Disclaimer: i don't own joker or anything that comes from TDK or I Love Lucy...this is just a littl page filler for entertainment perposes only until i can clear away the writers block cobwebs and get back to the real story...this is just a random story that i whipped up in like five minutes on how joker got his scars...sorry if its crappy and depressing but hey all of his stories are depressing too...you dont have to read it if you don't want to its just something to let you know that im still working on it and have not forgotten or anything...i love you all..thanks to those who fav and review and such like that...

I never really got to know my father. He died when I was 3. My mother was all I had. She always told me to keep smiling, always look at the sunny side. I could see it in her eyes though. The pain of living without my father. I guess I was about 11 at the time and I remember that it had been one of the worst days of mental and physical abuse from those kids ever. I came home from school…set my books down in the hallway like I always did and yelled out "Lucy! I'm home!" My mom was a big fan of that show and it always made her smile. I loved to see her smile. Well that day I didn't hear any laughter coming from the next room. I go up the stairs, each one of them creaking ominously. I poke my head in my mom's room. And there she is…lying on the bed with her wrists slit and bottle of sleeping pills open and empty on the table. I ran my fingers over her eyes to close them just before finding the note that said "No matter what happens sweetie, just keep smiling." So I picked up the pocket knife that she used, and walked over to the mirror. I've been smiling ever since.

what did you think...like i said i thought it up in about 5 minutes...oh and i wanted to mention this cause i have had a few people bring it up in their reviews...no names mentioned...but i have been told that my joker has been out of character...he isnt to me...see everyone has their own view of the joker...the heath ledger joker from the new movie just happends to fit about half of my thought of who he is..that is who he lets people see...the joker that you have been reading about is the joker when no one is looking...so the next time you get ready to tell me that my joker is too OOC...just think of how you think of the joker and realize that this joker isnt ooc in my eyes...thank you for listening to my little explination/rant...i will hopefuly have an actual chapter up for you soon.