"I really don't know how to thank you both" I said
My dad was sitting in his car, looking at his hands
"So guess you guys are going to be leaving now" I said to Dean
"Yer" he smiled
I looked at the floor then at Sam
"I'm gonna check your dad's ok" he said walking off
i looked up at Dean
"you know that was a pretty good shot you did back there" he said
"Thanks" i answered
"Remind me not to cross........"
I grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him close kissing him passionately, His hands rested on my hips.
I gently pulled away stroking his cheek
"bye" i said walking to my dad and Sam
"Thanks Sam" i said and kissed his cheek
"No problem Beth, you have our number if anything pops up" he smiled
I looked at Dean then back to Sam
"Yer, i do" i walked round to the other side and climbed in the car
"See you around" i smiled as my dad closed the door and started his car.
The car journey to my flat was quiet
"Beth Honey" my father said as he turned the engine off
"Yer dad" i said turning in my seat slightly to look at him
"Your Glowing, I haven't seen you this happy in a while" he said
I looked confused, he smiled
"I know, not the nicest of situations, but you looked like you were meant to be doing that" he said
I still was slightly confused
"Beth, you were meant for more then this life, I don't want to loose you, but maybe you have found what your meant to do" he smiled
I looked confused at him
"Beth, your meant for bigger and better things in this life, when you were helping those two boys, you seemed happy, confident, you looked like you were in the right place, you've lost so much due to these things that no one believes in, you can't just forget them now, maybe you need to be out on the road, saving others, like those boys" he said
"Dad....."
"No Beth, I know you have nothing here anymore, and I'm not going to keep you here any longer, you need to think on it" he told me
"Now go on, get some sleep" he said
I smiled and kissed his cheek
"Thank you" I said softly as I climbed out the car
I headed up to my flat and opened the door, I looked around me, my father was right, even though I had lived in this flat for years, it wasn't mine, I owned very little, the walls still bare.
I tossed and turned that night, wondering if what my father had said was right, I couldn't sleep the words just kept me up, I needed to clear my head. I pulled on a pair of jeans and grabbed my leather jacket and headed out to ride my motorbike.
As the trees and cars and houses whizzed past me, my mind was able to think clearly, what if my father was right, I never really wanted to stay in this town since my mother died, but I couldn't leave my father, he needed me, and i needed him, he was the only family i had, but now.....he was letting me go.
I knew what i wanted to do......I knew where my life was headed
3 MONTHS LATER
It seemed like forever since that night i had decided to hit the road, The months had past quickly, and i was being kept busy, and for once, i felt i had finally found myself, my father kept telling me how happy i sounded when i rang him every week.
I was still new to this hunting business but i was getting used to it, i did plenty of research, and was constantly learning new ways to kill whatever i came across, but the most rewarding thing was seeing people reuniting with their loved ones.
I pulled up outside a diner and began to climb out my car, my stomach rumbled, i had been driving for hours.
I walked in and sat in a booth
"Whatcha want love?" a young peppy waitress asked me
I took a quick glance at the menu,
"I'll have the lasagna and a lemonade thanks" i said smiling
"Sure thing" the waitress said back smiling
she began to walk away
"Beth?" i heard from behind me
I turned in my seat to where the voice was coming from
"Sam!" I said,
"What are you doing here?" he asked smiling
"Working! where's Dean?" i asked
Just then i saw him walking through the door, i smiled and my stomach performed somersaults, when he saw me and smiled back
"Beth!" he said, walking closer
"Hey Dean!" I said
"you wanna join me?" I said, pointing to the seats
"Sure" Dean said quickly
He slipped onto the bench opposite me and Sam slid in next to him
"so what are you doing here?" Dean asked, a smile still lingering on his lips
"Working!" i said, smiling back
The waitress gave me my drink and took Sam and Deans order
"Wait...what do you mean working?" Sam asked
"Well, the night you helped me, inspired me" i said, taking a sip of my drink
"It was dad that brought it up, said it was the first time in ages that i seemed truly happy, and well to be honest, for the first time since my mums death, i feel like i actually know who i am" i said
Dean was still smiling and Sam as just staring at me
"Ok, so i know, most people wouldn't choose this way of life, but to know I'm giving people the chance i never got" i said
"What do you mean?" Sam asked,
their drinks arrived and he took a big sip, when the waitress walked off i began to speak again
"i mean letting people see their loved ones again, i would do anything to see my mum or Si, Tess and Mike again" i looked at Dean his face no longer smiling
"and if we had been there sooner, you would of" he mumbled
i reached for his hand
"Don't for one second think I'm blaming you Dean, if it hadn't been for you, my dad, he wouldn't be here, heck i wouldn't be here, and well in a weird way, because of me losing them, i now help others, I don't blame you for their death, I'm glad you came into my life when you did" i said, i squeezed his hand and didn't move it
I continued to look into Dean's eyes, I was only distracted when Sam coughed slightly
I snapped my hand back and placed it on my lap.
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I put my knife and fork on the plate and sipped the last of my drink
"So you want to work with us on this case" Sam asked
Dean face lit up and he looked at me
"Sounds good" I answered
Dean tapped Sam and he moved so Dean could get out, he pulled out his wallet and walked to the register, I got up to and joined him, i began to pull out my money
"Hey, no put that away, I'll pay" he said, smiling at me
"Thanks" i replied, I turned and lent back on the counter
"So" i said to Dean, looking up and him
"You don't mind me tagging along?" i asked
he handed over the money and turned to face me
"Course not! it'll be nice having someone else to talk to beside Sammy" He laughed
"Good" i smiled
"It'll be nice to learn from the experts" i smiled
"I bet i can learn a lot from you" i flirted
"Same!" Dean replied smiling
he grabbed his change and we walked out the door, Sam joining us
"Hey where's the bike?" Dean asked as he saw me walk over to my car
"Still at home, with my dad, didn't think bulking it up with bags would look too good" i smiled
Dean smiled
"Pity, the bike was pretty hot"
"Hey I'm still hot, even without the bike" i joked back
"Plus the car is still sexy right?" I smiled
"Sure is" Dean Mumbled
"What is it?" Sam asked
"Porsche 997 turbo, ok so yer, it stands out a little, but its fast!" I smiled
I opened the door and was about to climb in
"Are you booked into a motel yet?" Sam asked
"No, been on the road since early this morning" I answered
"Well there's a motel just down the road, it's where we're staying, you can follow us there if you like" Sam said
"That sounds fantastic" i said, climbing into my truck and watching Dean and Sam climb in the Impala.
I think Dean must have been testing to see how fast my baby could go, but i kept up, it reminded me of when i was testing him when he followed my bike to my flat.
