This chapter is just a fun little thing I cooked up. I kind of have writers block (cough siblings cough)

enjoy.


The house was huge. There were about 7 bedrooms, a kitchen, a living room, and a huge pantry in the basement. When you walked in the door, the first thing you could see was a huge stair case, and a grand entrance room. Harry set down his bags and looked around. It was magnificent. There were warm colors, and soft lighting. A male maid came over to him.

"Sir, where would you like to sleep, so I know which room to put your stuff in?"

Harry looked over at Ginny, who then looked at Lily.

"Let's go look first."

Ron headed straight for the kitchen with Hermione in tow. The rest of them climbed up the stairs. There was a huge hall way, with 4 doors. Harry went to the last one on the right, and Jason went for the first one on the right. When they opened the doors, each of them laughed. Ginny went over to see what was so funny in Harry's room. Harry had run across the room to the huge bed, and had jumped on it. He was now laying face down with his hands up above his head. Ginny laughed at him. He looked at her and smiled his goofy grin. Ginny walked over to him and sat down next to him. He pulled her down next to him and gave her a kiss.

Lily sat Teddy down on the bed. Jason was sitting in the middle of it, his eyes watching her closely. Teddy crawled over to Jason and grabbed his shoe lace. Jason smiled at the baby and picked him up in his arms. Lily watched him as he gently tickled the baby's side, his eyes full of care. He would make a great father, Lily thought to herself.

They soon found out that they had a house full of maid and house keepers at their service. But they were all muggles. The kept a beanie hat over Teddy's head when everyone was there. None of them dared use magic. By dinner time, Lily was tired from taking care of Teddy. He was constantly doing something. Only an hour after they had got there, Teddy had tried to crawl down the stairs when Lily put him down so she could tie her shoe. She had grabbed him just in time, and laughed at the boy's giggling. They had steak and pasta for dinner, along with freshly baked bread. It was good, but they all agreed it was not as good as Mrs. Weasley's cooking. At about 9 o'clock they all went to bed; all the couples were sharing rooms. Lily and Ginny had found out that there was a bathroom that connected their rooms together. They had laughed when Jason had walked in with Teddy in his arms and nearly fainted before he could go to the bathroom.


Hermione was the first asleep. Ron gently carried her up the stairs when every body else was going up. He slowly put her down and kissed her forehead. She had been tired all day, and was sick before dinner. Ron changed into his pajamas and crawled into bed with her. He wrapped her up in his arms, and rubbing her back slightly he fell asleep.

Harry gave Ginny a piggy back ride to their room, and as soon as she was off his back, he fell to the floor.

"Gin, no offense, but you weigh a lot."

"None taken. It's better to be a little chunky than to skinny."

"Yeah, your right. And I love you that way."

"Harry, how much do you love me?"

Harry looked at his hands, thinking hard. How much did her love her.

"Um. Gee Gin, that is a hard question to answer. I really don't know how to answer it."

Ginny sat down next to him, her brown eyes soft.

"How much do you love me Gin?"

Ginny just smiled.

"You know how much. I have loved you since I was 10."

"But back then you didn't know me. How could you love me then?"

"I just knew. I just knew you were the one for me."

"Care to elaborate?"

"Well, I couldn't breathe around you, I would freeze up when you were in the same room; just hearing you speak made me want to hide. I was a nervous wreck. But then smart old Hermione taught me how to control my nerves. And told me that maybe I should meet other people and see if it wasn't just you, but all boys. But sadly it wasn't that way. I would still get this twist in my stomach around you. But when you kissed me after the Quidditch match, my whole body was on fire. None of the guys I have dated could do that to me."

Harry wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close.

"Still feel it?"

She nodded. Leaning her chin up, she kissed his neck. Harry felt a chill come over him. He laid her down on the bed, lying right next to her.

"Maybe you should get ready for bed Gin."

Ginny got up and walked over to the drawers. She pulled out one of his shirts and a pair of short shorts. Pulling her shirt over her head, she threw it over near the bathroom door. Harry stared at her, his eyes going over her chest to her stomach. She had the most beautiful creamy skin and the most freckles Harry had ever seen. She pulled his shirt over her head, and her hair came out of its ponytail. She let it stay down. Next she pulled off her jeans to reveal a pair of blue knickers. She stepped into her shorts, and stood up straight. Smiling at Harry, she walked over to the bathroom door and knocked. He heard some one yell from inside, and could tell it was Lily. Ginny walked in and Harry saw Teddy on the ground looking straight at her. When she shut the door, Harry walked over to the dresser and grabbed his pajama pants. It was a warm night so he decided not to wear a shirt. Otherwise he would sweat. Yuck.

Lily was standing at the sink, brushing her teeth. Teddy was on the ground, holding one of Lily's bras.

"I don't know where he got that."

Ginny laughed at Teddy and took the bra away.

"He's getting started early huh?"

Lily didn't laugh. Instead she coughed. Ginny screamed. Lily had coughed out blood. Lily couldn't stop coughing, and soon Harry was in the bathroom patting her back. Jason came in and got a glass for some water. When she was done coughing she tried to catch her breath. She drank the water, spitting out some of it when almost coughed again. Teddy was on the ground next to Lily's feet, his face streaked with tears. Harry picked him up as Lily sat down on the floor, still trying to get her breathing back to normal. She was shaking and quivering, tears flowing down her face. Jason held her close to him, whispering soothing words to her. By now, Ron was standing in the door way, asking what was going on.

"Lily had a cough attack. Knocked the wind out of her and she coughed up some blood."

"She didn't have a cough attack. It was a panic attack."

Everyone looked over at Jason, who was still holding Lily.

"She sometimes will get this felling that she is being watched or targeted by some imaginary thing. Her imagination will get the better of her, and she will start to think something is after her. Then she will start to hypervenalate, and cough. Sometimes she will faint, other times she will start to cry. This time she coughed up blood. It happens a lot to her, but most times she can control it."

Harry stared at Lily. Her legs were still shaking, and her face was as white as a sheet.

"But why does she have these?"

"Something in her past. Another story, another time."

Jason picked her up and carried her to their bed. He swung the door shut behind him, and everyone was quiet for a moment.

"Ginny, do you know anything?"

Ginny nervously shook her head. Picking up Teddy, she walked out of the bathroom in a hurry. Harry looked at Ron, who just shrugged. Ron walked back to his room. Harry got up and got the blood out of the sink. He opened the door to Lily's room slightly. Jason was sill holding her, and she looked like she was asleep.

(Lily's p.o.v)

I was still shaking. My hands were uncontroable. They would always shake when I got another panic attack. I could stop myself from having them, but this time, I couldn't. Something was watching me, I felt like it. But nothing ever was. I hated it when Jason was there, because part of this was partially his fault. But I never told him. I didn't have the heart to.

(Normal p.o.v)

Harry lay on his bead. Ginny was in the kitchen getting a drink of water. Harry was thinking about Ginny's question. "Harry, how much do you love me?" That question was hard for him to answer. He knew he couldn't stand being away from Ginny, and he knew that she made him happier than anything could. Ginny. Just her name got him happy. He thought about the piece of paper that Lily had dropped at lunch. On it was a simple little thing about stuff girls never notice.

(flashback)

Harry saw a piece of paper drop out of Lily's pocket as she picked up Teddy. He bent down and picked it up. Opening it up, he read what was on it.

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

These little things girls never see. They will never fully understand us, as we will never understand their ways.

Harry smiled at the last one.

(End flashback)

Harry had the perfect way to tell Ginny how much he loved her. He had the perfect way.


Can anyone think of the perfect way?????