Sorry i haven't updated in a while! i've been busy. & i'm adding a twist to the story.: enjoy!
E.P.O.V still
We arrived to our home fairly quickly and i gripped the letter in my pale hands as everyone gathered into the living room. I could feel their eyes burning on me and i looked up and spoke, finally.
"I'm sure you all know what has happened." I say in a low voice.
They nod their heads in agreement. I look down at the paper again and slowly tear the fragile seal, taking the old paper out of it's place and hold it in front of me. I look at my family.
"Ready?" I say.
Once again they nod, and i proceed to read.
Dear Cullens,
If you are reading this, i am shocked to say the least. I'm sure you already know I killed myself, and if you haven't figured it out, you were the cause. My life was taken the day that Edward broke my heart and told me he no longer wanted me, and it took me a year too figure out exactly what he meant, but i know now. I know that i was just a toy that you all enjoyed playing with. Since you don't get to kill humans, do you just like to have them as pets instead? I mean, really. Instead of the pleasure of seeing the fear in their eye before you attack them, you like to see sorrow instead? Drive them to their own death? Honestly, next time just suck them dry, because then, it won't hurt so bad. I wanted to say a few quick words to all of you, just to let you see how badly you hurt the "helpless mortal girl."
Carlisle & Esme- Wow,I never thought all of the love and kindness you gave me was fake. I mean, Esme, you seemed so passionate about me, especially when you said you wanted me as your daughter, but then you just faked it for a laugh? And Carlisle, thinking about how many times you saved my life, now i know it wasn't out of love, but the sake of entertainment, Shame on you two.
Rosalie- Honestly, i want to thank you. You were the only one who showed the real feelings everyone had for me. I really just wish i would have taken your hint earlier. Now, i'm in too far to turn back, but thank you for your honesty. Really.
Jasper- There's nothing i can really say. I mean, i never really knew you. But maybe you were concerned with me to get involved? Concerned what your family was doing? Or maybe you just didn't care? I'm not sure, but you're one less person that didn't hurt me with false love, so thank you, also.
Emmet- You know, when you always made jokes at my expense, i really didn't think to much of it. But knowing the truth, i can only imagine what you said behind my back. I feel really stupid trying to imagine, but i can only dread your hateful words and jokes.
Alice- Alice, you were my best friend, or so i thought so, but honestly, thinking about it, i think you were probably the biggest bitch I've ever known. Telling me false statements of being with your family forever, loving me as a sister, everything. Just so you could watch me suffer. You really disappointed me the most, Alice. I thought i had really found my best friend.
Edward- I don't know where to start Edward. You were my everything. I never thought i could love someone so much, I never thought it could hurt so much to be away Edward. I never knew..But i also never thought that you would lie, I never thought you could hurt someone like that. But i guess i was never convinced a someone to you, only a thing. I hate you for what you did to me Edward Cullen, but I love you for what you gave me..true love, even if it was fake..I'm sorry i wasn't good enough for you.
And in general to all of you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry i ever met you. But i can't keep living. I have nothing, now. I will never find someone as amazing as you all. And i know you're probably with another distraction but, even though i have hate all of you, the love is still in my heart, and stronger, and no matter what, it will always be there.
I know you're probably all laughing at this, but hey, i wanted to let you know how i felt.
Love Bella Swan.
My whole family was now dry sobbing. I put my hands in my face. Their thoughts crowded my mind. All of them the same; "why didn't we just stop Edward from leaving." They shouldn't of had to stop me, i shouldn't have been so stupid to leave. Jasper quickly excused himself from the room, unable to bear all the emotions, not even trying to calm everyone down.
We all just sit in silence for what seemed like forever, then Emmet broke the silence.
"Edward how could you of told her that!?,"He stood up and screamed at me. "You knew we all loved her and she died thinking we hated her! She died because of the pain you caused her! What the hell!?"
I quickly got up unable to handle the guilt and lock myself in my room. I hear Esme trying calm Emmet down and convince him I'm sorry enough, and I was. I really was.
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