What Hurts The Most

Her head was spinning, Bonnie was human again? But how? How was that possible? Damon didn't really care about how she was feeling, he just lost his brother because her, Caroline was pissed with her-not as much as Bonnie but she was up there; enough to put her brother in harms way. She was the reason the Bonnie had no father. No mother. It was her fault and she couldn't blame her for how she was feeling. The hate building up in her chest. Most of it was direct to her, like everything else. Brothers turned against each other, there had been more death in last month alone than it had been since the swine flu hit. Caroline was vampire, Bonnie was becoming God knows what and it was her fault. Damon was drinking glass after glass, throwing them back as he throwing free throws in basketball game. Elena gathered her things and headed downstairs toward the front door. She'd be lying if she said she didn't have the hope that maybe someone would stop Bonnie or maybe Bonnie would stop herself; but of course that was morHer head was spinning, Bonnie was human again? But how?

Elena made it to bottom of the stairwell and looked at the dark-haired vampire by the fireplace; staring into the flames. She looked down and ran her fingers through her honey brown tresses as she walked toward but was stopped instantly by, "Goodbye Gilbert." Gilbert? He's never called her that. It was always Elena. Now he's calling her "Gilbert"? Elena dropped her jaw lightly and turned away from him as she spoke, "Goodbye Damon." Then she left. If they had any chance of getting their loved ones back it was just squashed by Damon but could she really blame him? Elena walked to her car and drove away with tears falling from her eyes. If she was going to get her brother and friends back she was going to have to do it alone.

~xXx~

Scott watched Bonnie go from the sweet girl he fell in love with to a vengeful harpy, it wasn't her. He knew it was just the anger from Lydia's news among other things. Her father's death, which confused him. Bonnie had two fathers? Who was her biological? She wasn't okay. Nothing about this okay. Since that night when she decided to rid the world of Klaus they hadn't talked, kissed, had sex; NOTHING! He had to think of dead kittens-which didn't work, every time she was next to him. She turned down all of his advances, like she was pulling away from him. It was whatever she was going through, he knew it was.

Tonight was no different, when her friends from Mystic Falls arrived with a knocked out human, he saw a terrifying flame in her eyes, he was watching her change right before his eyes, what was he suppose to do? Let her change? NO! He didn't fall in love with this person. He knew if she ended Klaus, killed what's his name and made the doppelganger feel what she was feeling, she would never comeback. He never see the girl he fell in love with ever again. That was a sacrifice he wasn't willing to risk. He loved Bonnie, he was in love with her and seeing her this way killed him.

Bonnie walked into his bedroom in a towel, she'd just gotten out of the shower; his mother wasn't home she was working another late shift and wouldn't be home until the morning. This was a perfect set up for him. His girlfriend living with him, his mom working, it was perfect! He should be eating her out right about now or getting a blowjob, SOMETHING! But that wasn't the case, he had a shell of girlfriend in his presence right now and it was horrible.

Scott sat up from his bed and watched the brunette get dressed, his tongue sliding across his bottom lip. He was ready to just attack her but not this person, not this way. "Bon, can we talk?" Scott finally broke the silence between them. "Well mainly you're going to listen." Bonnie turned around to her boyfriend while pulling up her panties, the darkness still in her eyes something Scott was becoming accustom to, that was hopefully about to change with this talk. "Lately, I've notice a change with you. One that I'm afraid of. I know you Bon, I know that this person you're becoming isn't you. It's the anger building up within you and if you just let me help-"

"That's the problem, Scott. You can't. You can't help me! I have to help myself. I have to help everyone!"

"No you don't! Bonnie! Stop taking on other people's responsibilities!"

Bonnie laughed, "This coming from someone who does the same thing?!"

"My friends don't use me and they certainly don't kill my family!" Scott snapped, then began to wish he hadn't said it. The ice around Bonnie's heart started to melt a little bit, but it was something she needed to hear. Scott wasn't trying to be an asshole he was trying to help her. Bonnie ran her fingers through her dripping wet hair and turned away. "Bon, I miss you. I miss who you use to be, I understand you're upset and in pain. I understand you're hurt because your best friend has done so much to you and when she took your father that was the last straw but killing whoever that is, will not make things any better. She'll feel horrible, yes but you'll feel even worse because it's not who you are."

"It's the only way to put Klaus down, Scott!"

"There has to be another way. There's always another way. You have to find one. You do this spell... Klaus could quite possibly take over your body."

Bonnie rolled her eyes while listening to him, she wasn't going to let him penetrate the anger within. Avenging both her fathers, biological and step-father would fix her, help her release all of what she was feeling. Elena had to pay, Klaus had to pay and they would tonight.

~xXx~

Revenge only consumes the heart, darkens the soul and destroys the mind. Revenge is like a two headed snake while you're taking out your adversaries you're destroying yourself. Scott read out loud to Stiles while driving along the dark road. He looked at his best friend then out of the window. "Bonnie wrote this for a class assignment. I kept it for some reason, maybe if it read it to her it'll snap her out whatever she's going through." Stiles looked at Scott and shook his head.

"Bonnie's not going through just any ole' phase Scott! She's been used like a prostitute by her friends, her ex hybrid psychotic boyfriend and probably more. She's lost, not one but two fathers, kidnapped from her mother by a werewolf with claws for toenails! This isn't a phase, this isn't her acting out, this isn't her going crazy, losing her mind or anything like that! It's a cry for help, it's a cry to hear what she has to say. And maybe, just maybe if you stopped and really listened to her you would understand her. This isn't the same girl you were dating a few years ago, this is a new girl with problems that shouldn't be swept under the rug. And would you please tell me where the heck we are going?!"

"Turn left, we're going to get a little insight of her life in Mystic Falls. Maybe this Jeremy person can help us."

"And if he can't?"

"...I'm sure he can. He had a little crush on my girlfriend and kissed her. So I'm pretty certain that he knows something about what she hates Elena and Klaus so much. They're keeping him in a warehouse with Klaus' body, we're not too far off."

"I know you're upset about what's happening with Bonnie but you're being selfish right now. Stop putting yourself first in this. This is about Bonnie not Scott, not Bonnie and Scott. But this about Bonnie. Ask questions about Bonnie!"

"I miss her, Stiles. I'll do whatever I have to do to make this demon within her go away."

"It's not a demon! It's pain!" Stiles stopped his jeep in front a warehouse. The pain was chipped and peeling, the door was barely closed, maybe someone was in already in there? The two walked toward the warehouse and greeted by blue glowing eyes. A werewolf? It was getting closer, Stiles began to back up. He went to run but was greeted by a tall blonde female with the veins under eyes showing heavily, the whites of her eyes were blood red, pearly white fangs greeted him as he fainted.

Bonnie came into view, her eyes emerald green once again. She tilted her head to the side and smiled at Scott. "You weren't coming to release Jeremy were you? Or Klaus?" Bonnie inquired her boyfriend.

"Why were your eyes blue? What are you not telling me?!"

A cynical smile slide over Bonnie's lips, she threw him effortlessly out of the warehouse knocking him out. She looked up at the moon then at Caroline. "Open the coffin, the moon in full enough for me to put an end to Klaus and avenge my birth father."

"Then what?" Caroline asked.

"We send Elena her brother's unbeating heart. She will feel my pain. For eternity."

~xXx~

Last Chance- She's going to kill him. I understand why, but I can't let her. I won't let her. I just have to touch her. Reach her. This is my last chance to release her. Scott said to himself and groaned awake. Bonnie was under the moonlight, she was beginning the spell to stop Jeremy's heart and do away with Klaus. The male stumbled to his feet and limped slowly toward the witch. It felt like he was twenty miles away from her, his ribs where cracked and his leg was sore. All of which was healing but he was in pain. "Bonnie, please. You don't have to do this." He heard, Jeremy was begging for his life. "I understand, I swear I do. But killing me what do you any justice. It won't back your fathers, it won't bring back your grams."

"No, but it will avenge them. I will finally end the Gilbert line forever and end Klaus in the process. Now tell me what's better than that?" She questioned.

Scott listened intently, he stood behind her, finally understanding that she was hurting and maybe with this idea he had in mind, it would work. Scott's eyes turned Alpha red as he dropped to his knees behind her and wrapped his arms around her tightly. His clawed hand went through her back and found her heart. If Bonnie was a born werewolf, he reach her this way. Heart to heart. She released scream, her hand clawed forcefully and went through Scott's chest; magnetically attaching to his heart. Scott released a scream, Caroline ran to pull them apart but it was too late; the two had disappeared. The blonde looked around frantically, looking for her best friend then pulled out her phone and called Stefan.

"We have a problem." She said, turning to a very knocked out Stiles.

Mystic Falls- Back in Mystic Falls, Damon was having a party almost every night; every two weeks he would have a week long party, that consisted of music, drinking, women, sex and blood. Even the immortal stud needed a break and few moments to himself, right? Why the reckless behavior? He missed his brother. That's right! His brother not the doppelganger. She's the reason for all of this. He'd just fell in love with Caroline or Carol Lockwood, Bonnie hated him but he could have fallen in love with her, maybe understood her more. Anyone but Elena, he would still have a brother that wouldn't snap his neck to get away from him. Although their issues went deeper than just women. He wouldn't say it out loud but he was jealous of Stefan since the day he was born. Make no mistake, he loved his baby brother but he jealous but Stefan; he only saw him as his big brother not an enemy. He always followed him around, wanted to be just like him and their father hated that. Stefan learned from Damon more than he learned from his father. Back in Mystic Falls, Damon was having a party almost every night; every two weeks he would have a week long party, that consisted of music, drinking, women, sex and blood. Even the immortal stud needed a break and few

Today, he knew was going to be hell just by the way he feeling. Elena was calling him like a obsessive ex-girlfriend and leaving heartfelt messages on his voicemail. He deleted them of course but it was nice to know that she was still worried him and Stefan when both of them where clearly done with her. The door to the Salvatore manor opened and closed. The familiar scent invaded his nostrils as he groaned and rolled his eyes. "You do know "breaking in and entering" is a crime, don't you Gilbert?"

"It is but you weren't answering my calls and-"

"And you couldn't take a hint?" Damon interrupted. Elena looked down then looked around the human corpse decorated living room.

"You're lashing out again because-"

"They're not dead, you annoying human being. Stefan wouldn't want me to do anything like that so I didn't."

Hearing Damon's words, they shocked the doppelganger. She was used to hearing everything was for her that when Damon said it was for Stefan, it blew her out of the water. Damon took a deep breathe and released it. "What do you want, Elena?"

"I just came to tell you that Jeremy escaped-"

"That's great, get out."

"Bonnie and Scott are missing. I think we should go to California and help find them."

When the words 'Bonnie' and 'missing' dropped from her lips, Damon's facial expression changed. It filled with concern and fear for his witch friend. After all he was suppose to protect her which he was doing a horrible job of doing. The change in emotions didn't escape Elena's sight. Did Damon feel something for Bonnie? First Stefan, now Damon? She felt like she was in some awkward dream where everything wasn't about protecting her but saving the Bonnie. Elena had jealousy written all over her face and inwardly, Damon was laughing.

"You stay here, I'm positive no one is going to want to see you. I'll go to California with a few friends and find Bonnie. Now, get out."

~xXx~

Once the house and Damon was cleaned up, the eternal stud made his way to storage place. It's where Klaus kept his siblings. He only needed one, the one who held a grudge so tightly, it made your head spin. Rebekah Mikaelson. He's second lover after Katherine, Klaus took her from him. If he were honest, it was the first moment in his immortal life that he was actually happy. The smiles were real and the sex was incredible.

It took the blued eyed vampire at least an hour to find the youngest blonde female Mikaelson. To be honest, it was frustrating. When he found her, she was dark gray and her veins where visible. Her hair was pinned up and her dress was shimmering as the night the she was wearing it. Damon removed the dagger from her chest and slid into his pocket, he picked her and carried her to his car.

Arriving back at the Salvatore manor, with blonde in his arms he saw the doppelganger waiting for him. "What are you doing here?"

"Who is she? Another Original?"

The questions and Elena's presences began to annoy Damon, he didn't have time for her jealous, obsessive, annoying, "just popping in" behavior. So he compelled her to leave, and never comeback unless he asks her to. He told her Jeremy went on a trip to California with some friends and would be back soon. When Elena finally left, Damon laid his sleeping blonde to in his bed and gathered a few blood bags for her. She was going to be awake soon and she would help him get his brother back.

~xXx~

Last Chance 2- When Bonnie awoken, she was in front of her step-father and her biological father. Panic washed over her face as she looked away from them both, tears rushing down her face. Scott was knocked out on the ground at least that's how it looked from where she was standing. "What- what is this?! Where am I?!"

"You're on the other side. Where you'll end up if you don't stop." Ennis told her. "I didn't get to hold you as long as I wanted to but I watched grow up into a beautiful young woman that I've come to admire more than anything. Seeing you this way- it's a dream a father has for his daughter."

"Klaus took you from me, Elena took my stepfather from me. Everyone takes so much and everything except to give."

"Then you stop giving. You are a rare hybrid, stronger than any other species on this planet but you are also my daughter, you do not give in to darkness. Don't let it consume you Bonnie."

"We're still here with you, child. Always have been."

"Grams?"

"That's right. Now stop this crazy mess about killing Jeremy and doing away with Klaus. He will be taken care of."

"It's time Bonnie, worries about Bonnie."

Sheila Bennett walked toward her granddaughter and touched her forehead. "Which means no more power. You, Bonnie Bennett are now a full werewolf. No more using your powers as crutch nor is it a door marked exit for your friends."

~xXx~

When Bonnie woke up, she was in the bedroom of her boyfriend. Her back ached and she had a splitting headache, like someone had used her for batting practice. She looked behind her at the male sleeping on his side, she smiled softly at him then bent down to kiss his cheek lightly. "Thank you." She whispered, wrapping her arms around his waist, laying her head on his chest.

~xXx~

Wake-up Rebekah- Damon left her for while to get more blood bags. Rebekah wouldn't feed on humans unless it was necessary. The blonde original had awoken since his time away. The white satin sheets was covered in blood, her shimmering, ivory dress covered in blood, her face and hair was no exception. Rebekah threw the sheets off of her body and stumbled to the mirror in front of her, her face was fully vamped. She looked in the mirror and saw Klaus attempting to kill Damon, the year was 1864. Damon was sleeping with Katherine Pierce, Klaus's girl. The blonde female had saved him and promised she always would. She gave him her blood a few hours before the round-up and she disappeared with brother, Katherine and dagger in her chest. Though she was daggered she could hear everything that went on. She heard Klaus snap Katherine's neck every time she woke up. The twenties was where she was released and saw Damon again. Again, Katherine's jealousy got in the way of her happiness. The doppelganger wanted Damon to herself, mainly forDamon left her for while to get more blood bags. Rebekah wouldn't feed on humans unless it was necessary. The blonde original had awoken since his time away. The white satin sheets was covered in blood, her shimmering, ivory dress covered in blood, her face and hair was no exception. Rebekah threw the sheets off of her body and stumbled to the mirror in front of her, her face was fully vamped. She looked in the mirror and saw Kl

Damon walked into the bedroom, seeing Rebekah again made his heart sink into stomach. "Bekah." He called. The blonde turned around and saw her one true love, she ran to him and hugged him tightly. The blue-eyed male sighed in relief, genuinely smiling as his arms wrapped her in them. "I've missed you so much. I have so much to tell you." Damon continued.

"Tell me everything. Wait where's Klaus?"

"He's in California. One of the things we have to talk about."

Rebekah looked into his crystal blue eyes and nodded her head.

~xXx~

Beacon Hills, California- Caroline, Stefan and Tyler rounded up the rest of the Beacon Hills gang in an effort to find Scott, Bonnie and Jeremy. "Can I just ask why didn't anyone know Bonnie was a werewolf?!" Caroline inquired.

"She probably didn't know until the ripper transformation. In the six months we were gone, Klaus and Bonnie had a connection. When he was gone for lengthy amounts of time, she would get worried about him. They were actually possessive over each other- well actually, she was possessive over the both of us; more so him, he was possessive over power."

"Um, excuse me. How is this going to help us find Bonnie and Scott." Lydia questioned.

"She's right, I'm sure this is a great insider factor for Caroline to get the details on Bonnie's sex life with Stefan and Klaus but this isn't going to help us." Tyler added, Lydia smiled at him. Caroline squinted her eyes at the werewolf and the strawberry blonde crossed her arms over her chest. "So what do we know? Stiles, when Bonnie was here...before they broke up, where did they hang out?"

"Mainly LA, or the hospital where his mom works."

"Okay, they had no personal time so maybe this little disappearing act is just to get away from everything." Caroline spoke. Tyler rolled his eyes.

"Caroline, that makes no sense. He just said they were in LA. So we check LA-"

"Do you know how big LA is?! It would take us months or years to cover all of LA!" The blonde interrupted, "by that time, Bonnie could be on pregnant with wolf babies!"

"You know she has a point." Allison finally spoke. "Where was their most frequent hangout?"

"Oh you mean before or after you showed up and broke up the happy couple?" Lydia questioned.

"What?"

"Lydia!"

"Well she needs to know."

"We don't have time for this soap opera, people! We have two missing people in California!" Stefan snapped. "One happens to be my best friend, ex-girlfriend and yes, I snatched the v-card so can we please focus!"

"Oh we are having a serious discussion about this-"

"Too much, Stefan. But lets check the most obvious places first. Scott's bedroom, the shower."

"Really Tyler, the shower?"

"I'm a werewolf, I know how they think. Sex twenty-four, seven."

Caroline rolled her eyes of the male and don't think for a second she didn't notice Lydia's flirting giggling with him, because she did. Was she jealous of whatever Lydia and Tyler had going on? From the looks of it, Lydia would have stripped her clothes off and opened her legs if Tyler told her to. Okay, so maybe Caroline was a little jealous of the strawberry blonde. Maybe she wanted Tyler to herself so she could tease him until she was ready to give it up to him. But they weren't in California a week before the stupid wolf started flirting with random whores. The group continued they're discussion on what to do about their missing friends but Caroline kept a close eye on Tyler and Lydia. He wasn't very receptive to her many obvious advances.

Lydia went to grab his hand but he crossed his arms over his chest. Caroline noticed Allison as well, the smirk on her lips when Lydia was rejected. Was Tyler sleeping with Lydia and dating Allison? The strawberry blonde obviously didn't like being pushed away after putting out but Allison was eating it up. Caroline was pulled out of her thoughts when her phone rung. "Bonnie?!" Caroline answered. "Where are you?! Are you alright?"

"Yeah, I'm fine. I'm at Scott's. I'll fill you on the details later. I'm super tired and need to rest."

"Wait, Bon. Where did you go?"

"The other side." Bonnie answered before hanging up and leaving a confused look on Caroline's face.

"She went to the other side?" Tyler asked.

"How is that possible?" Stefan inquired.

"What's this "other side" you're talking about?" Lydia questioned.

"It's where the supernatural go when we die." Caroline answered.

"I think that skill is performed only through Beta's and Alpha's. Since they have a connection. Bonnie is Scott's Beta, his second in command."

"So you're saying, what? Exactly?" Lydia asked. Tyler arched his eyebrow at the female then shook his head. She was playing dumb, thinking it was attractive and it wasn't, it was actually rather annoying and stupid.

"Bonnie's no longer a witch, she's a full werewolf." Stiles replied.

~xXx~

The Art of Pain- Rebekah sat with Damon, regaining her energy on a blood bag. It wasn't quite satisfying but it was doing the trick. He'd told her everything that happened over the past ninety years and about the latest doppelganger. He told her about Klaus and that's when her plan began to come together. Rebekah possessed a very special dagger. It looked like the others, it had the same effect except it was mainly for Klaus. Since he was now a hybrid, made it even better, any hybrid he made would drop with him as soon as the end went through his chest. No white oak ash was needed, just quick hands and speedy feet. The dagger could only be removed by the person who stabbed him with it. And that person would be Rebekah. She'd been daggered off and on for centuries. Never truly living her life because she was always trying to please her brother, well no more. The blonde was finally going to be happy with or without her brother's happiness and since Klaus only cared about himself, she figured it had to be without him.

"Damon, you're going to take me to Klaus and I'm going to end him once and for all. Then you're going to rid yourself of that doppelganger bitch permanently." Rebekah stated with a twitch of her eyebrow and smirk flashing across her lips.

~xXx~

Breaking Free- Klaus had been in that coffin for who knows how long and he was getting pretty tired of it. Submitting to a bunch of teenagers who belonged at home reading a book, that didn't sit well with Klaus. So he got into the head of Lydia Martin, directed her to release him and that's exactly what she didn't, then paid he ultimate price. No he didn't kill her because he still needed the little banshee but he drained her enough that she was close to death. His power replenished, his strength regained, and the mission in front of him; Kill Scott and reclaim Bonnie. He missed his little witch and would stop at nothing until she was his again. He knew what she was, the rarity of such a species; had Kali did her job Ennis would still be alive and Bonnie would obey only him. But as it were, Kali's dead, Ennis is dead and Bonnie hates him. Walking out of the warehouse with Lydia in his arms, he gave her his blood and took her home. Then proceeded with him plan.

The original hybrid could feel Bonnie a mile away, to be honest, he wasn't liking what he was feeling. Scott was having too much with his soon-to-be hybrid. Klaus arrived back at his hotel, exactly how he left it. Freezing cold and duffel bag full of Elena's doppelganger blood. He needed a witch and his faithful comrade Stefan. The younger Salvatore had been keeping him in the loop with everything not through compulsion but because they were friends. That's how he'd gotten into Lydia's head. Once this was over, Stefan, Bonnie and Klaus would be together again. Bonnie would become a ripper once again.

"Stefan, I'm out of that highly cramped coffin. Time to put our plan into action. It's time we get our family back together and make it work this time." Klaus said over the phone to Stefan.