[[This chapter will mostly be about Jack…im not really in the mood for writing so apologies if its appalling, but I want to get it out of the way]]

'Get back and see your daughter' So viciously spoken from his elder brother, started ringing through Jacks ears. He missed his daughter like crazy. He kissed a photo of her every night and prayed that she knew he always did and does love her. His pain was still raw though. Seven months on, and his heart was still crumbling. He pined for Ronnie. The only women he ever truly, truly loved. The one women he would walk over hot coals for, yet he couldn't even keep his trousers zipped up. This was the biggest regret of his life. Not being able to wake up to her every morning, watch her sleep every night, and kiss her soft lips whenever he wanted.

Looking around the small, crumby flat that he rented in the north of London, he knew he had to change things. He knew he had to sort himself out for Amy's sake. A tear escaped the corner of his eye as the sudden thought of Amy not remembering who he was, entered his mind. What if she looked at him and thought he was a stranger? It has been 7 months though, and she hasn't seen her dad once. Another tear crept down Jacks cheek.

Jack stood up off the tatty sofa, and walked into his bedroom. On his bed side cabinet, was a photo of Amy when She was a baby, and beside it was a picture of Ronnie and Jack together. This photo tortured his. It grabbed every breath in his body and ripped them away making his heart pound heavily, and although it caused his heart to ache, he never hid the photo away.

He sat on his bed for what seemed like hours, but in reality was only a couple of minutes. His brother was right. Of course he was. He had to get back to see Amy. He felt selfish, that he had not been in contact, and if he didn't soon, then Roxy would definitely not want him to see her.

Suddenly, he jumped off his bed and got to his knees. Bending down and looking under the bed, he reached for his suitcase. He still had his flat in Walford, so there was no excuse for him not to stay for at least a couple of days. He pulled out the small suitcase, and rummaged through his drawers, getting enough clothes to last him a couple of days. The normally tidy man, who hated even the tiniest of creases in any of his clothes, not even bothering to fold any. He wanted it done as soon as he possibly could. He felt he had wasted so much time already that he just wanted to get packed up and go.

Jack got into his car, after locking up the flat. He drove until he reached his destination. Albert Square, Walford. He parked his car outside his brothers house, and stepped out slowly. Looking around at the passers by, the stall owners going about their usual day to day business, and people he had not seen since he left, Jack felt such guilt course through his entire body. He tried to walk, but his legs just wouldn't work. They wouldn't move, keeping him frozen on the spot.

After a few seconds, Jack plucked up the courage to walk. It was still relatively light outside, but he didn't have a clue what the time was. He has so much adrenaline pumping through his veins as he marched over to the Vic. He couldn't stop for even one second, as he knew that if he did, then he would freeze again.

Stopping outside The Queen Vic. He took a deep breath before pushing open the doors. He looked around as the room fell silent. Over to his right, was a crowd of regulars who were all drinking their usual. His eyes brushed passed everyone of them as he turned to his left.

''Jack?'' A loud, surprised voice echoed throughout the whole room.

Jack looked down at his feet. He has mustered up the courage, yet now he didn't know what to do or say. ''Roxy'' was all that spilled from his lips as the stares subsided and everybody else in the pub started getting on with what they were doing.

All of a sudden, Jack heard the door to the private quarters creek. Tip toeing through the door was Ronnie, cradling her daughter as she fed her. She looked at Roxy, before rapidly noticing that Jack was stood pretty much in front of her. Her forehead creased as she began to look confused. ''Jack'' She spoke gently. Her voice etched with fear and surprise.

[[That was the most awful chapter I know, but I needed to get it out of the way lol….I promise the next chapter will be lots better. Possibly the reveal to Jack]]