3/18/09 Sorry to you all that I haven't written anything new today. I didn't get to sleep until somewhere around 3pm this afternoon (I had homework and daughter stuff……whatever)……lack of sleep for the day has made me kind of scared I'm going to mess this up! Such pivotal scenes coming here…….kind of nerve racking! So….let's begin…*cracking knuckles* (actually I've never been able to do that, but let's pretend eh? LOL)……..
HEAVEN and HELL continued…
3/19/09 SO SO SORRY!
SO…I hit a complete writers block for a couple of days there……I'd read and would edit, but couldn't get myself back into the character…..couldn't get away from editing…..its addicting! I missed some vital info in there in my late night writing fits….. but to top it off I have been kind of lost… so we'll see with how I do with this one
NOTE: REASON FOR WRITERS BLOCK- Edward is convinced he is in hell? HOW DO I GET HIM OUT OF HELL?!?!?! Lol. Not funny really I know…..happened before when he was in the airport too…..I accidentally got his mind thinking he was stuck in hell ("would not be allowed my last memory of my Bella"). Anyway, I think I have it……MAYBE……PLEASE REVIEW THIS ONE! I really want to get him to the Volturi and then to the bedroom and the vote!!!!!!
ONCE AGAIN… HEAVEN AND HELL CONTINUES……
"I'm NOT dead and neither are YOU!" Bella rasped at me. Of COURSE we are dead! What was she saying! I had surely felt that push into me, there had been no pain, but then her image became so real, surely only hell would have granted me that haunting image of what I had done to such a fragile creature, what I had done to my only love…. wait….hell would what?
"PLEASE EDWARD, we have to MOVE! They can't be far away!" she continued. Who? Close to us? Why? I am so confused. The only thing my Bella could fear so fervently, here in this square, would be the Volturi, taking my existence from such a world. A world I was no longer forced to be a part of. She seemed so fearful though….
I could hardly let myself dare to believe, let alone speak, "What was that?" I heard myself ask her, as if the words didn't belong to me, though I felt them slip from between my lips. I felt my mind and body numbing itself, readying me for the agony that would consume me with the hope of life and then the realization of death, my actions, my consequences, my sentence…..
Perhaps the devil would inflict that pain upon me. Give me not only the image of my Bella to haunt me, but then to manipulate me into thinking she was truly alive and here in my arms…….. and then take her away again…….but I could hear others now too. I tried to focus, tried to let those noises around me that had been falling silently on my deft ears slowly seep into my mind.
I could see their eyes on Bella and I in their minds. Slowly creeping through the shadows on the edge of the square only a few yards away; That must be that human Aro was talkin' about, ain't much to look at is she? Sure smells good……DAMNIT HEIDI! No, no, no, no, no. Aro would be soo-ho-ho angry…no no no….Felix turned to look at Demitri…..
HE'S GOT THE HUMAN! Aro will want to know about THIS! He wants that boy, we need to move…."Felix" I head Demitri speak lowly to his comrade, "We need to move NOW." I saw Felix give Demitri a sharp nod, acknowledging their plan of action and turn back to us and begin to slowly creep closer toward where Bella and I stood.
Her words gripped at my attention, "We're not dead, not yet!" she screetched at me, I looked down and realized she was trying to push me backwards, her tiny body seemed to be using all of its possible force, "But we have to get out of here before the Volturi…."
I heard a familiar voice screaming at me with her thoughts from somewhere within the city's walls, "EDWARD! SHE'S ALIVE! SHE'S ALIVE! BELLA'S ALIVE! PLEASE GOD….HEAR ME EDWARD! BELLA'S ALIVE! IT'S HER! SHE'S HERE! SHE'S ALIVE! BELLA'S ALIVE!"
I didn't even have time to question my sister's thoughts, this was truly my Bella, and once again I have put her in direct danger! I felt my arms instinctively grab her breakable figure around the waist as gently as if she were a soap bubble wafting through the air and swing her behind me to place her up against the alley wall.
THE GIRL KNOWS ABOUT US! I could hear the anger from fear rise in Felix's thoughts as my body crouched protectively in front of Bella's stunned body. KNOWS TOO MUCH! And with that thought Demitri darted forward to us, Felix picking up on this new course and quickly matching his stride.
Sorry guys, I know it's short, but my mind is exhausted. I'm going to read some other fanfics and his the hay! Let me know what you think…..PLEASE!
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