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Jasper POV:
Seeing Bella lunge for Edward made me both proud and terrified and the crunch that echoed around the room was enough to make even a vampire like me sick to the stomach, the moment it happened we knew that some part of Bella had been broken in the impact and I was pretty sure it was her ribs, all I could feel from Bella was fear and confusion until a split second later when my ears and mind were assaulted by the blood curdling shriek of pain that spilled from Bella's lips.
I rushed to Bella's side scooping her up and rushing her to Carlisle's spare room so he could fix her up 'it didn't puncture anything shel be fine il give her some morphine and let her rest but in her current state it will take time to heal' my father explained 'get out' I heard called from downstairs, I slowly snook down wondering what in the world was going on 'why would you attack Bella? Your supposed to be her friend' rose hollerd 'she was attacking my Edward and he's done nothing to deserve it' Alice growled back her hands clenched around Edwards shirt her pixie face scrunching up almost resembling a bulldog chewing on a wasp 'he's done a lot I know from being with Bella exactly what he did or has he not told you?' 'told me what' Edward sneered 'I think its time I told you my side of things' I sighed sitting in the armchair by Emmett's side 'from what Bella has told me when you left her in the woods Edward' Alice gasped staring at her Edward in shock 'yes Alice he left her in the woods to die the wolves found her after that and took her home I however had no clue what was going on with Bella as I was to consumed in my own pain after what you two did I was so broken finally after a year of suffering I was considering going back to find maria' 'jasper why' Esmee sobbed reaching out for me 'I know Esmee I know im so so sorry but I didn't that's when I came up on Bella at the cliff I was going to swim across I was shocked at her appearance at first I felt so guilty and I guess that's what made me bring her back here but now there's more to it im still sorry for what happened while we were gone especially considering I was never really gone I was here the whole time' I cried into my hands 'you were here the entire time and you didn't come and find me' Bella appeared in the doorway her face crumpled into sheer horror 'how could you do that to me you could have saved me' 'Bella love I told you when we left he was a monster' Edward spoke his smug smile set me off all I could see was red, grabbing hold to Edward throwing him across the room into Bella's favourite photo reminding myself to re frame that when I was finished here, I ripped Edward's arm clean away I must have looked like a savage.
It was Bella's touch that brought me out of it her kind eyes peering into mine as she placed her delicate hands on my face bringing me back to the here and now 'jasper remember who you are if you kill him your as bad as he is I do not blame you you know this but I wish you had come for me sooner but we can forget that in time he is not worth it' she whispered but I caught a glint in her hands and quicker than a flash my hands encased hers prying them open to find a lighter in her grasp 'no Bella think of what you just said to me he isn't worth it' I soothed my fingers pressing into her palms massaging them 'but he did this to me jasper I want him to pay' she collapsed to her knees deep sobs making her chest rattle.
'Im really sorry Bella I know you know about us and I never meant for it to happen' Alice began only to be cut off by a harsh comment from Rosalie' you, you know nothing of what has happened, you, the catalyst to the events is what you are the things you set in motion that I know you saw but did you notify us any of us? Did you once turn to any of us and tell us what state she was in, did you tell us she had lost her father, did you tell us about the alcohol and the cutting did you tell us anything no you let her suffer for your own sick gain, to protect your new found 'love' if you really had any love for this family or for your so called best friend you would have protected her from all of this but you forget Alice I heard you I know you care nothing for Bella 'she will die eventually' isn't that the words you spoke when you were seducing Edward' silence befell the room everyone looking at each other no one knowing where to put their faces.
Edwards POV:
' it wasn't like that jasper at all it just happened I do still love you Bella I just love alice more, she can offer me so much and she is so different to you her beauty her grace, I never have to fear for her, you have to know being with you is exhausting?' I spoke slowly hoping shed understand how human she was, I chuckled to myself as her face fell as she stepped away from jasper 'your right' she whispered bowing her head as strands of tangled hair fell into her face shielding the right side of her face from me but it was clear to smell the salt of the tears that trickled down her hollow cheek, a thought came to me and I found myself feeling cruel as my inner self compared her to a corpse.
'Bella' jasper called as she backed away up to the stairs using the banister for assistance ' I wish to be alone' she called to the family racing away as if her life depended on it.
I felt a little bad for Bella of course but she was so emotional and so human that she would get over it eventually, humans were so fickle changing their mind every other day or sometimes more than twenty times in one day, I found it humorous to watch them they were such selfish and demeaning creatures, always grovelling or making deals or begging or even stealing, everything for their gain, Bella only wanted my family to make her a vampire but if it had anything to do with me that would never happen.
Bella's POV:
I wanted so badly to make him pay and alice to I hadnt thought before how she must have seen everything, for a year she must have been sat laughing and betting on how long id last, they both were and to think that I believed I could really be part of this family, they were all here through guilt and to relish in my pain none of them cared expect jasper, who was i kidding how could he care for me id fooled myself into believing we could be heading somewhere, all he saw is a project to help himself.
I decided it was time to leave I wasnt sure where I would go but I threw everything I had at jaspers bar the dresses and began to throw them into a case, it wasn't until I found myself packing shoes that I came across the cowboy boots he had bought for me right back when he first found me that I decided texas was my ultimate destination and I was going to tell jasper where I was heading but in our own special way.
I wrote a note on the paper he had bought for me when id told him I wanted to be a writer it had been so crisp and clean but had smudges where the incident with the inkwell had occurred, jasper had resorted to ballpoint pens after that realising I have no art for the old fashioned ways, he thought it would inspire me, well now it had I unlocked the second draw down and took out the inkwell and quill scrawling out a beautiful note:
dearest jasper
I have decided that staying here now is impossible it is time for me to take that vacation we spoke about where the horses run free and wild, where the heat is unbearable and the ground crumbles beneath my beautiful boots, I want to try and take time away to clear my head, staying here im sure by the end of the month I will have taken my own life and I don't want to bother you any more and waste your time, I no longer believe you are taking care of me for anything other than guilt and that's ok because I would pity me to, but know this if you choose to follow me, if your hear is truly in the right place and you care for me as my heart tells me you do, show this note to no one and come join me im sure you know where im going by now.
I love you very much jasper you have become my saviour
thank you for everything
Isabella hale
I rolled up the note and tyed it with a black ribbon and hid it in the mouth of the bear on he bedroom floor, using the bed sheets to lower my case in the back yard I disappear to the stairs walking down trying my best not to give anything away, I walked to jasper wrapping my arms around his waist making sure to say a very loud apology whispering in his ear 'the answer you seek will come from the bears mouth' I leaned back searching in his eyes for my answer as he smiled quickly then replaced his façade, 'im going outside for a while for some air please respect my privacy' I spoke knowing all could hear me hurrying to collect my bags and choosing jaspers car as the engines hush would serve me well in my task, I got far enough to trust that I wasn't being followed when I received a tell-tale text 'Bella my darling, texa's it is, I promise you a wild adventure, my heart is yours I will be with you as soon as I can you'll be met at the border by a friend you'll know him when you see him I promise you that' I smiled to myself and drove a little faster, it was the start of a new adventure and I was so excited.
I prayed things get better from here on out but then my thoughts began to go darker 'Bella you stupid girl how could it ever get better who could ever love you, your a disgrace you'll fail they'll leave you he's gonna beat you like the bitch you are' my inner self spat laughing manically.
Jasper POV:
I ran to mind and Bella's room packing everything I could when I heard them talking 'our plan is going to be in motion Alice you don't have to worry my love she's going to suffer beyond belief just because she didn't kill herself doesn't mean she wont its just a matter of time, the ticking of the clock marks her death you'll see' Edward soothed Alice 'watch her' I whispered to Emmett by the window something just isnt right I could feel it.
Unknown POV:
it was time that bitch was going to pay I wasn't finished with her and now I had the power to do it it was just a matter of when and where but I was surer than ever that it was time' Bella swan would suffer at my hand and it would be glorious and bloody and I would revel in her screams and delight in her death...
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