Dear Dean,

How are you? I know we haven't spoken for a long time and I'm sorry but I've been busy hunting, just like you. Of course my hunting is done in purgatory and yours is above ground but we are still hunting.

I don't even know why I'm bothering writing to you because there isn't a way that you'll see these letters but I write nonetheless.

Benny.

Dear Dean,

Yeah, so I'm writing to you again, but I've got nothing better to do; that is when I'm not hunting or being hunted that is.

Anyways, what's going on in the land of the living? Obviously you and Sam are still kicking ass and taking names but what else are you doing? I hope you and Sam are getting some time to just be and not hunt but probably not.

Benny.

Dear Dean,

You know, I'm really missing you buddy. I never thought that I would become friends with a hunter but you come along and we become great friends.

I know that you fought with Sam about our friendship and I hope that you guys have stopped fighting because both of you are better than that and you need each other not only because you are brothers but because you are also friends.

Yeah, you are probably wondering where this sappiness is coming from, it's because I think that my time is coming to an end and I just wanted to write one more letter and tell you how much I appreciated your friendship and I love you brother. Here's to hoping I see you on the other side when your time is officially over.

Benny.

Dean folded the letter and closed his eyes. He really did miss his friend and hoped that he would get to see him again. Dean didn't know how he got these letters and others from Benny but he was glad he had them. He missed that crazy Cajun vampire.

Dean took a swig of beer, pulled out a piece of paper and began to write.

Dear Benny,

This is hard for me to admit to anyone, even on paper, but I miss you as well. You, like Cas, are two of my best friends... Brothers actually.

I'm trying to figure out a way to get you out of there brother, this I can promise you. Just hang in there keep fighting and know that I am coming back for you.

Dean

When Dean was finished writing he took another swig of beer trying to wash away the memory of himself beheading Benny and sending him back there again. Dean wasn't lying; he was trying to figure out how to get Benny out of purgatory for good. He just didn't know how... yet but he was determined to do it.

He didn't want Sam to find the letter, so he decided to burn it. He didn't know how much longer Sam was going to be out, so he quickly folded the letters, put them in his memory box and went to the kitchen to burn his letter to Benny.