Here's Chapter 7 of 'The Square'. Hope you enjoy it! Read and Review please!

Danielle POV

Chapter 7

I didn't know how to take it at first. I didn't know what I should do. There was two possibilities. Either abortion or I keep the baby. Somehow none of those possibilities seemed possible at that moment in time. I felt as if the world was spinning and I didn't know how to stop it. I didn't know who to turn to. I couldn't believe I was actually pregnant.

"Danielle!" I heard Stacey call from downstairs. I dropped the pregnancy test into the bin at the side of the sink, ran out the bathroom and made my way downstairs. I stopped outside the kitchen before I went in to see what Stacey wanted. I took one deep breath, wiped the remaining tears from my eyes and pushed open the kitchen door.

"What is it?" I asked Stacey trying not to sound as if I was in shock and denial.

"What you wanting for dinner?" Stacey asked me while she unpacked the shopping bags and stacked everything in piles on the worktops.

"I'm not really hungry... sorry!" I replied. I noticed my voice went shaky at the end and I could feel myself about to cry again.

"You alright Dan?" Stacey asked, worried. She stopped unpacking the shopping bags and looked at me to check if I was alright.

"Um no I'm feeling a little sick", I told her.

"Oh well do you want me to get you a glass of water or anything?" Stacey asked. I felt so bad that I had so many secrets that I wasn't telling her. Stacey was truly an amazing friend.

"No I think I'll be fine. I think I just need to get some fresh air. Bye!" I said escaping out the house before Stacey could stop me.

I swiftly exited the house, threw on my jacket and made my way across the square. I wasn't sure where I was going I just needed a place to think. I stood in the middle of the square wondering where to go and what to do. I had no idea. I sat down on the bench, put my head in my hands and cried. I didn't really care who saw me at the time. I was such a mess. Everything was such a mess. "Danielle?" I heard a voice from behind me say. I looked up wiping the tears from my eyes so that my sight stopped being blurry. Who I saw came as quite an unexpected shock to me. It was Ronnie. "Danielle what's going on? Why are you crying?" Ronnie asked while she sat down and put her arm around me. I didn't answer. For some reason I couldn't stop myself crying no matter how hard I tried. "Come on. Lets get you in the warm", Ronnie said guiding me to The Vic.

"Here you go Danielle", Ronnie said handing me a cup of nice hot tea.

"Thank you!" I said with a slight smile. I had finally stopped crying and I was now in the Mitchell's living room curled up on the sofa. I took a sip of the tea as Ronnie took a seat beside me. She took a sip of her tea then put it aside. She sat forward and peered into my eyes.

"I'm so sorry about the way I reacted yesterday", Ronnie apologized.

"It's OK", I lied. I hadn't truly forgiven her yet.

Now what's going on Danielle?" She sighed. I didn't really think about my answer. She was there. She was my mum. What else was I supposed to say?

"I'm pregnant!" I confessed. Ronnie sat there for a second. She seemed to be lost for words. She took another second or two to get her head around it then she cleared her throat.

"Pregnant?" She asked, stunned.

"Yes", I replied. I stared into her eyes closely. I wanted to know what she was thinking. I wanted to know what she was going to do or say next. She cleared her throat again then looked at me closely.

"You know Danielle...I got pregnant at a young age as well. Younger than you though", Ronnie admitted. It felt good that she was sharing this kind of stuff with me. It felt like we were having a real mother and daughter moment.

"Really?!" I tried to act surprised.

"Yeah.." Ronnie said staring into space. " It...it was really hard for me. I..uh.. I kept the baby but I ended up giving her up for adoption", Ronnie admitted.

"Why was that?" I asked. This was the moment I had been waiting for. The reason I had came to Walford. I was finally going to find out who I really was. Who I was supposed to be.

"My dad..he didn't exactly approve".

"He made you give her up?" I asked.

"Sort of, yeah".

"Did you...did you think it was the right decision...giving her up?" I asked. I hoped, I prayed that she would answer the way I wished she would.

"To be honest Danielle", she began, " Giving Amy up was the best decision of my life!" I suddenly felt tears tumbling down my cheeks again. I was a mistake. I had left my adoptive dad in Telford, had my heartbroken, been used and got pregnant all to find out that I was one big mistake. "Danielle? What is it? I'm so sorry. Did I upset you?" Ronnie asked wiping some of the tears from my face.

"It's just...it's just it's such a tragic story! That's all!" I lied.

"Oh I-" Ronnie began.

"I better go now. Bye!" I said as I got up and ran out The Vic.

"Danielle!" I heard Ronnie call behind me. This was terrible. I was pregnant and I had just learnt my mother was glad she had gave me up.

Despite all the trouble with my birth mum I still had a terrible decision to make. Should I keep the baby or not? Maybe it was best that I aborted the baby. After all my real mum regretted having me so I would probably regret having my baby. It was all too much to think about. I didn't want a baby. I wanted my mum. I wanted to be a real Mitchell. I wanted to be Amy Mitchell.

Well that was Chapter 7 of 'The Square'. I hope you liked it and will be checking out Chapter 8. There is still the one question in my story that you all want to find out: Will it end the same as in EastEnders? You'll have to read on to find out! Thanks for reading! Please review!

Georgina :)