Tell Me How You Really Feel

What Have I Done

A/N: Thanks for all the reviews, they have all been so sweet! Thanks to: anti-everythng, randomgurlie07, Jenny UsPplz, ;A New Reader, SilverandSilent, and dark angel121! You all are amazing!

Dedication-Dark angel121...you really gave me hope, thank you so much for that.

I wish I could say I had no idea what was going on. That none of it was my fault, but I can't. I really can't. When I think about it...I have to take deep breaths to keep from passing out. What a deal. You should have seen it! It was terrible...and by terrible I mean amazing. I never saw it coming, never imagined it would happen.

Why? Why did I do that. Oh merlin...what have I gotten myself into? I wish I could say holy crap I was under a curse. But I wasn't. It wouldn't have felt so good if I was. It was bound to happen. How could it not. Always working so close...watching each other train...being all sweaty and watching the muscles work, damn. Hopefully it's not noticeable, my brother would go through the roof. I need to talk to someone though. Hermione? I don't know if she would handle it better than anyone else...would she understand? Bloody hell, I don't even understand. I mean I realize I've been feeling this for a while, but I never bloody thought I would act on it! Stupid Girl! Why do they have to be so...beautiful...so wonderfully perfect. The years of training sure does their bodies good...especially his...mmm.

Oh! I do hope he's kept his bloody mouth shut! Oh of coarse he has...he wouldn't want it getting around...I doubt he's even told you yet, I've nothing to worry about right? Right? Oh merlin I hope I'm right. Who knew I'd grow up to be like this...haha, not that I'm complaining, but I used to be an innocent little pris I'll admit it. Now, well, I wish I could subtract the pris instead of the innocent. Nah, I take that back. Growing up has been quite eventful. If it means fulfilling my...dreams...then shove off and let me finish growing up.

I regret it. I don't. I do. Nah...well...I don't as long as I don't get in trouble for it. Ha, there you go. Brilliant. Look at where I've gotten myself. I'm a half crazy, grown up wanna be that doesn't think before she acts. Fabulous. Ha, look at this, one second I'm loving who I am and what I do, the next I'm scolding who I am. Stupid self. Oh well, I am who I am, I did what I did, and I can tell you this...I didn't hate it.

I did something naughty.

A/N: In case you all haven't caught on, these go in order, there are 5 people, so 1-5 is a new person, then 6 matches to 1 and 7 to 2 and so on, let me know if your confused! I love reviews everyone, I'm still so new at this (this is only my second fic) so I'm not all the way confident, so the more reviews the more I want to write! Thanks everyone!