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It's one in the morning, dark, cold, cloudy and Edward is nowhere. Why does Alice have to be such an idiot? It hurts him more than she knows, but he doesn't let the pain rule his life.
"Edward!" I screamed, my voice was weak, he won't hear me. What if he went in to the forest?
I kept searching, I had to find him. Suddenly a dark figure jumped from a tree in front of me.
"Came to pity me, as well?" he sneered.
"Edward! You're ok" I threw my arms around his neck. He moved around to get out of my hug.
"I'm ok, yes. More than ok" he sneered again.
"You know I would have stopped her if I knew what she was going to say" I pleaded.
"Really?", there was a pause, "Why are you here?" he looked tired.
"To find you! And you made it very difficult. Don't tell you were in that tree the whole time and let me look around for you until now"
"It was quite entertaining. I promise, if you were to go intro the woods, I would have stopped you" he gave a small smile.
"Let's go back"
"Okay, but I'm not talking with the little freak" he muttered.
"I'm sure she's already in bed" he took my hand and we went back. It started raining and by the time we made it inside we were dripping wet. The moment the door closed behind us, we were engulfed in warm air and silence.
"Go change and come in my room" Edward murmured and went to his room.
I changed in a pair of fluffy pajamas and rushed to his room. I already missed him. He was staying on the bed shuffling with something in his hand when I came in. "Where's the rush?"
I jumped on the bed next to him, "Missed you" I said lamely and blushed.
He shuffled more and then I saw he had his iPod in his hand, "Let's put some music and sleep"
"Can I ask something?"
"I liked the pattern, that's why there are Cannabis leaves on my iPod" Edward said, without looking up, still searching for something.
"How did you know…"
"It's been eating you, I know. Hmmm how do you feel about Lennon?" he murmured pausing his finger.
"It's good, let it be" I said, still dazed.
"Let it be…." Edward grinned, "That's The Beatles, you know"
I got under the blankets and huffed annoyed.
"Bella, I'm sorry about earlier. I was, no…am, mad at Alice. I didn't think" he said with remorse and got under the blanket, too. He was freezing again.
"ARGH" I yelped and moved on the other side of the bed.
Edward looked confused at me, "What's wrong? You aren't mad at me, are you?"
"You, mister, are freezing" I said trying to stay away from his cold legs.
"Is that so, now?" he cooed and jumped on top of me. The coldness made me feel like burning where he was touching me.
"Stop it" I whispered.
"Here I thought you will want to warm me" he moved away from me, pouting.
"Warm? What am I, a heater?"
"You can be, although you don't really look like one" he grinned at me.
"Aren't you tired? You said you wanted to sleep" I said hoping he will just sleep.
"No longer. I have to warm. I can't feel my fingers, now that you mentioned the coldness" Edward said moving his fingers and looking oddly at them.
I took his hands and started rubbing them between my own, "There, better"
"You can rub something else, that is freezing, too" he winked at me. I took a pillow and threw it at his head. The annoying boy! He looked menacing, predatory at me.
"You shouldn't have done that" Edward announced in a serious tone. The next thing I knew was a pillow hitting me repetitively. Oh that's what you want? I took the other pillow and started hitting him, too. Suddenly there was a little noise, sort of like an explosion and we were both covered in feathers.
"You killed my pillow" Edward said in horror. He had feather in his hair, on his shoulders and around him. I'm sure I looked the same.
"Now, don't you look like a chicken" I said giggling.
"And you look like a mad hen" he always had something to say, he was infuriating.
"You are impossible!!" I said loudly, but not loud enough to wake everyone.
"I know, I know it's impossible to resist me. I'm impossibly handsome" Edward said smugly. I took the pillow from his arms and hit him hard with it on the head. It was too damaged to resist my attack and it exploded as well. This time I could barely see Edward from the feathers. When he talked next he had to spit feathers, which cracked me up.
"You will pay for this!" he pushed me down, "But tomorrow, now I'm too tired. And considering I no longer have pillows" he threw me a dirty look "I will use the girls as a pillow"
What girls? What is he talking about? He put his head on my chest and nestled between my breasts, his nose resting on my right breast. Edward sighed in content and murmured "Night"
"Night, to you, too" I said. I didn't know what to do with my hands. I decided to put them around him. One on his head and one on his waist. I closed my eyes and soon I fell asleep.
It had been a month, since I met Edward. It was August. Things were the same, Edward was the ever polite gentleman and won't even take my blouse off. He was a paradox, talking about sex and cursing, but when it came to actually touching, he said it's not the right time. No one knew we were together or whatever was between us. We never discussed it.
Now, I was home, in my bedroom thinking of what Alice told me.
"We need a place to stay. If we could rent a house it will be perfect, although I won't say no to a little flat where I will be alone with Jazzy" she had told me. It was obvious that I would be paired with Edward. Could I live with him? Was I ready? A house seemed a better choice. I heard a knock on the front door, but let Emmett answer. Soon there was silence and I heard Emmett leave. Good, now I was alone.
The door of my room opened to reveal a wet Edward that looked troubled. He slid down against the closed door and banged his head on it.
"Hello, to you too. What are you doing here?" I asked, conscious of my thin top and yoga pants.
He banged his head harder against the door and muttered a low "Fuck"
I knelt next to him, "What happened?"
"Alice…Esme…Carlisle! Everyone is against me" he said annoyed.
"Is this about the house?"
"Of course….and my choice in what I want to study" we had never discussed what he was studying. "I followed medicine in Chicago, but I can't anymore….it brings back bad memories. Why don't they understand??" he said in a pained voice.
I hugged him and let my head on his shoulder, "What do you want to study now?" I asked curiously.
"Music" I could hear the hope in his voice. "Damn it! I am a grown-up! I can choose what ever the fuck I want to do!!", he turned to look sheepishly at me "I told them…they are not my parents and they can't order me around and then left"
I gaped at him. "How could you?? They love you, Edward! Can you imagine how upset Esme is right now?"
"I applied last night for music at Dartmouth. They won't stop me. I don't care I don't have what to do with music. I'll become a poor artist, I don't care. I'll live in a cardboard box in the street" he was talking again in that detached voice. I could see tears in his eyes and he wiped them angrily.
"You can become the best musician and have lots of money or you can…as you put it, end up in cardboard box on the streets. Those are the choices you have if you choose music" I told him.
"And I will sing, play whatever…you have to be on my side, Bella" he whispered in my hair.
"I am" I said in his hair, "What about the house? What did Alice say?"
"Oh shit, let's not get there!" he said tugging at his hair, "She want a flat with Jazzy, but Esme said it would be wise to rent a house. I don't give a shit about this…whatever is fine"
"Let's start looking for houses and go and tell her that we found the perfect house. She won't have what to say" I encouraged him, hoping to make him forget his problems for now. His face lit up and took my laptop and sat back next to me on the floor. For the next few hours we kept looking for houses. We needed to get jobs, if we wanted to be able to afford this.
There was an advertising about a tattoo shop.
"I can draw…I am a genius" Edward said smiling.
"Huh?"
"I can draw, I can go to this tattoo shop, Bella. There are great money!" he said enthusiastically.
"Just don't tell Esme or Carlisle, please. They will flip" I told him.
"No, I won't" he agreed.
I cooked lunch and after that we went to Alice to tell her about the house. She was thrilled.
She even insisted to call the owner and be sure it is ours. I let her do this, I had found the house.
That night I stayed over and slept in Edward's bed again. A yelp and a string of curses woke me. It was still dark outside. I looked next to me, no Edward, where was he and what had woken me up?
Edward's head poked from the floor next to his side of bed, I realized I was on his side of bed. He looked angry. Oh shit! I had pushed him off the bed.
"What the fuck, Bella? I was having a nice dream", he said angrily and rubbed the back of his head "This shit hurts"
I was about to tell him to let me see if he will get a bump when a knock on the door startled both of us. No one knew about me sleeping here. Edward motioned me to get under his bed. When I was settled there, he went to open the door.
"Are you alright, sweetheart?" Esme's voice said worriedly.
"Just peachy. Fell off the bed apparently" Edward said lowly.
"Does it hurt?"
"Like hell. But I had worse. I'm tired" he was trying to make her go away.
"Don't you want some ice?" Esme asked concerned.
Before Edward could answer I scrambled form under the bed and rushed to him, trembling like a leaf. I hadn't seen in my whole life a spider so big, like the one that was under his bed. Esme looked dazed by my sudden appearance.
"What's wrong, sweetie?" Edward's voice sounded far away.
"Bella?" Esme sounded between astonished and scared.
"Sp-pider" I managed to whimper.
Edward passed me to Esme and turned to walk to the bed, "No, don't! It's big and-"
"Shh, I'm bigger than him. Sure I'll scare him if I want" he said over his shoulder.
I watched Edward getting under the bed, admiring his perfect ass.
"Oh what the…?" we could hear his muffled voice.
"What is it, dear? Do you need something to kill it?" Esme asked.
"It's….not a spider. Come here, stupid thing" he muttered to whatever was under his bed. What could be there? I hoped it wasn't a rat. I looked at Esme who was still watching me strangely. Shit, she's mad I am in Edward's room. Just then Edward emerged from under his bed with something tiny in his palm. As he got closer, you could see the thing trembling. It was black, small and curled in ball.
"Oh dear" Esme whispered. What is that??
"Do we have milk?" Edward asked. Then it clicked, it was a cat. But how could a cat get in the house??
"Yes, of course. Come in the kitchen, you still need ice for you head" she told him.
I approached Edward timidly and peeked in his palm. It was so small.
"I think I'm going to keep this little one. I always wanted a cat. How should we name her?"
"Are you sure it's a girl?" I murmured trying to lift its tail to look. The kitten mewled and turned to scratch me.
"Easy, there", trying to keep it in his hand "It's a girl, trust me. I have her in my palm. And stop torturing her" with that he breezed past me. What was that?
I went to the kitchen after I regained composer. There was Edward with a bag of ice on top of his head, on the counter leaning protectively above the little kitten which was lapping some milk from a bowl. Esme must have gone to bed, being too tired.
The kitty started hissing and the hair on her back stoop up as she turned to me. Oh well, at least I know I can get a reaction from a cat.
"Shh baby. She won't hurt you" Edward took her in his arms and started rubbing her tiny head. He looked up at me and motioned for me to come closer. I jumped on the counter next to him.
"Have you thought of a name?"
"Hmmm I can't really think, now. My head is killing me" he said looking at me sheepishly.
"Oh Edward, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to push you out of the bed" I said as I took the bag from his head and started rubbing the spot. He moaned and leaned into me. The kitty tried escalading his chest, earning a hiss from Edward. He dropped her in his lap and looked at the little scratches from his chest.
"Shit, don't do that!" he said to the cat. She was moving in his lap, trying to get comfortable. We both watched as he was becoming harder.
"I'm hurt" I declared.
"No…fuck, stop it! She's warm and soft and…Ahhh" he moaned. I took the cat from his lap and put it between us. I couldn't help but giggle at the sight of him.
"It's not funny" Edward said through gritted teeth.
The kitty nestled against his right thigh and started purring. I could see it affected him, again.
"Really, Edward! It's a cat!"
"I can't help it…" he murmured in my neck and started kissing a path to my jaw, "Damn, you smell so good"
"Edward, please! The cat made you horny and now you're coming to me?" I said incredulously. He just took my face in his hands and brought our lips together. The kiss was deeper, hungrier than the others we had shared. He invaded my mouth and started biting my lower lip, then sucking it in his mouth. I felt myself becoming wetter by the second.
"Bella" he groaned and continued his assault on my mouth. It felt like he wanted to eat me, his tongue was so deep in my mouth. Suddenly I felt his cold hand on my tummy, he grazed his fingernails on the sensible skin there, earning a loud moan from me.
His lips went to my throat, "We need to be quiet" he whispered. I fisted my hands in his hair and tried to bring our lips together again, but he will have none of it.
"Edward" I said softly trying to get his attention. His head snapped up to look at me. He looked so beautiful, wild hair, wild green eyes, red, swollen lips.
"Isn't this what you want?" he asked in a low voice, "Oh I shouldn't have assumed that-" I put a finger to his lips to silence him.
"I want this. I want you, more than anything. Just not here, in the kitchen. Anyone could walk in on us"
He nodded solemnly, took the kitty in a hand, my hand in the other and walked to his room. I saw him shifting while he was walking, it must have become uncomfortable. Once in the safety on his room, he shuffled around to find a place for the cat. He found a fluffy hoodie and put the kitten there.
"I'll be back. Bath" he muttered and turned to go to the attached bathroom.
"Come here" I whispered blushing.
He stopped and turned to me, "What…you...no...I can" I've never heard Edward stuttering.
"Let me help you" I said to the blanket. I felt the bed dip next to me.
"I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable. I can be quick, I'm sure" he said blushing a faint pink. I said it's now or never. I put my hand on top of his boxers and got a hold of him. He was so big and thick, bigger than James. Edward moved form my hand looking startled at me and shaking his head.
I didn't listen and reached for the waistband of his boxer. Today he had some Hugo Boss red ones. He was yummy in them, but surely he was uncomfortable. He's hand closed around my wrist, "Please, no" he said huskily.
I watched his eyes for an unmeasured period of time. He finally leaned on the bed, "Don't expect me to hold. I'm positive I'll be done the second you touch me"
I helped him out of the boxers and openly ogled him. He was truly beautiful and perfect everywhere. There was a thought 'Will he fit?', but I didn't linger on it. I'll take care of this perfect creature in from of me. I tentatively run a finger on his length making Edward shudder. I grasped him more firmly and started moving my hand, he started groaning and every now and then, a low 'Fuck' will escape his lips. Too soon he started twitching and I did something that startled even me. I was never so forward. I took him in my mouth and he emptied there, I drank every drop of him. I didn't know why I did it, but I didn't have time to think because Edward had somehow extricated himself from under me and now was on top of me. He attacked me with kisses and licks.
I expected him to be mad, but not this! Oh the things his tongue could do. After some time, when he was satisfied with his mouth-work he raised his head and gave a huge grin, "There" he sounded proud.
My hand raised to my throat, "You didn't leave a hicky!" I whispered on horror.
"Sure did, it's pretty big" he declared leaning down to kiss me passionately.
I started trailing my hands down his arms and down to his abs, "Do you work out?" I don't know what possessed me to ask that.
"I used to" he answered simply.
Just then the kitten jumped on Edward's ass, "No, not again"
I took her, while he pulled back the boxers and rolled on the bed to stay next to me.
"Look, she opened her eyes!" he exclaimed. That she did. Her eyes were red. Huh?
"Wow…freaky cat" I murmured. She hissed at me.
"I think she officially hates you, Bella" Edward announced. "I have the perfect name for her"
"Really? Vamp kitty?" trying to be funny.
"Actually not. Ruby" he said and started rubbing her tummy. Then he turned seriously to me, "Bella, we sort of need to talk about what just happened"
Great, I'm rubbish, he hates me. I shouldn't have done that.
"Sure" I managed to say.
"Bella, I'm sorry I didn't last enough. You make me feel like an inexperienced teenager in so many ways. And that was the best blow job I got, even though you really didn't actually did it, but you know what I mean" he was babbling.
"I know, Edward. I don't know what got over me to do that. But please, let's talk about something else" I said blushing. He chuckled and rolled on his back, "Come here" motioning to his side. I slid over to him and settled against his side. Ruby settled on his chest. I started falling asleep when I heard Edward laugh.
"Sorry, didn't mean to wake you. She is tickling me" pointing to Ruby.
We finally settled to sleep, Ruby purring contently on Edward's chest when I heard my phone.
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
Oh God, I need to change the ring tone. I didn't even look who it was, just answered.
"Hello" I whispered.
"Bella, it's a bad time?" Paul! What does he want?
"No, moron! It's just…" I was looking at Edward hopefully, he raised four fingers, "four in the fucking morning"
"Oh shit! Time zone, sorry" he apologized.
"So? Why did you disturbed me?" I asked annoyed.
"Well…fuck! Shut up Bob! Sorry, I wanted to know when you are coming back"
"What? Why will you need to know that?"
"Just don't make me say it!", was he trying to hit on me? Hopefully not or I'll beat him myself.
"Paul" I growled, attracting Edward's attention.
"Ok, we have a sort of party….at the building and we wanted you to come there. It's just, you know…for him" his voice was thick with unshed tears. I felt bad for imagining he wanted to hit on me.
"Oh Paul! Of course, I'm coming. Why won't I? Oh now you made me cry!" I accused him. Edward hugged me to his side, his eyes full of questions I wasn't able to answer without breaking in tears.
"So…call me. When you get back"
"Sure. And Paul?" I asked, trying to lighten the mood.
"Yeah, Bella?"
"How's mommy?"
"Oh God, he rubbed it on you! She's fine, if you must know. I'll let you sleep"
"You've no idea how thoronghly he rubbed it on me" I said half giggling, half crying.
"Ok! I'm going to hung up before I find out something I'll need bleach to get it out of my head" he said chuckling.
"Something more powerful than bleach, Paul. You've no idea what we did behind closed doors. Oh, did you know that your bed was fluffier than his?" I teased him.
"Byeee"
"Bye, Paul" And we hung up.
Edward was pouting and looking like a kid that has been denied a candy.
"What?" I asked smiling.
"What was that? Who's Paul?" he questioned me.
"Jam- one of my friends. He invited me to a party in….James' memory" I finished in a whisper as tears flooded my eyes. Edward took me in his arms and started rocking me, somehow I managed to fall asleep. I dreamed of James that turned into Edward when he leaned to kiss me. Edward said "My Bella", that's when I woke incredibly alert for a person that had slept only a few hours.
I was alone in his bed. Ruby was nestled at the head of the bed where should have been the pillows. I remembered what happened with them and started giggling. That's how Edward found me.
"I brought breakfast"
"Thanks"
"What's so funny?"
"I remembered how your pillows died…" I answered grinning.
"You mean how you killed them! But it was so worth to see you blushing when I explained Esme the mess"
"I'm sure she thought something bad happened" I said blushing.
"Yeah, sure. Pillow fight" I grinned.
"It took me an hour to take all the feathers out of my hair! If you wouldn't have pushed my head in mattress, I would have been fine"
"I already looked like a chicken coop was on my head. It was only fair. And it took me even longer to get them out! Plus I had feathers every-fucking-where!" he said grimacing, probably remembering bad things.
"Everywhere, really?" I said wriggling my eyebrows. I swear, I'm turning into my brother.
"Yes, Bella, even there and even in my damn ass" he said laughing. I started laughing, too. The sound and the bouncing bed woke Ruby who made a bee line to Edward and nestled against his crouch and started purring. This made me laugh even harder. He threw me a dirty look.
"What can I say? Even Ruby loves Edward Junior"
"And Edward Junior loves her, too, apparently" I said amused, watching as he got harder.
"We're alone, Alice just left. She told me that we will leave in a week"
"So soon?" I asked confused. It will be middle of August, why so soon?
"Decorating the house...or something" Edward said trying to move the cat away.
"Oh…yeah! Sure" this was awkward.
"Bella, we can't avoid forever this!" Edward's outburst startled me.
"Last night?" I asked in small voice.
"That and this thing…between us! I need to know what you are!" he demanded.
"Human" I answered, poking my tongue out at him.
"And girl…I know! But are we…together?" he asked taking a bite of his toast.
"After everything we did, I'd like to think that"
"Hmmm so when we go to college you won't leave the poor, sad and depressed artist for some other guy?" he was using the detached voice that I hated so much.
"No, why will I? I…" I what? I like you? I…love you? No!!! It's too soon.
"Bella, I don't want you to feel obligated to be with me, for the silly pact of being my heroin and for whatever it is between us, now. When we get there, you can do whatever you want!"
"But I want to be with you!" I demanded.
"You do? Why?? I don't need your pity" he said, admiring his toast.
"Not out of pity, you idiot!! I…you sort of started to grow on me" there, that was a good answer.
"Okay, Bella. But please, promise me, the moment you want to be with someone else, just tell me. Don't spare my feelings…" he was still talking to his toast.
I took his face in my hands, "Edward, I'll never get tired of being with you"
A smile graced his lips, but was gone as fast as it appeared. Ruby started exploring the bed, then jumped on the floor and explored the room. We ate in silence and watched her.
"How did she get here?" I mused.
"Probably some idiot let her out. She's not properly fed" with that he took her and put her back on the bed next to a bowl of milk.
I used his bathroom to get dressed for the day. When I came back, Edward had put the blanket over the cat and she was trying to get out mewling loudly.
"You'll suffocate the poor thing!" I told him.
"Nah, the kitten's tough!" something in that made me burst in tears. Maybe it was too much, too soon. The kitten, the word tough, Paul calling and of course, the key that was resting on my left breast.
Edward looked scared, but before he could do anything, Alice came bouncing into the room. She looked happy, but when she saw me, her face fell and turned to Edward.
"What did you do??" she screeched.
"Nothing!" he said raising his hands into the air. The kitten was mewling louder and I couldn't hear her for another second. I snatched the blanket of the bed and threw it on the ground. Ruby went to Edward.
"She's pretty stupid! You wanted to suffocate her and she still comes to you!" I said annoyed, willing my hysterics to go away.
"She know her daddy loves her. Right, kitten?" Edward purred. I made a sound between screaming and groaning and fell on my knees on the floor. Alice understood what was going on. She didn't ask about the cat. She simply came to me and helped me to the bed. Edward looked lost at me.
"It's ok, Bella. Don't think" Alice's voice was coming from far away.
"What's going on? What have I said?" Edward said in horror.
I heard Alice whispering something, then Edward gasping in horror. Then next thing I knew, I was in Edward's arms and he was soothing me.
"Oh Bella, I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have said that! I had no idea. Forgive me, please!" he pleaded in a broken voice. I think I nodded. I fell asleep, somehow.
When I woke up, I had my head in Edward's lap and he was talking with someone.
"She will be ok, her glycerin went low. It's completely normal after what she had remembered. Get her this bar of chocolate, when she wakes up. She will be fine, trust me, Edward." someone was talking.
"But she's been like this of a few hours now!" I could hear the panic in his voice, but couldn't find my voice or hands to answer back somehow.
"Edward! I think it's better for you to go to music! You don't have cold blood! Look at you" oh, the voice was Carlisle's.
"How does she feel? I sent Alice to her house to tell Charlie that she'll spend another night here" I heard Esme say.
I moaned and the next second I felt soft lips all over my face and at the same time I heard two gasps, "You're alright! Oh God, you got me so worried!" Edward mumbled in my hair, forgetting about the two other people in the room.
"Can you open you eyes, Bella?" I hear Carlisle's voice. I opened them and met Edward's worried green gaze.
"Good" I croaked. Carlisle gave the bar of chocolate, I took it greedy and started chewing on it.
"I'll make the bed for you-" Edward cut Esme, "She's staying here!"
"She has a room, here! And if she is scared, she will sleep with Alice" Carlisle said in stern tone.
"She will stay here, with me!" Edward demanded like a petulant child.
"Edward, after last night…How could you??" Esme asked.
"We just slept!"
"She's staying with Alice or she goes home! You choose" Carlisle said, getting angrier.
"She is staying in my room! And both of you, get out now! You know the rules!" Edward raised his voice.
I had been watching the exchange, but I had had enough.
"Will you two stop talking about me as if I'm not here?" I asked.
Edward said a low "Sorry" and Carlisle said "You can't stay with him!"
Edward started screaming at Carlisle and I could see Carlisle reaching his limit. Ruby became annoyed by the screams and decided she needed attention, so she scratched Edward's leg. His reflex was involuntary. He jerked his leg which sent Ruby flying across the room, mewling and crying. When he realized what he had done, he jumped out of the bed and run to her.
"Shit! Kitty, you shouldn't have done that. Sorry, come here" he took the scared animal, which was trying to get away from him. "No, I won't hurt you!" he said in a pained voice and started rubbing her back softly. Ruby was still struggling to get away. Edward came next to me and put her gently in my lap, "Take care of her. I can't even take care of a cat! Maybe it's wiser to listen to Carlisle, sleep with Alice"
"I'm going home" I announced. Carlisle drove me back, after I let Esme with Ruby. I couldn't take her away from Edward.
I went to bed when I got home, I didn't want to talk to anyone.
It had passed a week since that incident. We were all packed and in the airport. Esme was crying.
"Come on, mom! We'll visit for Christmas. All of us this year" Alice said throwing me a look. Great! Remind me of James. That's all I need. I had called Paul last night and he said we will meet at the beginning of September.
We said good bye to Carlisle, Esme and Charlie. Edward had Ruby in a box and she was agitated. In the plane we had tickets next to each other and Em and Alice in front of us.
"Have you talked to Jaspar?" Emmett asked for the fifteenth time.
"YES. THEY are coming! Just shut up" Alice screamed.
"Fine, fine" They became quiet.
We took off and then I took out my iPod.
"Wanna switch?" Edward murmured.
"I prefer this place, thank you"
"The iPod…if you want" he was being polite and infuriating. I threw my iPod at him and snatched his.
He put his hands on mine, "I'm sorry I've been a jerk the past week, but…this is me, actually. It's been very hard to be away from you" he admitted.
"Really? Could have fouled me" I said back angry.
"Bella…I am…addicted to you! In a bad way! Please…I'm sorry" he said the last part loudly. Alice turned to me, "Just forgive me! I haven't heard him apologizing and pleading someone ever"
"He's insensible!" I argued.
"Just kiss and make up!" Alice said, getting annoyed by my attitude.
I looked at Edward and something told me I shouldn't make him hurt because of me, as well. I lunged at him, taking him by surprise, and started kissing him hard.
"I didn't mean it quite literally!" I heard Alice say.
"What are you doing??" I heard Emmett scream. I couldn't resurface. I haven't had his lips on mine in a week. I missed him. Edward was apologizing and pouring something that scared me in the kiss. He ended the kiss abruptly swearing loudly, attracting a few glares at us. Edward was rubbing his forearm. I looked up to see Emmett watching smugly as Edward was trying to soothe the pain from his arm.
"What the hell, Em?" I questioned.
"He was molesting you" that made Edward snort and Emmett slap the side of his head.
"Stop hurting him!" I said shoving Emmett back in his seat. "Does it hurt?" I asked Edward.
"A bit" he agreed.
We ended up listening just his iPod, sharing it. Sometime, during the flight, he fell asleep and his head fell in my lap. I ran my fingers through his hair and kept listening to the music. He was snoring softly and his fingers where twitching on my leg.
When we were about to land, I woke him.
Edward jumped and looked startled around, "Oh.."
"Well, hello" I said.
"Sorry, I fell asleep. I couldn't sleep without you" he admitted sheepishly.
In the airport were Jaspar and Rosalie. Alice jumped on Jasper and Emmett started kissing Rosalie so vulgarly as if they were alone. After the greetings and introducing Edward to them, Rosalie took a guarded look.
"What is it, baby?" Emmett asked.
She was looking at me, "I met someone…" now she was glaring.
"What??" Emmett asked in horror.
"None of that, Emmy" she told him and then turned to me, "HE misses you! Oh and the video was amazing, by the way. You seem really good at it! As I can see you got another bad boy, here" she said in menacing voice.
"What are you talking about?? What video?? And don't talk about Edward like that!!" I screamed. We were in the parking lot by now.
"The video!! Don't act as if you don't know about it!"
"What are you talking about, Rose?" asked Alice confused.
"I'll refresh your memory! It was February, a cozy night inside, wine, whiskey, weed and guys. Do you remember? You even asked 'Is that a camera?' and someone told you 'yes' and you said 'Let the action begin'. It's normal if you don't remember, maybe you were too far gone, by then"
Everything came back and hit me like a thousand brinks in the head. I was shaking my head mechanically. Why would Bob and Laurent do that?? James would have stopped them…or would he? I felt sick. I was conscious of Edward's arms around me and Emmett and Alice screamed what was Rose talking about. They will soon find out and hate me. Then I passed out.
Review! Don't kill me for the cliff hanger :)
