Ichigo's decision: I must let him go!
Kisshu woke up before Ichigo, it was actually normal thing but because he loved to watch Ichigo sleeping he would stay in the bed scanning Ichigo's body. Her breasts were now bigger and every night he wanted to see them while Ichigo was changing, but there were rules. But he was Kisshu so he had to break some rules like right now. One of the buttons on Ichigo's PJ wasn't buttoned; he used one finger to reveal some more of Ichigo's beauty. If he could he would do much more, but then Ichigo would get mad and scared and he would never had a chance to be with her. Such temptation. Ichigo was cat but even without her cat DNA she was cute, innocent, clumsy and fun he adored her and loved every part of her being.
"Ichigo, hey Ichigo you'll be late if you don't woke up." He whispered, stroking her face. Ichigo's eyes opened slowly and Kisshu's lovingly ones were the first things that she saw. Ichigo had seen his eyes lot of time by now, but no matter how many times she saw them, they were beautiful.
"Uh? What time it is?" She asked hiding her head under the blanket.
"Ichigo c'mon you need to get up and I need to go."
"Huh? Where you are not leaving right?" She asked scared, Kisshu couldn't leave not now when she need him.
"Yes I'm leaving forever this time, you can't love me and I need to leave." He said closed eyes.
"No!" She literally jumped on him and found herself on top of him. "I'm not letting you I need you, I…I…" She stopped when she noticed that Kisshu was shaking and that was shaking from laughing.
"So you like me now?" He asked opening one eye and smirking.
"You idiot you always do that!" She wanted to transform right now and to kick him so hard where it hurts but she couldn't because even if he didn't notice it, she just said the same thing that he said three and half years ago. "But tell me where are you going?"
"Well today Hugame is going to try teleportation machine, and Emerald have some important information for me. I will return late, maybe when you go to sleep or earlier. But I will definitely return. After all I don't want someone else to take my side in the bed next to you."
"Kisshu! That sounded so pervert." She shouted blushing.
"I know." He smirked evilly. Ichigo shakes her head slowly knowing what kind of person Kisshu is.
"Ok then I must prepare for school, bye"
"Bye." Kisshu dressed up his alien clothes, for him it was like getting of a big rock from his back. Humans clothes were really uncomfortable, but he was wearing them because only then he could go anywhere with his kitten. For Ichigo he was ready to do a lot of things: to die, to move to Earth, to wear uncomfortable clothes anything that she ask, but he was never able to move from her. She was just too perfect and too cute to forget. He went to the old place he knew, other dimension. This place bring so much memories, memories on the time when Ichigo didn't want to look at him, when she loved another one, when he had a mission to kill her. Kill is such hard word but in his life it was such an easy one. He was watching dead every day, for him killing humans was a necessary thing, but now when Ichigo was in his life that didn't sound right.
Kisshu sat in the middle of the room where he spends a lot of time while he was here last time. He closed his eyes and focused on his Planet. In his head he could hear and see what was happening in his house. Pai and Hugame were finishing the teleportation machine. Taruto was with little Siny and his parents weren't home. He knew everybody was fine but he use his power to tell Hugame what was happening to the mews. He explained everything about new enemy and weird girl that he saw yesterday, when that was done he teleported to the Earth, not in the Tokyo but somewhere else.
Ichigo was at the class and she was listening for a change, her professor was talking something about possibility of aliens existing. It was funny people were talking about that like it was a fairytale, but she knew all true. Well maybe a big part of the truth but she knew. Why did Kisshu have to leave for a whole day? I have feeling that something is wrong and that something bad will happen soon. Ichigo took deep breath there was so much on her mind right now. She looked at the window and saw new glass. They already fixed it. I wonder who that girl was. And was she right about me?
"So that's all for today, I hope you will do your homework on time." Teacher said when the bell ringed.
"Ichigo we will have lunch in the schoolyard, are you coming?" Moe asked.
"Sure, just to take my bento." Ichigo took her lunch box and went with her friends outside in the schoolyard. It was nice day sunny and warm. Three girls had great time, they were eating and talking about Kisshu.
"So Ichigo that Kisshu guy who is he, where is he from?"
"I think he reminds me on someone, but I can't remember on whom."
O no Kisshu and his brothers were captured on the cameras three and half years ago, if Moe remember that I don't know what I will do. "Well maybe you saw him three and half years ago, he was here with his brothers, maybe you saw him but you didn't pay much of attention."
"Possible. But who is he really?"
"Well I told you guys he is my old friend, I was at him over the summer three years ago and we became close."
"Is he your boyfriend now?" Miwa asked. This was a hard one. Yes Kisshu was her boyfriend now, but it's just the faze. "Well maybe until Masaya return."
"HUH! Don't tell me that you still wait for that guy."
"Yea Ichigo he left you, he's gone and he probably won't return."
"And how can you think about using a guy sweet and nice like Kisshu?!"
"That's not fair he looks like he really care about you. Even we can see that!"
They were right how could Ichigo do this, it wasn't fair and why did she said that she was using him, she was feeling like she was lying. "I…I...I'm afraid of liking him. What if he leaves tot and never returns?"
"I have a feeling that he would stay for you. I don't know why but he has something in his eyes."
"Maybe that is because he has golden eyes." Ichigo joked.
"Ah yes are those his real eyes? I thought it was his eye's lenses."
"Well you are wrong." Girls spend that time in jokes and laugh until they saw someone on the school gate. It was a girl maybe ten years old, she was dressed in black dress with red and pink flowers she also was carrying a teddy bear in her arms. She looked so relaxed and creepy like from horror movies, there was something so scary about her. "What is that girl doing there?"
"Let's check maybe she's lost and trying to ask about the way." They approach to the girl.
"Hey little one are you lost."
"Yes, so lost." She said calmed, quite voice and looked at Ichigo, her face was pale her hair pink, but almost white and lost blue eyes, she wasn't smiling her face was completely emotionless. "Where is Imperial Hotel Tokyo?" She asked showing the map."
"Here, you can go this way, if you call taxi he will take you there fast."
"Thanks, I want to thank you. Will you play with me?" She looked at Ichigo with her lost eyes.
"I can't." Ichigo said. "I have to return to class."
"But if you had time would you play then?"
"Yes." Ichigo tried to be kind out and not freaked out, but this girl was something.
"Thank you." The girl didn't smile or waved her hand she just turned and went her own way.
"Man what a weird girl, well that is what happens when your parents are emos." Moe said.
"Yea she is scary. Let's go." They turned and went to the class but somewhere on the half way to the classroom Ichigo's head began to hurt. "Ouch it hurts."
"What's wrong?" Moe asked scared.
"It hurts, it really hurts." Ichigo fell on her knees crying of pain, she was feeling like someone stab thousand nails in her head. "Make it stop." Play with me, play with me, play with me… She heard echo in her head. "No I don't want it!"
"Don't want what?!" Miwa asked panicked.
"Nurse!" Moe yelled, nurse came quickly and with help of one professor they took Ichigo to the nurse office up there they gave her something for the pain and soon her headache stopped.
"Ichigo go to sleep now, ok. When you are better you can return to class." Nurse said.
"Ok." Ichigo closed her eyes and fall asleep. Ichigo…Ichigo…Ichigo… Someone is calling me. Who is there? Ichigo opened her eyes, she was in dark place with no end she figurate that she was dreaming. Why did you do this to me? Why Ichigo? Kisshu's figure appeared from nowhere he was holding something in his arms and he was hiding his eyes. Why? I loved you so much. "Kisshu I...I don't know what you are talking about."
Why did you do this? He opened his palms and there it was his heart, broken in million pieces, then Ichigo realized that his shirt was bloody. Why Ichigo? "No I'm sorry I didn't mean to...Kisshu I'm sorry!" She ran to him, but she was running in place and Kisshu was disappearing. You could just say that you don't love me, now goodbye. "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" Ichigo woke up sweaty and panting.
"It's ok Ichigo it was just a dream." Nurse said. Ichigo began to cry, she finally understood what was she doing and now it was time to stop it.
"So that's what you found out?" Kisshu said sitting on the branch of the tree with Emerald.
"Yes looks like you have problem here. As soon I prove my theory I will return, but now I must leave this planet.
"Huh sounds like bad day for us. But even if that is all true I'm staying I have to."
"I know Ichigo needs you now more than me, so stay and look over her but don't forget to call."
"I won't after all you are very import to me. But how are you going to return without ship?"
"Well that was something I want to talk with you. I'm thinking about using a ship and then when the teleportation in ready I might return. But I need to go. You came here for a same reason, because you had chance. Now I might have chance."
"Ok see ya, and good luck." Kisshu and Emerald said goodbye and went their own ways. Now Ichigo must be already home, but she still had some work. KIsshu's thoughts were abouth his kitten at first but then the old topic returned to his mind. I need to catch one parasite alien and help Ryou to research it. "Well now I need a Chimera animal." As soon as he said that he heard explosion. "Speaking of the devil…" He teleported his sai swords and began a fight. This chimera looked like hydra a snake with hundreds of heads. It was hard to fight especially because every time he cut one head two new grow up. "How do I destroy this thing?"
Hydra attacked him with all his heads and one bite his right hand, second bite his left leg, and third bite his stomach. It was horrible pain but Kisshu manage to found a straight and cut those three heads and then with one giant energy ball he destroyed it. He landed panting and bleeding. "Looks like I have to go and ask for help from mews."
"Hi you came." Ryou said taping something on the comp.
"Yea it was hard to defeat one but I manage and I took one parasite." He said holding parasite in his arms.
"It looks different." Ryou said holding a parasite.
"You see this place that looks like head, when we use it to create chimera with humans it was red, but this one is yellow, that mean that unfamiliar DNA is inside. Here try to analyze it."
"Yes. But you need help." He said realizing how bad Kisshu was wounded.
"Don't worry if I haven't promised Ichigo I wouldn't pay much attention to my wounds."
"Keiichiro take care of his wounds I will take care of this data."
"Ok." Kisshu went with Keichiro to the café and then mews helped him with his wounds. "Shouldn't Ichigo be here too?"
"No she has a day off today. She has much to study and sometimes she is so lost that she can't work. You know what have happened to her?" Lettuce asked.
"No she didn't tell me. Can you tell me?"
"Sorry we promised we won't talk about it. If she feel enough good she will tell you everything."
"But until that don't try to push her to tell you." Zakuro said.
"There, how does that feel?" Lettuce asked.
"Fine I just hope Ichigo won't see it."
Ichigo was walking home she was sure that Kisshu still wasn't home and she was right, in that moment he was fighting with chimera animal, she got a message from Ryou that she doesn't need to fight and that everything will be fine so she didn't worry too much. Her thoughts were all around, she was thinking about that creepy girl that she met this afternoon, did she make Ichgio having headache? Or it was just coincidence. She also thought about her dream and what was the best choice, what she needs to do with Kisshu, what she needs to tell him. It was hard day, but the good news was that she doesn't need to work so she had time to do homework and other school works.
"Mum I'm home."
"Welcome honey, lunch is ready."
"Thanks." She ate lunch with her mother and had a conversation. "Mum, I need to ask you something. If there was a guy that you really like and he like you, but you promised that you will wait for other guy what would you do?"
"Well that's a tough question; it depends on how much I like other guy. Ichigo honey I know you love Aoyama, but maybe it's time to forget about him, or at least don't break heart to the other guy."
"I'm not sure if I'm ready to forget him, but I also don't want to break Kisshu's heart. I gave him a sign that I like him which I do, but what if Masaya returns?"
"Then don't break his heart, if you are not sure don't give him a fake hope, but don't forget about your happiness to."
"Ok, thanks mum that really helped me. I'll think about this once more and get my decision."
Ichigo was in her room finishing her homework, she had a lot of work to do, but after few hours she managed to finish it. She looked out the window, Kisshu didn't return yet, it was time to dinner and she didn't have her alien friend next to her to bring him a snack after dinner. She felt little lonely, she spend a whole summer crying and being isolated, but now she didn't want to be alone, she wanted Kisshu, but she need to thank him for being here with her, and that means not breaking his heart. She came down and ate dinner with her parents and then returned to her room. She was lying on the bed thinking about what her mother told her. I need to think about my happiness too. Then that means I have to let him go, I have to forget about him and live peacefully.
"Ichigo what's wrong? What's wrong?" Masha asked.
"Nothing Masha I'm fine I was just thinking about something, some tough choice and I decided what to do. Well its 21:00 I should take a bath, it looks like Kisshu won't return soon."
"Bath, bath." Ichigo giggled, her robotic friend was always here for her and she loved taking a bath. Ichigo went to the bathroom and filled her bath with hot water. She entered and relaxed resting her head on the edge. It was such nice feeling, not thinking about anything, just being relaxed. Soon water temperature began to fall and Ichigo began to think good about her decision. I know it will be hard for me and him, but I must do this, if I don't then, then…I must do this for Kisshu's good, I must let him go. I'll miss you so much, but I can't do this to myself. Ichigo stood up from the bath she took a towel and dry herself. She took her clothes to change, but the floor of the bathroom was too slipper and while she tried to catch her balance her clothes fall into the bath and got wet.
"Oh no, now what am I going to do?" She took her wet clothes. "Well I'm pretty sure that Kisshu didn't return yet, so if I wrap myself with towel there won't be any problem." Ichigo did as she planned, she wrapped herself with towel, but it wasn't so much of the success, the towel was really short, it was barely covering her private area and her butt. It would be really bad if Kisshu see me like this. She opened the door of her room and peeked a little just in case that Kisshu did came, but lucky her there was no one inside. She entered inside her room and opened her drawer with hers underwear, when she heard ripping sound behind her. Oh no…
"Hi koneko-…" He was staring at Ichigo who was staring at him blushing like hell and frozen in time. She didn't even realize that her towel went little down and Kisshu could saw the more than half of her breasts. "I never had better welcome, not even on my own planet."
"KISSHU GET OUT YOU PERVET!" She threw him out not even realizing how she did that.
Kisshu teleported back behind Ichigo hugging her. "I can't leave while you are dressed like this."
"Kisshu you have three seconds to leave or else I'm not talking to you ever again!"
"Fine, fine, act innocent, but I know it was all for me." He teleported before Ichigo was able to hit him with first thing that she caught.
"Idiot." After five minutes she dressed up and look over the window looking for Kisshu, but she didn't had to look long he was at the three all time watching her changing. "Kisshu you were watching all time."
"Well you said I have to get out, you didn't said that I can't peek."
"That was a rule."
"Rule was not to peek while I'm inside."
"Kisshu…"
After whole hour of argue and teasing Ichigo finally came to her senses. "Kisshu I must talk to you, it's very important."
"What's wrong Ichigo?"
Ichigo took deep breath, she need a lot of straight to say this. She couldn't hold it inside. "I…I…I can't do this anymore."
"Huh?"
"Before you came I promised that I will wait for Aoyama-kun that I will be true to him. But when you came I was so lonely, I needed someone to love me, to be with me, to make me happy. But now I see that I was too selfish. I can't do this to you, I don't want you to get hurt like I was, and I don't want to hurt you, so please…please… "She was on the edge of tears." Go before ..."
Suddenly she found herself on the bed with Kisshu on top of her, his eyes were hiding behind his hair and his fangs were out. "How can you even think about asking me something like that, how can you ask me to leave you? I'm not leaving not now, not ever, I'm here for you. But I can't believe that you don't feel anything for me, that you don't care about me, and that I'm just a replacement for you." He became rough and began to squeeze her hand.
"Stop it Kisshu, that hurts" Her eyes winded when she saw his eyes. They were red with rage and she was scared like never before. "Kisshu…" She was silent by his rough kiss. She was crying, from fear but it was not fear that Kisshu will hurt her, it was fear that he will leave for real.
He broke kiss and looked deep into her eyes. "I'm leaving." Ichigo heart skipped the beat. "If you tell me that you don't like me at all."
"Kisshu I don't want to wait any more. I want to ask you are you sure that you will stay with me, are you sure that you won't get enough of me. Because I start to like you, a lot and I don't want my hart broken and I don't want to hurt you too. I can't wait for Aoyama that is why I asked you to leave because if you ever plan to leave you should leave now, you just misunderstood. You didn't let me to finish my sentence. I wanted to ask you to leave before you got enough of me" On those words Kisshu let her arms go and kissed her again, but this time it was light kiss.
"You silly little kitten, next time try to say it like that, don't give me a heart attack." He kissed her again, Ichigo smiled a little and return his kiss. KIsshu got off her and lay next to her holding her around her waist, and they stayed like that for some time until the fall asleep in each other arms.
