Sorry it has been such a while, but the thing is I moved out of my parents' house so I could do whatever I wanted. That kinda killed all my writing time. Before when I was sitting on the coach my mum would watch a serie and I'd write but now I moved I could watch whatever serie I wanted ...

So sorry it took me so long. No promises about the next release. I think it will be sooner than this one but no guarantees.

By the way, the songs I used last chapter were 'Shadow' by Ashlee Simpson, 'Just a dream' by Nelly and 'Young and Wise' by Racoon.
This time I used only one song. I look forward to your guesses!


* knock knock *

"Sorry to disturb you Sawara-san."

"Come in Mogami-kun, what is it you need?"

I walk in, clutching my song, which I named 'Angels' since I got the angel role HIS PV and HE is the subject in this song.

"Did you write a song you feel comfortable publishing?"

"Yes, I did." I hand him my papers and he looks at the lyrics and then back at me.

"I'll pass these to Nakazawa-san, do you want to sing yourself? And do you have any thoughts on who will make the music and who will act?"

"I want to sing myself, if the sound of my voice is acceptable. As for the music, I don't really know who would be suitable … But I promised Amamiya-san she could act in my music video if I ever should make one."

"Okay, I am sure Nakazawa-san will be able to find some musicians and I will arrange a meeting with him and Kurosaki-san to discuss further details. Oh and the president said to give you also the option to choose another stage name to publish the video under."

My head is spinning from the information Sawara-san seems to notice and assures me I don't have to decide on my name right now, I'll have until the meeting…

I cannot concentrate the rest of the day. I am seriously considering the option to make music under a different name but what name? Every stage name I suggested when I entered LME was instantly rejected. I sigh, if only a name was the only thing weighing on my mind …

Tonight is the last night of the Heel-siblings, the night of the premiere. When tomorrow morning comes they will part and fade. But that is only if I survive tonight. If I let Setsuka out, she'll show my real feelings. I narrowly escaped the consequences of her actions last time by locking her up but tonight she will surely try to escape. I can't let her, I'll have to make it through the evening and night without her. Or I'll lose myself.

Deep inside I know I am kidding myself, already I can feel her kicking the walls of the box. The moment I lose my attention she could easily slip away. And if she does … I will be lost, there will be no fighting my feelings. I'll fall and become a stupid mindless girl.

I walk to Muse-sama's trailer, I hardly noticed the school ended but my body moved on its own.

I dress in Setsu's clothes and inside my box I know Setsu is waiting to be let out but the chains are still firmly locked in their place. Muse-sama puts my chocker on me and it feels like it is the manifestation of the hands of fate, come to choke me. Fear is builing up in me but I have to remain calm for once I begin really panicking she'll be free, and 'I' will be lost …

"Setsu, are you alright?"

Setsu's face Setsu's face! I quickly pull my face into a Setsu-like face and smile in a Setsu-like way.

"Of course Nii-san." Inside my head, inside my box is the real Setsu spirit kicking and screaming to be let out.

Cain doesn't seem satisfied with my answer but lets it slide, probably blaming the excitement for the party.

"Let's go then."


She clings to my arm and smiles prettily on the red carpet but she isn't Setsu …

Sister would give me a hickey here and now just to show all those female reporters that I'm hers, and I would gladly return that favor.

I pull her close and whisper in her ear.

"Are you mad Setsu?"

"Would I have a reason to?"

Her tone is… not Setsu as is her way of asking. If it was anyone else I'd say they weren't concentrating on the role but this is Kyoko, she doesn't need to concentrate, she IS when she is in the environment.

"Not that I know of but you have been behaving unlike yourself, do you want to go back to the hotel?"

"No, I am okay, besides, I couldn't miss a party which they give in honor of you."

During the movie she ohs and ahs at the moments others scream in terror but she still doesn't feel like Setsu. Each time I ask she says she's fine but it all feels so wrong.


After the movie finishes there is dinner, luckily director Konoe gave us our own private table and I get a chance to think about her behavior.

She isn't alright. She isn't even Setsu. Is she afraid of me after what happened? I haven't really had the chance to apologize. But Setsu initiated the actions back then … Is she afraid of Setsu? Can she even still be Setsu!?

'Let me try, I want to enjoy this last night with my sister! Besides, she'll listen to me, she always does.'Cain pleads, he's got a point but he also always listens to his sister. But I have little choice so I hand the control to him and move to my favorite secluded spot in my mind, I don't want to disturb Cain's last moments with his sister.

"You should eat Setsu, you'll need all the energy you can get tonight."

She gives me another not-quite-Setsu-look and I cannot stand it anymore. It doesn't matter what that girl is thinking but right now she's keeping me from my sister, I won't let her. I know my beloved sister is in there somewhere and I WILL get her out.

"Setsu, sweet sister of mine are you mad?"

"I'm not."

"Then why aren't you looking at me?" I look pleadingly at her. And as the girl looks up I see a flicker of my sister before the other girl smothers her.

"I was just focusing on my food Nii-san."

"No you weren't, you don't even know what you're eating. Did someone bully you?"

"Of course not, I told you I'm fine."

"Then why can't you stand the sight of me?" Now I am seriously worried, even that other girl is usually able to either handle me or pull the other guy out.

"It's really nothing."

"Did you find yourself a boyfriend Setsu?" I ask in a broken voice. I am very well aware how others look at her. Her head snaps up and finally I see my sister looking at me with her fierce eyes.

"Of course not, you are the only one for me Nii-san, you know that don't you!?"

"Well, you haven't done much to prove it to me lately. Ignoring me and all that."

"I was just sad, when morning comes we … we'll ..."

"I told you THOSE TWO won't be able to keep us apart, I pulled you out just now too right?"

"Yes you did SHE had locked me up after what I did last time …SHE is afraid that I'll do the same tonight."

"So will you? Do the same again I mean?"

"Maybe … Not exactly the same though..." She winks flirtatiously at me.

Oh the sake of heaven and hell, don't let her get a boyfriend. If she were to wink like that at a guy with less self control he would have her instead of dessert…

That sounds like a plan, like this she won't reject you.
She is my SISTER and yes I love her but she would be mad for all eternity if I made her skip the rest tonight's party.

"Why not have some dessert first?"

"Will you feed me?" again a wink, accompanied with a sensual smile. Any other guy wouldn't even make it to a hotel room …

"Not now, you can eat yourself, can you not?"

"Of course I can, I am a woman but I'd enjoy it more when you feed me…" She licks her lips, drawing my attention to them. They glisten in the soft light of the dining hall. They shine about as much as her lip ring …

She is my succubus but I cannot give into her, we are already dancing with the devil skirting the edge.

"I won't feed you, not here."

"So, you would when we are alone?" She asks with a cunning smile.

"I did not say that. Shall we dance? Since don't want to any dessert." I ask as I get up.

Her face falls a bit but as she takes my hand and rises gracefully. She leads me to the dance floor and starts to move to the music.


I almost immediately regret my decision. Her burgundy strap-less dress contrasts magnificently with her pale skin, the black leather corset accentuates her already perfect figure.

As she dances the back hem of her skirt flirts with the inside of her knees while the front caresses her upper legs.

And then her moves … where did she learn to dance like that. Her every move seduces me, she sways her hips to the beat, moves her arms with the song. For a moment I stand petrified, unsure whether I am alive or maybe I died and went to hell. She is so beautiful, sexy but I cannot touch her or she'll hate me forever.

I dance with her as well as I can but I am not focusing. I take each moment I can tear my eyes away from the dark nymph in front of me to glare at all surrounding guys. She is mine, she dances for me!

There are no other voices in my head for we are all united in our infatuation for the vixen in front of us. I close my eyes for a moment, trying with all my might to find a reason to stop her but I can not.

I am not sure for how long we danced but it must have been quite some time judging by the state of those around us. The dark vixen is still dancing with me, showing no sign of exhaustion. The song is upbeat, and I am entranced, she dances with her back to me and a peak in the song she suddenly slides down against me. I look down, shocked, did she faint!?

She didn't she is somehow still dancing, crouched low against my legs, smirking up at me.

I nearly lose it, her upward gaze, and the bit of cleavage visible from up here …

She turns around and starts to dance up again, now facing me.

Oh, it is so easy to find what's wrong here. I am what's wrong enjoying her seduction so much but I cannot stop her, it wouldn't be right for our roles. But I simply cannot find what's right here ...

Her hands ghost over my torso and that's all I can take.

I lock my arms around her and crash my lips to hers.

"Let's get out of here." I growl, trying to keep my hands from exploring her lean body.

"But, Nii-san I want to stay, I want to dance some more!"

"Are you sure? If we get out of here you still dance for me … Away from all those other guy- people."

"Aw, I was just starting to enjoy this party." She whispers as she locks her arms around my neck and presses her lithe body into mine. Her silver eyes lock with mine and I can see she is lying but wants to play a good party-loving sister instead of the dangerously in love sister she is…

Well she better say goodbye to that part of her which wants to stay innocent, which wants to be a good girl. She lost the chance to be the innocent sister the moment she started to dance with me.

"No you were not, you were enjoying me. So come with me so I will be able to enjoy you. Without prying eyes." She purrs in agreement as I lift her arms from my neck and slide my arm around her waist.

I lead her out the door, ignoring the drunk glare Muresame sends after me.


Once we are in our hotel room her hands fumble with the buttons and zippers of my jacket, I let her take it off, it has become so heavy.

She flings it across the room and ghosts her fingers over my muscles, clearly visible because of the tightness of the shirt. Her hands are trembling as they crawl across my skin. The cold dead eyes of her innocence stare accusingly at me. The void in them drains the life of my resolve. She abandoned her innocence the last time we were together. And now she is dancing again, a little dance against me, full of fear of abandonment and full of passion.

"Nii-san, let's finish what we started last time. If tonight's our last I want to make sure 'they' remember it, then they cannot erase us."

"Don't tempt me, you might not be able to handle the master of sin who'll come with that."

"I won't look him in the eye, he will not take me like that, but you'll dance with me for real won't you Cain-nii-san? We can dance with that sinfull devil without letting him take us. As long as we don't look him in the eye we will be 'us'. Besides, he is already here, he came in when you took of your jacket, or didn't you notice what you were doing?"

She loops her arms around my neck again and pulls me into a kiss.

I am truly lost, her soft lips stole my resolve and the soft skin of her back under my hands …

I pull back. How did her corset become undone? I pull my hands from her back and I feel the strings glide through my fingers.

So that's what she meant. I was undressing her while I was telling her not to tempt me …


Goodbye, my innocent love.