CHAPTER#07
Week has passed shreya did not talk to any one. Payal contineously tried to convince her but she kept denying.
Payal is in her room. She is feeling so restless. She wants rajat. She cannot tolerate his ignorance any more.
Huhh kash mai ny wo galti na ki hoti... Acha khasa rajat mera ta already... Pata nai kion mai ny jaan churana chahi os sy.. Laikin nai huh mai haar nai maan skti mai har haal mai osy paa k rahon gi aur agr oski zid shreya hai to shreya ko oski ye zid pori krni he hogi... Mmai baat karongi rajat sy... Han mmai paa k rahongi osy. Koi nai cheen sakta osy mujh sy osy mera hona hoga...
She comes to rajat's room. He's sitting on his couch with a glass of wine in his hand. He gives payal an irritating look.
Kion aai ho yahan...
Payal: mai bivi hon tumhari... Mujhy tumhary room mai aany k lea kisi waja ki zarorat nai.
Rajat: (staring at her) par mai ny ye haq nai dia tumhain! Dekho payal mai tumhain hurt hargiz nai karna chahta.. Behtar yahe hoga k tum chali jao is waqt.
Payal: (looking at him with teary eyes) nahi jaongi... Aj tumhain mujhay saaf saaf batana hoga k kia chahtay ho tum...
Rajat looks at her with irritation but then starts feeling bad for her.
Rajat's pov: isay kesay samjhaon k shreya to srf ak bahana hai... Mai is sy shadi he nai karna chahta ta... Srf dad ki waja sy asa karna para. Mai to isy isi waqt divorce dena chahta hon...
Payal: rajat mujhay jawab do!
Rajat: huh is baat ka jawab tumhain already pata hai... Shreya! Mujhay shreya chahea... Bass!
Payal looks at him furiously with tears in her eyes. She gets a feeling of hatered for shreya. She goes out without saying a word and rajat takes a sigh of relief..
Huhhh yeh kya ho raha hai mujhay... Meri shadi to payal say kb say tay ti.. To phr mujhy shreya kion chahea akhr kionn!
He throws a vas. He feels so frustrated so helpless. He can't help himself for thinking about her for caring about her. Her silence drives him crazy every time. An inner voice comes from him
"tum os say pyar karny lagay ho rajat kumar. Yeh pyar he to hai jo tumhain itna bechain bana raha hai"
he throws glass angrily
NAHIII! Huh mai nai karta os say pyar... Wo zid hai meri srf aur srf ak zid!
He gulps glass of wine in one breath to calm himself.
Payal comes to shreya's room in a very furious mood.
Payal: bas bht hogya shreya... Aj tumhain faisla krna he hoga. Ya to meri zindagi ya tumhari zid!
Shreya looks at her blankly
kya matlb? Payal tumhain samajh kion nai ata k mai asa nai kar skti...
Payal: to theak hai... Mai bht kuch kar skti hon!
She takes knife and puts it on her wrist.
Meri mout ki zimidar tum hogi..
Shreya looks at her in shock and fear..
Ppayal nai... Please asa mt kro...
Payal: mai rajat k bina nai reh sakti... Nai jeeni mujhy asi zindagi...
Shreya takes knife from her
damagh kharab ho gya hai tumhara... Huhhh ttheak hai... Agr is sy tumhain tumhari khushi mil jyegi to mmujhy manzor hai... Jao keh do os sy k mai tumhari khatir ye qurbani deny ko tayar hon...
Tears start rolling down her cheeks. She feels so broken, so alone. Payal suppresses her smile and goes out.
The next night rajat comes to shreya's room. She is sitting on bed. On seeing him she stands. He locks the door and comes close to her.
Mai ny kaha ta na k ak din tum zaror maan jao gi... Khud ko mujhay sonp dogi.
Shreya looks at him with disgust. She does not say any thing which makes rajat more restless and frustrates him. He takes off his shirt. Shreya just looks at him blankly but her heart starts beating faster. She wants to run, push him back but no she won't do that. She will not let her self shatter in front of him. He looks into her eyes intensely and ties her hand with his shirt behind her back. Shreya stares at him.
Meray hath kholo! Don't worry mai tumhain na he to pechay karongi na he mana karongi... Tumhain aj jo karna hai tum kar lo...
Rajat could not believe his ears he smirks
oh really? To mtlb ye k tum ny haar maan li han?
Shreya gives him one proud look.
Haar to mai tab b nai manongi tumharay agay jb meri akhri sansain chal rhi hongi... Han mai tumhain yeh sb krny dy rhi hon apni marzi sy...
Rajat smiles arrogantly
meri jeet hwe na ye...
Shreya: huh mujhay tum py hansi arahi hai... Chlo aj tum hasil kr lo meray jism ko par ak baat yad rkhna tum kbhi meri rooh ko nai paa sako gy... Mai tum sy apni akhri sans tak srf aur srf nafrat krti rhongi... Ab say mai tumharay qareb jb jb b rahongi to ak zinda laash ban k rahongi.. Jissay na kuch mehsos hota hai aur na wo kuch bolti hai... Kholo meray hath aur tumhain jo karna hai karo!
Rajat looks at her unbelievingly. Her words pierce through his heart. He gets freezed. He feels as if someone has squeezed his heart out of his chest. He keeps looking at her speechlesly without even blinking and she stands there satisfied, fearless with a victory smile. She feels so much relief to see his expressions. He gets hold of himself he looks at her with fake anger and free her hands. He pushes her to the wall and kisses her deeply without even giving her time to breath. She closes her eyes without giving any response she stands there still. He gets more restless he gets back. He takes off her dress in one smooth grip. She still does not give any responce, any expression at all. His eyes gets red with irritation and frustration. He holds her tightly by her shoulders.
Speak up damn it! Bolo! Mujhy bura bhala kaho cheekho chillao kuch bhi bolo par boloo...
But she remains silent. He throws her to the bed and get over her. She knows whats going to happen. She has prepared herself mentally but she is not sure if she could bear that pain. She also knows that right now he is as wild as an injured lion but she has to keep herself steady. This is the only way she could make him a looser. And as she expected the next moment she feels him inside her. A layer of extreme pain runs down through her viens but she does not make any noise. She clench bedsheet tightly tears starts flowing from corner of her eyes.
Seeing her like that made him more restless. He felt his heart aching, his mind frustrated, he wants to hug her tight and say her that he loves her but no he can't do that. His ego does not allows him to do that. He gets back but she is still motionless, expressionless. He feels something burning inside him. He feels if he stays there one more minute he will loose his control.. He covers her with blanket and leaves the room. When he is gone she starts crying badly.
He comes out and sits in his car. He starts driving without knowing where he is going. He stops the car on the edge of the road. He gets off rhe car and screams loudly giving out all the frustration inside him.
Nahii huhh nahi jeet sakti wo... Os ny aj mujhay hara dia... Han haar chuka hai rajat kumar. Ak larki k agay haar chuka hai. Chahny laga hon mai tumhain shreya. Aj tum ny mujhy meri nazron mai girra dia. Aj pehli baar apny andar k janwar say nafrat hony lagi hai mujhay. Aj pehli baar ahsas ho raha hai k kitna galat ta mai... Aj pehli baar mai ny wo mehsos kia shreya wo jazba.. Jissay log ishq kehtay hain... Han shreya ishq ho gya hai tum sy... Meray andar k janwar ko aj maar dala tumari khamoshi ny. Meray dil ko ghayal kar dia shreya...
He stares the moon and keep repeating same words. He feels as he has lost his senses, as if he is in some other world. This is something new, something different. A feeling which not everyone in this world can get. Those are some lucky people which are blessed with this precious feeling. The chosen ones. It's not boy friend girl friend type of love, it's something beyond it.
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A/N
Hey... Okay don't kill me for this one. For the first time I've written something bit bold. Please do tell me did you like it or not.
Yeh ishq rajat ki zindagi ko kis tarah say badlayga?
Payal ka anjaam kya hoga?
Shreya kia phr say khush rehna seekh payegi?
To know please keep reading and reviewing.
Till then take care bye.
