Dear Chad,

Did you get my message? You've been home for a week now and have yet to contact me. I just don't get you! You sent me that letter, so I know you missed me, whether you will ever admit it or not. I've spent my whole summer like this. How pathetic is that? But I can't wait for you forever Chad.

A boy from church asked me for my number last Sunday. He's a really nice guy. Sweet, funny, charming, cute, but he's not you.

Any way, if he asks me out, I plan to accept. I need to move on, and this could be the perfect way of doing just that.

In most of the other letters, I implied that I was angry. And I was. But now, I'm mostly just disappointed. Disappointed because you were supposed to be the one. You were supposed to come back, declare your love for me, and sweep me off my feet, but you didn't. And you won't. You will never be that guy.

It isn't your fault. You did nothing to lead me to believe that you would, but I hoped anyway. Guess I learned my lesson, huh? You were never what I wanted, but at the same time, all I wanted was you.

I talked to that girl of yours. She told me she dumped you. I'm really sorry. I know you really liked her, and you didn't deserve that! She didn't deserve you.

We don't have to be together, heck we don't even have to be friends, but I would still really appreciate it if you called or stopped by. I guess I'll see you when we start filming again, you know, around the studio.

But who knows? Its a big place. I might never see you again except for posters on the walls of the cafeteria or the sides of buses. And I'll hate you for for a while, but I get over it.

That might be the hardest part. Knowing I'll get over you, I mean. I always thought that you can never get over some one when you love them,but its already starting. I know I loved you.

Without even trying, you broke my heart in more ways than you will ever know, Chad Dylan Cooper. And I might never get the chance to tell you.

I don't think I'm going to write anymore after this. I think this is just for closure. Yeah, that sounds good.

I'm not going to say I'll always love you or care about you, because those just aren't things I can promise right now.

But I can promise you this,

I will never forget you, Chad Dylan Cooper. Never.

All my love (for now anyway),

Sonny Monroe

p.s. I have nothing left to say to you.

Sorry its been so long! I need a lot of inspiration to write this fic. I do think I will write a few more, but until then, please check out my story Wedding Date and its sequel, Life with Channy!