he wore yesterday. As he got fully clothed, Sasuke before leaving said something that made Naruto even more livid, "I hope you can forget what happened here. I'm sorry."
Blue eyes flashing with rage, Naruto threw anything he could reach at the doorway in a maddened state to where Sasuke was. As there's nothing he could throw about, he screamed at the top of his lungs, "YOU BASTARD! DO YOU THINK SORRY CAN FIX ANYTHING. YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE, YOU DESERVE TO GO TO HELL! DON'T EVER DARE SHOW YOUR FACE OR THAT'LL BE THE LAST DAY YOU CAN BREATHE FREELY! I WILL MAKE SURE TO UNLEASH KYUUBI ON YOU SO YOU WILL FEEL HOW GOOD HELL WILL BE FOR YOU. I PROMISE, YOU FUCKTARD BASTARD UCHIHA!!!!!"
Naruto didn't hear any response except the sound of the door slamming closed. Sasuke was already away from his house, his presence. Naruto gathered himself in a corner of the bed and released a shaky breath, curling into a ball and hugging himself like a kitten asking for protection, except no one will give him protection and he's too ashamed to ask for protection from all his friends and adults. He sobbed, letting out his tears of pain, anger and shame.
Sasuke actually didn't leave. He was still standing in front of Naruto's house, hearing cries of a pained heart from the blond. His chest tightens, and he ached inside at himself, the council, the Uchiha clan and anyone else he can blame, excluding Naruto. For the first time after Itachi's death, tears came out from the once brave and strong black eyes.
Team Gai and Team eight were given a mission to take an important scroll and pick up some herbs from Tsunade's friend in the small hidden village, Shokubutsu. It was a very beautiful and peaceful village. It was full of herbs and nice people; also the food was delicious there. But right now they must go rest in a small inn before they continued their journey to the village.
Hinata sat on a bench, enjoying the feel of wind lightly caressing her face. Just yesterday she went on a mission after she walked together with Naruto. She felt guilty for not informing him about this mission yet, but she could explain it later. But lately after she left Konoha there was something that bothered her. Something was wrong; when she looked at the storm last night, it was like it wanted to tell her something, yet there's nothing she could do now except go back to Konoha as soon as possible.
Pale eyes turned around, seeing two figures with a big dog sitting on a bench far from hers, but still in her extended gaze. Kiba was still munching happily on his bento while Shino secretly, or not secretly, snuck his hand to touch the skin hidden between tight and thin clothes. Hinata giggled as Akamaru whimpered in distress at the smell of Shino's arousal while Kiba shrieked like a girl at the feel of the wandering hand.
She was not shocked entirely when the two of them became lovers. The two of them had harbored hidden feelings for each other. She could see Shino always watching Kiba's back, protecting him from afar while Kiba almost always understood the way Shino thinks, or secretively knew what his expression meant, even not wholly, but he was more knowing than anyone so far.
She whirled around and met another pair of pale eyes. Neji stood firmly near her, watching her curiously before he turned his gaze to a couple whom Hinata saw, nodding in understanding about why she's giggling and turning back to watch his teammates.
Hinata also looked at Neji's teammates fondly. Lee was bouncing happily, almost like he wants to run circles around the village, while Tenten tried to hold herself firm to tie Lee like a dog do so he can keep quiet. Hinata could sometimes catch a fond smile on Neji's face as he watched them.
"Hinata sama, do you want to walk around the village first before we do our mission?" Neji asked startling Hinata, who was too focused on seeing their friends.
She nodded, stuttering, "Y-Yes…"
The two of them walked together past one home after another home. It was an awkward silence transferring between them. Hinata always envied and was scared of Neji ever since she'd been little. She knew the story of Neji's father's death, and it seemed to have made them hate each other unconsciously. But even though it was finished, her feelings still had not changed since her father mostly acknowledged Neji more than her, even though she had gotten strong now.
But she knew Neji actually never harbored those feelings again. In fact he sometimes refused her father training him since he knew it would hurt her more. Naruto was the one who saved him from the darkness. The previous Neji was coldhearted and pessimistic, but the new Neji was more mature, wise and strong, whether it be mental or physical. He was one of the few people that Hinata could trust about Naruto's secret, but she rather chooses not to since she knew it would betray Naruto more. Even so, he was the big brother she never had in her life.
"Hinata-sama, I noticed your closeness with Naruto-san, it's more sister and brother than a lover. Why do you never take advantage of the closeness to gain his heart, Hinata-sama?" he asked with his own perception that seemed to disturb him in fact.
"Ahh…"Hinata gaped and then narrowed her eyes to the man beside her. She said firmly, emphasizing her point, "He has suffered enough, Hyuuga-san." Neji winced at the tone she used. "And I am also disappointed at you, thinking that lowly of me."
Neji bowed in apology, "I'm sorry, Hinata-sama. That's not what I meant."
Hinata nodded in understanding, "I know what Nii-sama meant actually, but I'm thinking I more like it this way than to be a lover with him."
Hinata lifted her head, staring at the blue sky longingly, "I always thought if I was strong enough, he will look at me and love me." She then lowered and shook her head, "But I understand, I'm not enough for him."
"So you choose sibling feelings then," Neji said; a brow rose as pale eyes looked at her curiously.
"It was not choosing I'm thinking about, but I'm thinking to protect him, and suddenly we just like siblings before I realized it." She placed a hand to cover her mouth as she giggled.
"Naruto is just human like us, he has a weak side that we never know. He's stronger inside and outside, but like others the power will not last long. Before we know, he could destroy himself without our knowing."
Naji was silent. He stared blankly in front of him. Hinata continued, "And the love that first blossomed to want him as a partner of life changed into love as a sibling."
It was then the conversation became awkward. The air seemed tense and uncomfortable.
"NEJIIIII!!!!!!!!!!" Tenten called loudly, interrupting the awkward talk between them. "HELPPPP!!!"
Neji sighed, his attention focused on Tenten, "What's the matter, Tenten?"
"Lee's missing," came a brief answer from the China girl.
Pale eyes widened, narrowing furiously at the China girl, who seemed calm in fact. "How can he be missing? You were supposed to watch him."
"I'm finding many weapons in the market, just so you know. Hehehe..." Tenten just smiled sheepishly without guilt, which made Hinata giggle in response.
Neji glared at Tenten, blamed her carelessness and obsession for weapons. But he let it go and just sighed wearily. A long, pale and firm hand massaged his temple, "All right, let's go find him." Before he left, he turned to face and bow briskly to Hinata, "I'm going first, Hinata-sama, I'm sorry to leave you. We will meet in that place."
"Yes, it's okay. Now go look for Lee," she said. Neji huffed then with Tenten, they disappeared with fast speed.
Hinata continued her journey, walking around to inspect the village more before ….
"GET OUT."
Pale eyes turned to the source of the voice, and she found a young male in his twenties in a sitting position, likely after he was thrown roughly outside a restaurant. The chef stood in front, looking furious, and his mouth let out curses to young man in front of him. Hinata noted the young man very much reminded her of Kisame, a dead Akatsuki member. He had blue/silver hair, violet eyes looking boredly at the chef; on his back he carried a very big sword, reminiscent of Kisame's big sword too.
She approached the chef and called, whispering lowly, "Ex-excuse me…"
The chef ignored her, or simply didn't hear her perhaps. But she was aware of a scrutinous gaze on her back. "Excuse me," she called louder this time.
But the chef didn't budge; instead, the young man kicked the chef's leg, not too painfully for her, but enough to make chef groan in pain before lashing out at the rather rude young man. But the young man cut him off with a rude tone, "Oi, this cutie is calling, and you still have time to date now, you desperate, old man."
The chef's eyes blinked then turned to Hinata, and there was a sheepish smile on his face. Hinata also smiled back before turning back to business, "I-I want to know, w-what's happened in he-here."
The chef grunted, mumbling, "He didn't have enough money to pay us, but he'd already eaten much food we can't count it. And he said he needed to go to his leader or something and borrow his money. I didn't believe him."
"Mmm…" She nodded, hurriedly reaching into her pocket and taking some money from it before giving it to the chef. "Here, I hope you don't mind."
The chef, astonished by Hinata's kindness, bowed his head before quickly heading back to his shop. The young man gaped, complaining, "Oi, oi, how can I let a lady pay for me, that's rather rude to me."
Hinata blinked before giggling; she was surprised this young man could flirt and complain at the same time. It was then she saw the young man raise a brow as he noticed something on her before he mumbled, "So, Konoha-nin, huh?"
Hinata looked at him with a calculated and suspicious stare, "Are you also Shinobi? Who are you and where do you come from?"
He sighed and rubbed the back of his head before turning around. She noticed razor-sharp teeth from his grin, "Well, actually for your information lady, I'm a shinobi and I've traveled from one place to another. Oh, my name is Suigetsu, I have no family name."
She nodded, "Oh, so you're a traveling Shinobi. Why did you stop here?"
His answer was just, "For fun."
She smiled, but she felt wary of this young man. Her feelings were telling her something was hidden from her. She spoke in a friendly manner, "You must know many things than we don't."
"Well, you would be surprised actually." Suigetsu grinned smugly. "Maybe like Konoha's Jinchuriiki, Kyuubi."
She tensed before narrowing at the man in front of her, "What do you know about him?"
"Hmm, just a certain mummy man wants to play baby doll with him." He grinned.
"Baby doll?" Hinata blinked, confused.
"Ah, since I have a debt to you, I will give you free information. He is Orochimaru, and Madara's twin. He'd like to have a certain fox, and he has kinky feelings about a certain nickname that you all seem to respect." Suigetsu grinned broadly when he saw the clueless expression on Hinata. He spun around and walked away, but not before saying, "And don't trust all Shinobi in your village, since they also like to taste mummy pants. Ja ne sweetie, we will meet again someday."
Hinata stood stunned, uncomprehending what Suigetsu said, but she understood something after taking awhile to process what Suigetsu said to her. "Danzo…" She whispered the name of the man that became enemy to their Hokage.
Danzo walked calmly in a dark, long and wide corridor. The sound of feet and wood hitting the floor echoed through the corridor. He was like usual calm, stiff, impassive and yet dangerous. It was then his hard and commanded tone resonated through the wall back to a hidden figure hiding between roof, ceiling and wall. "What have you got, tell me now?"
A figure wearing a white cloak and ROOT-designed mask appeared in front of him. The figure sat on his knees, bowing at Danzo who stopped quickly. "Looks like what you said was true, Danzo-sama. Uchiha Sasuke already knew of the Uchiha massacre. He is planning to kill you, Danzo-sama."
"Hmm." Danzo put a hand on his chin, thinking. "And then…"
"Just like our plan, Team A succeeded to distract Uchiha's team; all of them died. We know all his team's faces now. Do you think we should kill them now?"
Danzo put both his hand on his stick, his impassive and cold voice ricocheting through the air, "No, they should be useful for now, we will kill them in time but we still need them. Just watch them. And how is Team B?"
"They've also accomplished their mission. We're already captured him, and now our scientist have already checked him. Now he's in the underground jail of our base."
"I will visit him now," Danzo nodded.
Danzo walked throughout the corridor to some stairs, accompanied by one of the ROOT Anbu. Abruptly he stopped in front of an iron door. The door was painted with some kind of seal, and three guards stood in front of it. They bowed quickly before opening the door and revealing the person he wanted to meet.
The person was chained against the wall; his short hair was matted with blood and his clothes were rumpled, dirty and stained red by his blood. A sinister smile emerged onto his old, wrinkled face. He spoke smugly at the hurting figure, "Ah, hello Kabuto Yakushi. Nice to meet you, how is Orochimaru doing in your body now?"
Gray eyes looked up and stared in disgust at the old man in front of him. Kabuto growled angrily, "What do you want, Danzo?"
The smile vanished quickly, replaced with a serious look, "I believe we will talk later. I need you to do something, and you cannot run away as long as you are marked with that seal. You will not refuse my command."
Danzo spun around; before he left Kabuto completely, he warned him in a flat and monotonous tone, "Don't ever try to kill me, since killing me will kill yourself. Have a nice day."
Danzo's black eyes narrowed. His plans had already succeed for now, but he still needs another thing to gain his very dream. And he must do something quickly.
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TBC
Author note: Hehehe, sorry took long time to finish them at least I did what I promise to you. But I'm sorry to my lateness since I have exam three days in row so I don't have energy live to even write them. Oh, gomen if my story looked hurried and crap.
About SuiHina in text is merely to lead story to the climax with this they can know the villain in their village. They will try to protect Naruto, oh also it will lead Hinata to discover another secret that Tsunade hide.
Oh, I also notice many Sakura haters in fact but I will tell you she's just act and I cannot tell you what's her reason was you need to wait few chapters.
Thank you for everyone who voting my vote. This is the result of the vote oh I also add from my friend and my beta who cannot vote to my vote.
Poll Result:
NejiGaara 10
SuiKarin 9
SuiHina 6
GaaraLee 5
NejiHina 5
JuugoLee 4
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