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I looked out the window of the bullpen and wondered what it was like back in the real world, the one were Law & Order was a TV show, the one I had left to get this job on the show I had admired once upon a time.

I heard a tap on the desk and blinked, Munch and Fin sitting opposite me watching as I drifted in and out of day dreams.

"You okay?" Fin asked, "You look tired"

"Just not enough sleep, like you said 'I look tired'" I stood up and grabbed the files that I needed, wishing them a goodnight I walked out of the bullpen and towards the lockers. Dumping the files in my locker I headed quickly to the bathroom, checking no one was there I removed some of the makeup, looking at the bruises that had covered my skin.

"I need help" I said aloud. Nobody there to hear it.