Grimmjow pov
I feel like a wild tiger trapped in a cage, I'm walking back and forth nervously; I don't know why I am feeling so damn touchy right now, but I want really feel worried about the carrot top. Pacing around, I feel long thin arms embrace me; I slowly grin before turning to see my snow white lover.
"So far so good?" I ask him.
"So far so good." he responds as he presses his soft pale lips against my chapped ones.
"So far so good as you two keep a bit of a distance." Kisuke said tapping me with his cane.
"Ow..." I complained even though it didn't hurt. "You know that's dangerous!"
"Of course, well that's why we are in a hospital." he said taking his keys and handing it towards Shiro. "Now as a treat, why don't you go fetch the car." he said causing Shiro to grin widely before snatching the keys and running off.
Shiro wasn't old enough to drive, but every so often as a 'treat' Kisuke would let him.
"He talked to him alone again..." Kisuke said as soon as Shiro was gone.
I blinked and than glared as the information sank in.
"I really don't like Dr. Ishida, however Shiro refuses to tell me what they talk about." he continued.
"He doesn't really talk about it..." I say as I folded my arms.
"That's not good..." he whispered before looking back at me. "Well we should get going."
"Alright... although I kind a wanted to make sure if Gingy was alright..." I responded a bit unsure as to why I was even mentioning it.
"Gingy?" he asked me.
"Ah yeah, the transfer student Kurosaki." I said blankly.
"Kurosaki is here?" he asked me sounding quite concerned as there was a sudden beep from our car.
I looked at the car through the glass windows and Kisuke lifted up a finger motioning Shiro to wait.
"What is he doing here?" he asked me.
"Well... Dr. Ishida said that something had happened to his father. I believe that he is the same kid that you were talking earlier, the doctor took him towards his office about half an hour ago..." I explained as Shiro intentionally beeped again.
Kisuke cocked an eyebrow before looking back at Shiro and then at me.
"You go get into the car, I'll be right back..." Kisuke directed.
He seemed very concerned, but serious so I just listened to him as I made my way towards the car. Kisuke left the other way and Shiro seemed almost as shocked as I was. I really hoped everything was alright.
Ichigo Pov
Hugging my knees, I'm now rocking myself as Ryuken goes on and on about how my father needed to stay in the hospital because of his... condition.
My body is in pain, I still feel him even though he is standing before me ranting on and on. I don't look at him, instead I look at the floor; I can't shake the feeling off, I'm trembling and I can't stop.
"Kurosaki are you even listening?" Ryuken asked sounding slightly annoyed.
I nod my head as my grip tightens around my legs, my pelvic feels like it's about to explode; I am ashamed, I feel dirty. I can't stand up, I want to run like a mad man. Maybe if I was in an Asylum I wouldn't have to see his repulsive face.
Ryuken sighed before pushing up his glasses.
" Depression, post-traumatic stress disorder, anxiety, eating disorders, poor self-esteem; general psychological distress and disorders such as somatization, neurosis, and chronic pain are all symptoms that you have had way before meeting me..." he explained.
"Judging by the video you also have experienced sexualized behavior, you have school slash learning problems; and behavior problems including substance abuse and destructive behavior... You should be glad I don't keep you here for suicide watch." he said making me shudder.
He had me under suicide watch before, I despised it; for a full week, he was my only company. On the outside he was a calm and collective man, but on the inside he was a twisted sick pedophile.
He would go on and on for hours just toying with me and making me scream and squirm; he enjoyed watching me suffer. His son is nothing like him though... He wasn't aware what his father did and he was very gentle, however Ryuken doesn't like him near me.
A beeper went off startling me as Ryuken sighed yet again.
"Dr. Ishida, a visitor wants to see you." said the woman's voice on the speakers.
"Open the door." he said as the buzzer went off.
I didn't turn in my chair to look at the visitor, instead I just stared at the floor like I always do while Ryuken normally would have his boring conversations with the craziest of people.
"Mr. Urahara, what brings you here?" Ryuken asked.
I almost instantly looked up, I knew that name pretty well now; my heart sank as I stared back into dark grey eyes, I felt weak and meager compared to him. He frowned as he stared back at me before turning his attention back on Ryuken with a scary smile.
"Young Jaegerjaques had told me about Kurosaki-san, being his home-coming teacher I just had to check up on him." he explained before pulling flicking his fan out and covering his face. "Also seeing as though his father was in the hospital, I thought it would be a good idea escort him home."
My bottom lip quivered as I watched the man whom saved me once, try to save me again.
"Between you and me, the streets aren't as safe as they used to be anymore." Kisuke continued.
Ryuken frowned and fanned me off; I can't stand up, I can't speak. My voice is constricted and I feel like I'm about to crack, he's watching me; I freeze, Kisuke's is looking at me oddly as I tremble.
"Kurosaki-san?" he said sounding quite worried.
I wasn't sure if they were talking while I was dozing off, but I sure felt very sick.
"He's not taking his fathers condition too easily..." Ryuken covered up for me.
Kusuke was quite for a while before putting a hand on my shoulder.
It's raining pretty hard right now, it's also pretty late; leaning my head against the window, I stare motionlessly out into the dark view. Mr. Urahara is driving, his son is now asleep in the front and Grimmjow has been watching me for quite sometime.
He was next to me in the back of the car, my pelvic is making me feel even more queasy as I watch the sides of the road. None of us spoke, not one of us said a word.
I know Mr. Urahara is very worried, I could barely walk to the car; I'm amazed at how strong he was and how fast me moved on a cane. I couldn't feel my legs and yet when he saw me struggling to walk he practically carried me to his car.
He doesn't buy the fact that I keep on repeating what Ryuken had said and yet I feel like an idiot trying to fool him.
"Stop the car." I heard Shiro said from the front.
The car slowed down to stop and he got out of the car before it had came to a full stop, I watched as he walked away from the car and immediately started to retch the contents out of his stomach.
He looked really bad as he coughed and spewed some more before spitting a couple of times, Mr. Urahara sighed and Grimmjow quickly got out of the car. Shiro was quick to stop him before getting too close, his gold eyes glowing in the dark.
They were quite terrifying and yet at the same time magnificent.
He looked at me for a brief moment and grinned making me subconsciously shiver, he spat again before pushing Grimmjow back to the car.
"I'm alright, I'm just a bit car sick." he explained as he buckled up.
"You sure?" Grimmjow asked.
"I'm positive." he responded before looking back at me. "Looks like I'm not the only one..." he said towards his father.
He didn't answer.
I can tell he's mad.
He starts driving again and I can see Shiro shifting around in his seat, it was almost like he was feeling just as uncomfortable as I was.
"Papa..." he started.
he still said nothing.
"Nothing happened..." he continued and yet he still didn't answer.
We finally turn onto my street and I know they are all surprised as can be, my street looked like a ghetto war zone. It was almost three in the morning and yet there were some druggy's still out and it looked almost too scary to drive in.
"Shit." I heard Grimmjow mutter.
Each house looked worse than the next; I really didn't want them to take me home, somehow I know I'm going to be the talk of the school. Stopping at my house, I unbuckled myself to leave when Kisuke's gentle voice stopped me.
"Kurosaki-san... I think it would be much better if you come to my house until your father comes home." he suggested.
"I-I'm fine..." I said sounding very hoarse.
"Are you sure, I have plenty of room and besides young Jaegerjaques will also be there... It would be like having a sleep over!" he said taking on his sweet tone again.
I slightly blush at the thought of being with Grimmjow.
"I really wouldn't mind." Shiro said joining in with his father.
"Threesome..." Grimmjow chuckled only to be whacked by Kisuke.
"Your modesty... Really young Jaegerjaques you should learn to be more sophisticated like your father." he said causing me to slightly smile.
It was uncalled for, but it was just a meaningless dirty joke; opening the door, I uneasily stood up.
"Thanks for the invitation, but I really should take care of the house." I explained before turning to leave.
"See you tomorrow?" Grimmjow asked me.
"See you tomorrow..." I responded.
What could I say, I didn't have any clothes, I had nothing proper to bring with me; what was I too say? My father became depress and irresponsible after I killed my mother and younger siblings? Not the best thing to say to especially to strangers.
Walking up to my house; I wave them off, however Kisuke only brushed me off as he wanted to make sure I got inside. Rolling my eyes, I went inside my house and closed my door.
It was a complete mess, closing my eyes I took in a deep breath before walking over junk and heading off into my room.
I'm so tired that all I wanted to do was sleep.
My legs are still shaking and so I use my arms to pull myself up the stairs; I feel so dirty that I need a shower, but I feel so sick that I can't.
Opening my door, I turned on my light as I put my bag on the floor. Everything was a mess.
Sighing, I heard my door slammed closed.
I turned and a sharp pain struck my senses covering everything in darkness.
Shiro Pov
Something about the house wasn't right, it was too quite and the neighborhood was way too... creepy.
Watching out the window as my father drives us home, I look back at him.
His expression is dull again and I know he's becoming suspicious.
He has a reason to, Dr. Ishida was a pedophile and he used sex to get what ever he wanted.
I'm not dumb and I'm not as naive as I look; both me and Dr. Ishida are hiding something and yet why don't I say it? Now that's my little secret...
I'm feeling sick again and yet this time I hold it in, if I puke again my dad is seriously going to be upset.
Grimmjow Pov
Shiro is now asleep on his desk as Szayel braids his hair, Nnoitra and Renji are talking about some crazy ass game and here I was just staring at the gingers empty chair.
he said he was going to be here today and yet...
Dong... Dong... Bong... Dong... Dong... Bong
"Goood morning class!" Mr. Urahara said cheerfully as if nothing had happened the night before.
Class started normally and some kids were snickering, however Ichigo never came by.
As the day went by, we even had lunch together; I was too lost and thought to eat though. Everything felt so wrong, after the crazy doctor Ichigo looked like a mess.
It could have been because of his father, but then again it just felt like there was something more to the story.
"Somethin wrong?" Shiro asked me.
He looked so beautiful with his long hair out and several thin braids in between; I subconsciously smiled, I bet he didn't even noticed what Szayel had done to his hair.
"Tsk, not really... I thought that Gingy was coming to school today though..." I said with another sigh.
He chuckled before leaning on me.
"Your making me feel jealous..." he teased me and I kissed his soft pallid face.
"You jealous... yeah right." I told him as he sank into my arms.
He's been so tired lately, even last night after sneaking into Shiro's bed I had to stop several times to allow him to breath. It's getting worse, but the doctor keeps saying that he's doing quite well.
"Do you want to see him?" Shiro suddenly asked me snapping me out of my daydream.
"Hm?" I ask.
"After school, we can all go and check up on him." he responded closing his precious eyes.
I grin at the thought.
"I'd love that..." I respond as he rests on my chest.
That the part, I really like about you; your always thinking about others and yet you never really do anything for yourself...
Ichigo Pov
Flashes, the sounds of snap shots echo throughout the room.
I can barely move or think straight, I feel intoxicated; tilting my head I see an unfamiliar face. I have a huge migraine, it hurts so bad.
Moaning a bit, I could feel unfamiliar hands caress my face and I yelp as he gropes me touching me somewhere quite sensitive.
The sounds of a camera recharging and snapping fill my senses, bright lights blind me and I know I'm about to loose it.
Opening my eyes again, I can make out a few objects and I see a few guys in the room.
"Good morning berry." Shuhei said causing me to hold my breath as I gasp.
What the hell was he doing here?
"Where am I?" I suddenly asked as I felt like panicking.
A man behind me laughs and I yelp again as I tried to back away only to fall miserably back onto the bed.
I'm naked and in a room full of men I haven't seen before, my body is exhausted and in pain.
I can't move my legs.
Shuhei laughed and sucked his cigarette before blowing it right into my face.
"Welcome to hell..." he said laughing at me.
I subconsciously shook my head as the men all began to laugh with him.
Camera's, cameras were everywhere.
Photos, photos of me covered the floor.
"Now that your awake, we can have some real fun with you." another man said grabbing me by my hair.
"NO!" I screamed as I began to squirm.
Fighting back I wasn't bound to make this easy for Shuhei; without a doubt I knew he would win, however I wasn't going to freely give him what he wanted.
Grimmjow Pov
Here we are again coming down the same creepy streets, Shiro is walking as if this was just a stroll around the park while Renji and Nnoitra were giving people dirty looks.
I scowl as Szayel ranted on and on about how much of an adventure this was, he's so dramatic that it sometimes was annoying.
"I honestly don't know how anyone can live under these conditions..." Szayel suddenly said as s few drug dealers eyed us.
I couldn't agree anymore, this place looked like hell.
"Well no one's perfect... Shit..." Shiro said as he suddenly paused in front of the house.
It looked worst in the light than it did at night.
"Looks like someone messed this place up good." Nnoitra said.
Renji frowned feeling very guilty about what had happened earlier.
"Now, now we shouldn't make him feel uneasy around us." Szayel said as I rang the door bell.
There was no answer.
"Berry the prostitute..." Shiro said making me look at him in shock.
"What?" I ask.
Shiro pointed up at the graffiti.
"Looks like the work of Shuhei." he chuckled sounding a bit dark. "Once we pick up Ishi, we should go pay him a visit." Shiro said sounding quite sadistic.
I smirked at the thought, how I wanted a good reason to kick his ass outside of school.
I rang the door bell again and yet there was still no response.
"Maybe, he isn't home..." Renji said inocently.
I shrugged and then went to knock; just as I hit the door, it opened.
There was no one there, but the mess we saw was horrifying.
Broken bottles, damaged property and a very bad smell came from the house.
"Damn it looks like my room." Nnoitra commented making me bump his gut.
"Asshole..." I said before walking in.
"Hey Gingy, you home?" I ask.
There was no answer.
The house looked terrible as if someone had been trying to rob them or something, however judging by the looks of things it looked like it had been bad even before then.
"Violating private property, how dirty." Szayel commented in amusement as he watched Shiro go up the stairs.
"What are you doing?" I ask.
"I said we're going to check on him, he didn't look to well yesterday and so..." he paused and I looked up feeling a bit nervous.
"So?" I ask.
He didn't answer me for a brief moment before turning.
"He isn't here..." he soon said as he began to walk back down.
"What?"
"He isn't here, which means that we're going to pay Shuhei a visit without him..." he said making me feel a bit uneasy.
Shiro was at times a catalyst; I don't know how he does it, but it was sometimes so random that it was scary.
"Is this the place?" Szayel asks me.
I look up and grin.
"Yeah it is... Kugo's Coacoa bar." He's gotta be somewhere in the back.
"Take off your uniforms... this is about to become messy." Nnoitra said with a large grin.
I cackled before leading the way, we ran past Giriko whom completely ignored us and moved towards the back end where Ganju the body guard normally stands by.
"I've got this." Szayel said walking to the side and acting like a drunk bastard.
"Shut up!" Szayel screamed to no one is particular. "Tell me your size!" he said seizing the body guard.
We all smiled as Ganju looked at him in shock and then tried to help the over exaggerated drunk.
Szayel really over did it, but for some unknown reason it always worked.
We all silently watched as Szayel swayed back and forth laughing wildly and even toyed with the guys nose.
It was really amusing to watch, however it all ended pretty quickly as Szayel gripped him along the shoulder knocking the man unconscious.
"Tadaa!" he danced in amusement before we all came out.
"Renji hide the body with Szayel alright!" Shiro directed as he followed me down with Nnoitra.
The music was loud and thank goodness there wasn't a lot of people.
Shuhei wasn't on the dance floor, however a few prostitutes were.
I walked past them with Shiro hot on my trail; Nnoitra on the other hand was a bit distracted, but followed anyway.
Reaching the darker hallways, we could hear people getting laid in almost every room.
I personally enjoyed twisted sex, but this was a bit too much for my taste.
Looking back at Shiro, he didn't even looked bothered unlike the pervert behind him who kept on glancing on each door.
A sudden squeal caught my attention; it didn't sound like all of the others, it sounded somewhat familiar and yet as well as in pain.
Picking up my pace, I felt suddenly awkward as my heart began to pound loudly.
The screaming only got louder and louder as I got closer and closer towards Shuhei's door.
I felt awful, my stomach was beginning to knot up as inched closer and closer towards the room.
It sounded like... no it couldn't have been him.
Reaching the door, I almost instantly kicked it down as a startled shriek filled my ears.
My eyes widened and my heart pounded losing beat with every second at the twisted nightmarish vision.
Anger... rage... destruction slowly built up inside me.
"YOU PUTRID BITCH!" I suddenly yelled releasing my furry all at once.
