Please don't hate me! My laptop met some of my ice cap and i had to wait till i got a new one. im prob not gonna be the fastest updater but it wont be another hole year! hope you like this chapter, sorry if its short. And fan fiction has changed so i don't know how to really work it. WARNING- bad language! (shes giving birth there's gonna be some nasty language!)

I wanna thank jayjay blue, Guest#1, Guest#2, Rskinner, Guest#3, and Hailey Sawyer for all the amazing name ideas,

Hayley sawyer- sorry but Logan's the name of my brother. But i like the name Zack!

Guest #1&2- im sorry but everyone chooses rye for names so that's out

Rskinner- WOW you got alot of name ideas! ik who to go to if i ever get pregnant and need names! A couple i dont know how to pronounce so my bet is those ones would be out im sorry. i love the will name :)

Jayjay blue- awe thanks ^.^ im glad people like it! im sorry i haven't updated in so long tho. i like the name cooper! then lily could have a cute nick name coop for him!

Guest#3- I like the name Jacob but it reminds me if twilight, sorry

Hope you all enjoy :)


Chapter 7- Labour day

"LAST FUCKING CHILD PEETA! YOU DID THIS TO ME!" i can hear katniss screaming from all the way down in the waiting room, now i know where i get my big lungs from.

Gales sitting beside me and every time a look at him i can see the gears in his head just a going, constantly thinking. i made him swear not to tell katniss or peeta. Once this kids born ill be the forgotten child left to rot in the darkness. That's how it is and that's how its always going to be i guess. But being with gale and Kat have made me see a light side of the world, its different but not awful.

Kats sitting on my lap covering her ears, the look on her face is just priceless tho! Shes just to damn cute! "its ok kitty, dont worry! Shes having a baby!" i tell her

She looks up at me and removes her hands "ily how did it get in her?" she asks me innocently. great...

"daddy will tell you!"

"yes when your way older baby!" gale says kissing our head

Kat as usual pops out that little baby pouty lip and waters those beautiful grey eyes. Poor gale, shes got him wrapped around her little finger!

"no kitty, its grown up stuff! Wheres princess stella?" he asks. princess stella is the name of the teddy gale bought her. we have matching teddies but mines in jeans and a hoodie

"shes guarding home right now!" she answers, a dr walks up and tells us were aloud inside the room. i didnt even notice the screaming stopped. gale leads the way carrying kat in his arms, and like his protective self hes making sure im ok and no ones coming towards us

when i walk in tears fill my eyes, theres my parent loving a little baby in a blue blanket not giving a care in the world about there missing oldest child

"my son... im a dad..." i hear peeta say with tears falling down face, i wonder if he cried when i was born...

"well, whats his name?" gale asks exited. peeta and katniss smile and say it at the same time

"Will Zachary Mellark"

Ha! sucker! weirdest name ever!

Kat lean on her tippy toes to peek at the baby in katniss' arms and crunches her nose "its all red and squishy, what is it?" every one in the room giggle, even i get a small smile on my face.

Gale picks her up smiling and kisses her cheek "all babies look like that when there born baby, you were a beautiful tomato!" he says tickling her belly. like always she screams and giggles trying to wiggle her way outta his arms. I look back at the blue bundle in my 'mothers' arms. why does it get to be loved? why does it get our parents love and affection? Whats wrong with me that my very own parents didn't even want me? my step father always said i deserved pain, i think hes right. Some day im gonna come home and find gale and kat gone. who would ever want a messed up child? the bonds all act as if im part of there family, maybe theyll take me in

"lily hunny are you ok?" i hear katniss ask quietly, suddently all eyes but kats and the babys are on me. i didnt even realize tears were falling down my face.

"huh? oh, yeah im ok sorry..."i say my voice trailing off

"sweety are you sure? your crying..." gale asks worried, his face full of worry

"im fine! you dont have to worry about me all the time! Im fine on my own i always have been! why do you all suddenly care about me!?" i yell before i realize it. gale was the first to answer

"Cause we love you lily" he says in a soft loving voice

"no, you might, but ik for a fact they dont!" i say tears falling down my face while pointing at katniss and peeta. they both look hurt and confused, especially peeta.

"Lily they dont even know who you are! give them a chance!"

"No! theyll just take me away and put me back with him!" i start to back outta the room, which is really hard with crutches. gale looks like hes about to come after me but freezes and looks like he seen a ghost, same with katniss and peeta. i try to take advantage of the situation by running out but instead i back up right into someone. i look up and see an old man with white hair and beard, age taken over his face. he smiles and grabs me holding me hostage. i fight hard to get away but with my injuries with my back and leg its barely a fight. "let go of me!"

"Snow!but- your dead!" katniss says panic in her voice shielding the stupid brat they love so much more then me

"oh my dear, you have a lot to learn" the old man snow says, and grips my arms more. i smash my crutch hard into his foot then elbow his stomach, i get free of one grip and spin on my heals and punch him hard in the throat, making him instantly let go of me. i fall hard on the ground but turn myself so i dont injure myself bad, but i can feel the blood seeping down my back. i see him smash one of my crutches and jab it into gales chest making him fly back, i see peeta standing about to attach. 'No! i will not let him swoop in and save me!' i think and grab my other crutch smashing it across his face. but he grabs it after and smashes it back in my face. i instantly feel light headed and my nose starts to bleed

"oh lily, you are just like your mother. a fighter to the end, but yet always helpless" he grabs my ankle and pulls me to my feet. i see him look at katniss and peetas faces and smirk. no...

"you dont even know do you?" he asks them both

peeta looks like he could kill, so does katniss "wheres our daughter!? We know you took her!" he yells

tears fill my eyes staring at them, and snow just laughs

"but you have her! isn't that right lily mellark?" snow says smirking. katiniss and peetas faces both fall as more tears fall down my face

"there not my parents... real parents dont abandon there child..." i say, staring at them. katniss is now crying and peeta has tears falling down his face, both in complete shock

"im glad to hear that, cause you'll always be mine lily" i hear him whisper into my ear and puts a wet rag over my mouth, as darkness takes my vision away the last thing i see is gale with tears falling down his face trying to desperately get to me

sorry for the cliff hanger, couldn't think of any good endings. Im hoping to update by friday. CONGRATS HAYLEY SAWYER AND RSKINNER! Your baby names were the winners! thank you all for all the names and support! and everyone who is still with the story thank you very much for staying with this story! (sorry its so short)

~monster/divergent :3