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Hello my friends here is Chapter seven i have good news, im in the works with a new beta reader that had offered to correct my chapter so im really happy about thank her so much for thehelp and with the next chapter she will be checking that for me, im still in the works with my new story Under The L.A Sun so if you have any suggestions you can send me a private message to give ideas about the new story or about Skyline.
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Songs for this Chapter to inspire your reading
Take a Bow by Rihanna
Part of me by Katy Perry
Rolling in the deep by Adele
So here we go Chapter 7
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Chapter Seven
Just hit play and watch my life fall apart
On Chapter Six
I feel ashamed to still be feeling this way after three years. I would feel ashamed to feel regret, anger, hatred, sadness, disbelief, and pain about what you did to me. i need to pick myself over you, tell my parents and my friend that I'm okay, tell them that I love them but I just need this time alone to think and tell little max that I love him, I leave him to you because he would miss you too much if I took him, i hope you and my sister are happy together, you can tell her that my car should have been hers from the start so she can have it and i am really sorry i was in the way for you two to be together goodbye Edward and please respect my feelings to never see you again.
This love was never yours, mine or ours
My Bella wasn't going to forgive me, she left for good, and this was not what I had planned; I curled up in ball with the letter against my heart and fell asleep.
Bella Pov
I was hoping that everything that happened was just a dream, a very bad dream that when I would wake up it would a disappear and I would be in my bed waking up for my wedding day but of course reality was torturing me since it was only me in a big hotel room watching up to go to the airport and leave everything behind including my life, I know that I order to heal I would have to reevaluate the situation and choose myself over everyone else (Edward).
I looked at the time that stated 5 am, even though my flight was at 8 am I would have to be there two hours in advance to check in and to prevent any flight delays. I felt like my body could move but my brain was dead as I turned on the lights of the bathroom I found myself in a horrible state of haggardness, the results are what I had in front of me red eyes, dry lips and an overall droopy face it was all there I took a long hot shower I felt like I was purifying my body from all of the lies, betrayal, dirt and pain scrubbing away Edward's touch, kisses, tenderness I felt the saltiness of my tears mixing with water coming from the shower, I went out to the room where my clothes were already picked out consisting in some comfortable jeans, a long sleeve black shirt, a printed cardigan and Mary Jane shoes i left my hair loose and a bare face the last thing I wanted to do was put on makeup or brush my hair, I went to put on a beanie hat and some shades to go un recognizable.
After I had arrange my passports, I sat down to read my grandmother's letter
Bella my sweet child, you have grown so much it's now your wedding day and even though I'm not with you I'm there in spirit I wish nothing more than love and happiness for many many years to come, here is some money I want to give you as a wedding gift or to but your grandfather's some earplugs to hear me when I'm talking to him but to finish I just want to say I love you with all of my being and I wait for the day you come with your husband to Paris for me to meet him.
Grandma
I loved my grandma so much and even though I was going to France for a whole different reason I was happy I was seeing her and top tell her I was moving to Paris for good so she would be one of the few people I would spend most of my time with i took the money that were in the envelope and saved it, the last part of that letter was really the thing that was going to kill me to tell her. When the lobby called me to notify me that the cab was here I looked outside to see the same weather as yesterday "rain" that turned out to be an exact copy of my emotions, I was ready to go so I went down and checked myself out, I got the airport and as usual there were a lot of people around but I only concentrated in checking in and getting some things for the flight. I decided to go to Starbucks for a bagel and a caramel hot chocolate i couldn't wait for today's paper Title "What happen to the Hampton wedding" but when I was eating and looking at the front page of the new york times there was nothing and to know that there was a helicopter with their name on it flying around the wedding site, I guess the security was tight just how we wanted it to be, my dream wedding and it was ruined I finished my bagel to buy some sleeping pills because even though I travel quite a lot I'm afraid of flying and to top it off dealing with a horrible situation was really getting to me.
"May I have your attention please passengers of flight number 247 may now approach for boarding, I repeat passengers of flight number 247 may now approach to the boarding door thank you"
I got up and was one of the first to get on but with the need to look back and saying bye to my beautiful city, friends and my little bundle of joy Max that I know he was better off in Edward's care since I would have to focus in me, I didn't stop crying by the time I sat down in my seat, I asked the flight attendant to please give me a bottle of water to drink the sleeping pill that almost got stuck by the knot I had in the middle of my throat from all the crying.
"Ladies and Gentlemen were are ready for lift off to our final destination that is the city our Paris, France we would like to thank you for flying with us"
I buckle up and while the plane started to elevate my nails were scratching the handles in my attempt to keep calm, I know that the only one that could calm me was Edward so that made me cry even more, when the plane stabilized I was finally tranquil I converted what was my seat into a personal bed for me to sleep because the effect of the sleeping pills were finally getting the best of me, I knew that the next few weeks were going to be hard.
Edward pov
"Edward"
(Silence)
"Edward"
"Mm mm"
"Edward honey wake up"
"What."
"Sweetheart you have to get up and get some fresh air"
"I don't want to" I said like a little boy
"Sweetheart, were going back to the city, it's already 4 pm"
"I don't want to go back and see the headlines on those newspapers"
"Your father solved that honey, nothing about this is going to the public eye this is a private matter that should stay private"
"Where is everyone?"
"Renee and Charlie left to look for Bella, Alice decided to leave because she didn't want to even see your face and of course dragged Jasper with her, Emmett had to leave with Rose because she was too close to hurt you bad, she was pretty upset and as for the rest of the guests they know what to do so it wasn't such a problem but we did give them wedding favors"
"Oh" I said
I didn't want to see anyone and breath or anything I just wanted Bella by my side, I just wanted to stay here with max and make a living doing nothing until I died because nothing was worth living if I can't do it with her it felt like as I have been robbed just taken from my hands but I knew that I wouldn't gain anything if I took all of my anger on Natalie even though she is the one that made all of this a nightmare
Mom do you think Bella will ever forgive me
Edward, from a woman's point of you what you did was absolutely unacceptable and disgusting, you did have a wonderful woman, who loved and would do everything to make you happy but I know that as your mother you weren't in the right mind to do that kind of things because you do love her, you were just drunk and in the wrong place at the wrong time with the wrong woman if Bella finds it in her heart to forgive you, you have to go far beneath your ways to make it up to her and gain her trust back she was mad that you did that to her but what made her even more upset, is that you didn't tell her that is what finished killing her
"But I didn't mean to" I said trying to defend myself
"And I know that honey but she doesn't want to see you or talk to you for that same reason I just told you, but for now you have to get up and move on"
"I don't know if I can"
"Yes you can and you will Edward, maybe she will go on with her life too"
"WHAT IF I DON'T WANT HER TO?" I said with a displeased tone in my voice just thinking of Bella with another man
"Edward that is not your decision to make, you have to face the facts that your duties and benefits of being her fiancée are over since the day you broke your promises involving with her sister"
I felt anger, I felt like my own mother wasn't on my side but I know deep down that what she was saying was true and the only thing I had to do now was to give up
"I want to go home"
"Are you sure honey you can stay with us a couple of days while you calm down"
"No mom I just want to be alone"
"Okay then I'll tell your dad that you will be down in a few minutes to go"
I stayed there sitting on the bed without saying a single word while stroking Max head and my mom came over and kissed my forehead
"You know that I love you regardless of the events"
And she left.
Bella Pov
Miss Rousseau?
(Silent)
Miss Rousseau?
I felt like my exhaustion got the best of me but I heard the flight attendant was calling me so I took off my sleeping mask
Yes? I said while yawning
I'm sorry to disturbed you miss Rousseau but you told me to wake you up for lunch
"Oh yes thank you" I said while getting up and sitting straight
What would you like to have today's lunch specialties are grilled chicken salad, cheese ravioli or a wasabi salmon
I'll have the grilled chicken salad please
"Of course" she said while placing the grilled chicken salad
"Thank you"
"And to drink?"
A glass of lemonade please
She poured a glass of lemonade with a piece of lemon attached to it
"Let me know if you need anything else" she said while smiling
"Thank you"
I lifted up my window shade to reveal gray skies and humidity that was on the window apparently bad weather wasn't going anywhere soon, I started to eat my salad while watching Friends that was my favorite comedy of all time, it was in times like these that the show would really lift my spirits up a little, oh crap I have to send a text my mom but since I threw my cellphone out the window back at the bus I had to buy a new one.
Hey mom don't worry I'm fine you don't need to call the national guard of anything. I would call you but I had to get rid of my phone and buy a new one, you will probably know why so be calm I'll send you the information of where I'm at but for now I just wanted to tell you that I'm fine, I just need some time alone to meditate I love you so much
PS: after I call you to tell you where I am you can only tell is Alice, Rose, Matt and Heather no one else and Edward can find out because I'm sure he will come looking for me or Natalie I don't want to see them ever again
Att: Your daughter Bella
I pressed send and leaned back in my chair, why was I still exhausted so I decided to finished eating, close the window shades, put my eye mask back on and succumbed to my much needed sleep.
Edward pov
When we got back to the city around and the rain was at its strongest I said goodbye to my parents and got a cab back to the apartment with Max on his leash, he looked excited as he thought he was going to see his mommy and as I look hopeful while opening the front door but what I found was pure emptiness, no lights, no Bella I took Max off his leash and he took off around the house to look for her, I went to our room and opened the closet to see that her cloths were still there, I started to look even deeper and discovered that everything was there, she didn't take anything, she didn't come to the apartment, she didn't want nothing from me and that's when I started crying like the huge asshole I was I could still imagine everything her laughter when I would chase her around the house, her sweet words as I made love to her, the Sundays that we would dedicate to each other and talk at the patio while looking at the city skyline, all of that disappeared as I heard Max's bark.
"What's up buddy" I said while drying my tears
(He barks)
"You're looking for momma aren't you?"
(He barks again)
"Well she's not coming buddy"
He twisted his head as he looked like he understood was I was saying.
"She's not coming because your dad did a very stupid thing"
(He barks)
Don't get mad, I would go and get her if I knew where she was but for now bud you have to help me get through it, because it's going to be rough
(He barks)
"Yeah rough so have a little patience on me, I'll promise to you right now that if I see her again I will do everything I can and have in me to get her back to us"
I promise
Bella Pov
When I woke up again the flight attendant had told me to get ready for landing since we were about 5 minutes from the airport I looked at the time and it was 10 pm, wow I sleep 4 hours straight and to top it off I was still exhausted but I guess even though you sleep comfortable in a first class flight it stills tires you when you're on an almost 8 hour flight,I fixed my hair into my beanie because at least I wanted to look at least presentable by the time I landed.
"Ladies and gentle were on now descending to the beautiful city Paris, France"
I grabbed my chair handles again as the plane landed.
"Our flight was about 8 hours so we are right on schedule and we have a medium rain shower for our weather made sure to be covered up and we would like to thank you again for flying with Air France have a good night"
I quickly lifted from my seat and got off the plane; I went to get my luggage and got a cab.
Bonne nuit (good night) I said
Bonne soirée mademoiselle (good night miss) he responded
Pouvez-vous s'il vous plaît me prendre au 7ème arrondissement de la Banque? (Can you please take me to the seventh district of the Bank?)
bien sûr (Of course)
when we got there I paid him and wished him a good night before running to the lobby shade, I went up to the apartment I was thankful that I hadn't gotten rid of this apartment, I had this apartment when I turned 16 that my dad gave me so I could come and visit my Paris family I was thinking about putting it up for sale since me and Edward were planning on buying a bigger place by the time we got married.
I got to the one bed and one bath apartment that was still as beautiful as I remembered it to be even though it was rain I could see the Eiffel tower as my skyline, it was great to be at my second home, I walked to the room that was intact and the bed that ready to be fall on, I opened my luggage to take out my pajama and go to the bathroom but when I was changed the depression hit me again because I started to think about him again and like that tears started to roll again.
"Edward why did you do this to me, why wasn't I enough for you, I just wanted to be happy with you, how can I forget you and get you out of my head, look at me, you did this to me" I said while looking at my face and emotion that during the flight I was totally fine but now I was having a nervous breakdown just knowing that my wedding was almost two days ago how can one person (Natalie) could ruin another person's life.
Natalie Pov
My planned had worked and now it was just question of time that Edward would call me and we would be together, even though his family and even my family hate me when I get with Edward that can't do shit about it and I'll become in a near future Mrs. D' Ambrosio I hope Bella will keep her mouth shut about where she is so she won't go into his life again and forgive him.
A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know I've cried.
Anonymous
How will Bella cope with the pain?
Will she ever go back to New York?
Will Edward fall into Natalie trap?
Can Renee keep the secret when she finds out her daugther is in Paris?
sorry it was short but the next chapter will be much longer, i love to see your comments and suggestions on this chapter, i need reviews to fill me with fuel to write the next chapter
love u all and i'll see you soon
