January 26, 2008

I woke up, and I saw a bunch of really bright lights, and I actually thought there might actually be a heaven, then I felt a sharp pain, looked over ad a nurse was changing some bandages. A doctor came in to check on me, said I had been out for three days, and told me there was a mousy haired teen here every one of them after school, stayed till visiting hours were over. A feeling of happiness washed over me, happier than i've been in a long time, then I looked down, my arms are covered in almost cast like bandages, wait, where's mom and dad? And who took me here?

I talked to one of the cute nurses, they told me that the same teen who had been visiting, found me ad called the hospital, and she also said my parents had come in just once, when the hospital was admitting me, she made a comment about mom smelling of vodka...

It's been a long day, after I talked to the nurse, I as really tired, fell asleep watching House MD, and was awoken by an angel's voice, I looked up, and my very own sweet Demyx was watching me from his chair. He was so beautiful, minus being slightly ashen, and a small trickling tear down his left cheek. When he saw that I was awake, he jumped up ad pulled me into a loving embrace, and he just started crying, and sobbing, I couldn't understand what he was saying. When he finally quieted down, he smiled, and told me, he thought he was going to loose me, and it was the scariest thing in his life, I about passed out, he took my hand, I tried not to wince, and stared into my eyes and said," I love you, I've always loved you, I was just afraid, afraid you wouldn't love me too, and I couldn't live knowing that, that's why i've dated so many girls to try to get my mid off you, but it never worked, because, you're the only one I want.. and now that you know, your going to reject me, and, "he started crying again, and tried to leave, I lunged, and grabbed the hem of his shirt, told him how much I loved him, and how I too was afraid to say anything, and then, we kissed, it was the most wonderful thing I the world, his warm precious lips brushing against mine. And then, he had to go, visiting hours were over, so, he packed me o the cheek, promised to come back right after school, and left, leaving my pounding heart ad racing mid to try and capture the last few hours ad engrave them in to my memory forever. The nurse is coming now; she's adding a sedative into my IV drip

Zexion Iwshe